Chapter 30
The Weird Love Story
Two days passed in a fabulous way fast. Sehun’s happiness
make him forget the ache. Despite the fact he work hard
but reason was no other then his love. In two days he felt
the happiness which he couldn’t compared to anything
at all.
“Sehun wakeup, breakfast is ready.” Jiyeon voice felt like nothing
but melody. He couldn’t wait to see her again and nothing
could take him to her but awake. He went outside the room
with the feeling of butterflies inside him.
“Good morning everyone.” He greeted sweetly which is beyond
infinite. The family greeted the same and didn’t failed to give
him the feeling of the fame.
Grandfather put the spoon with leaving the adorable
faces to wonder.
“Today we’re not busy so i suggest you and Sehun go and
have sometime fun for yourself. Its still your young age.
Me and your grandma can handle everything.”
Grandfather
felt the love from younger guy’s eyes which couldn’t left
unrecognized.
After saying his words nobody can disobey this fact. Which
left the two youngster to wonder away with nothing but
cloths to wear.
Jiyeon nodded her head like she’s never this sure before.
Sehun followed behind like a puppy who lost the route.
They change cloths which didn’t take much time then worth.
The atmosphere in the way is so bright as the workers smile
couldn’t be hide. The two young friends greet everyone
in the way which wasn’t answerd in less then appreciate
way. Jiyeon led the clueless boy to the place that would worth
the time. They reach in the garden which was compared to
no beauty of the environment. The rustle of grass
sound like the music of love. The villagers were busy in work
letting the garden in rest. One can fresh mind here with
the melody of natural keep playing. Sehun and Jiyeon couldn’t
find the better place to set but the floor which was covered
with sand. The lass pointed at the pretty flowers which were
too pretty for the lad. The lass and the lad covered with
nothing but rest. The lad can’t stop the smile which was
becoming too wide. He felt the happiness flood in him as if
he’s the one that owned everything. This lad isn’t interested
in money but with someone that can’t be get by money. He
know he can’t just win her heart with the lousy words he got.
They sit silently without talking to one another but often
getting a look of lovely smiles. It was a time when Sehun
couldn’t hold the pain of not saying anything decided to say
it out loud.
“Its so good to be here, especially in the morning right.”
His voice echoed in the lass’s head and smiled when she gets.
“Yeah... Its pure beautiful that’s why i came here to get
away from the drama that keep repeating the same story.
How about you, tell me why did you come here?” She asked
back not forgetting the gentleness she had.
Sehun again couldn’t help but to lie, lately he’s lying for
reason he couldn’t cry out loud. “I told you i came to meet
my friend, the one that left the place which i realized once
i arrived. But i decided to wait for one week atleast which
is better news for you because you have me.”
Jiyeon didn’t made the effort to move her head as she
was in thought of deep her head. “What about Luhan, is he
doing good without me?” Her voice bearly reached the attraction
boy.
“Why do you ask, perhaps you still love... Him and you can’t
forget him...” His heart hopped for no but there tiny hope
for the nod of her head. Call him selfish and he could careless
about it.
“I’m confuse with my own feelings, i won’t deny the fact
that i love him nor the fact that i can’t forget him...” She said
with her hands can’t stop playing with the grass.
Sehun felt hurt but he know better then share the thought
that came. “Then why did you breakup in the first place
if there were never a time you don’t like him?”
A gentle smiled played the role of lovely high school
girl that fell in love for the first time ever. “I loved him and
accept him for who he is, even the fact he’s gangster but i
don’t really got something in return. I didn’t ask much from
him but perhaps its was too much for him to give yet i couldn’t
think better until our relationship come to the limits
of him ignoring me which he actually never did to me before,
his cold treats towards me make me feel like a worthless
person that i don’t deserve someone as perfect as him. I understand
everything from the beginning because i observe him
and i even had a little feeling that he liked me too,”
She stopped to choke back her b tears.
Sehun who was sitting beside her wore the face of coldness
yet he couldn’t come to let the girl alone in her sadness and
his hands move to her back giving the warmth she would
never needed perhaps.
“I actually gave him one week to change his attitudes towards
me without me telling him, and when the last day come i... I
saw him cheating... With his secretary... I felt like everything
break a part... I was heart broken... Is that’s why he ignored
me and act like he was busy while all he wanted to was to be
with his secretary...” This time her tears really come out,
a little and soft sobs couldn’t be heard by the lad that has a weird
look of perplex, he actually thought she was fabricating but
her sobs were something she couldn’t act out. He couldn’t
come to the point to calm the lass down until the time he
couldn’t put the pieces that were told.
As curious as he was, but he made up his mind to listen
the whole story before saying or taking any action towards
it. “Can you please continue... Who knows if i can
really help you in this matter.” He used the gentlest
tone he ever used. She looked at him with hopeful eyes.
“After that day, i madeup my mind to just breakup once i’m
ready then its happens the next day he came to my house
and for the first time ever... I saw his lips that never smiled
so sincerely for me but i fainted then even in the hospital
he didn’t scold or say mean words to me like he would always
do. The feeling of his sudden change of behavior confused me
even when i confess that i want to breakup i thought he
would sarcasm me for not being worth enough for him but
when the news broke out to him, he seems so hurt... sad and...
in more appreciate word a victim and i the bad one when
he was the one who cheated... He was the one who
treated me coldly... He was the one who ignored me... And
he was the one to act like I’m w-worthless... Not me... Sehun
not me...”
Finally she was able to pure her heart out about her true
feelings and the story.
Sehun believed she couldn’t lie to him or anyone else
to the limit to fabricate a full story because she exactly
said about the details how the one who don’t no anything
would understand.
They both have same
feelings and the same thinking
way that they don’t want to force the other if they don’t want
to love but its just they’re being silly. Sehun felt hurt and
amaze that after all things that Luhan did to her yet her heart
belong to him. He don’t want to be selfish and Luhan leave
his friendship for a girl but Luhan told him he don’t like her
and he didn’t show any sad expression when he said he’ll
make Jiyeon his but as a friend he knows what’s in Luhan’s
heart.
Being selfish for once isn’t wrong?
Both of them were silent with nothing but the grass sound.
The lass don’t no what to say after pureing what had to say.
The case was no different for the lad when he’s only trying
to make a sense. But the silence was beyond comfortable
giving the feeling of a fresh morn.
'Isn’t Luhan hyung said she came to his office everyday to
ask him out but he rejected her so he could know his feelings,
didn’t she said that she give him one week to change but Luhan
hyung said she didn’t come to his office last day when he
already comfired his feelings... But she even said he
cheated on her with Soyeon noona which i totally don’t understand
because of my observation that he only treated her like secretary
but when time ask for he would ask her options and even
tell her his feelings but I’m 100% sure they’re don’t share
this kind of feeling but what made Jiyeon to think that way...
There must be something which she misunderstand but
how... Maybe he did it with Soyeon noona but how... No what
I’m talking about, he’s still a man with hormones so he could
proberly lost control of himself... He’s hot tempered but
he’s not into these things so what could be the truth Aishh
it’s so frustrating,' without him realizing he was ruffling his
own hairs but he was glad Jiyeon didn’t notice this kind of
behavior.
'I’ll ask Luhan hyung the details but first i’ll ask her, yeah
i know i’m intelligent and smart.' he smirked and turn his
head to the lost girl before coughing a little to grab attention
and when she didn’t listen he pouted and nudged her. She
looked at him surprised with questioning face.
“Uh am oh c-could you tell me details about office of the
day of cheat... Please so that i could help hmm...” He said nervously
that what if she rejected to say something But fortunately
she smiled and nodded.
She sighed and the view she saw come as fresh like it was
last day but she don’t care she believe that perhaps Sehun
could really help if not one way then other.
“When i went to the office, the secretary wasn’t in her usual
place normally she would greet me but i was fine i mean
its normall for any human then i slowly opened the door
and... And i saw them, L-luhan on t-top, she was hugging
his waist while his one hand in her hair while the other rest
in the hem of h-...her skirt... Th- they were kissing ... Then i left
because i don’t want to witness anything more then that...”
She finished and lowered her head, Sehun who believed
his friend couldn’t do this with his girlfriend, he know Luhan
has pride to look for. He has a big meaning of pride which
he won’t just leave it because he’s turn on or anything
but he couldn’t do a think but negative thoughts that came
crossing his brain but he couldn’t disappoint the girl so
he faked a smile of comfirm.
“I can guarantee you that he doesn’t have any kind of relationship
with that secretary, umm i believe there’s some kind of misunderstanding...”
He assured her but right at the moment he felt like a loser,
the first girl he got a feelings for even if the feelings
were tiny never show that she was interested in him. Yet
he want to play fair with Luhan not by lying behind his
back.
As long as she’s single he’ll make her fall for him. He’s
determined and plus its not sin to be with her to make her
fall in love with him as there’s no place written that she’s
taken right.
It was evening already, giving the feeling of tired to everybody.
The youngsters spend almost a day in garden despite
the fact of not being lover. The promise Jiyeon made to Sehun
the only reason of his becoming whole. The ache didn’t
leave him but he’s sure it won’t take time to heal it. The
dinner was full of laughers didn’t let him to bitter feel which
he couldn’t be more than thankful about.
The time he went to bed wasn’t something he expect. His
eagle eyes didn’t show a sign of sleep like a owl who couldn’t
sleep. He was in a ocean full of thought which couldn’t be
get rid off. After hours of trying a blink of sleep couldn’t
found. Giving him no choice but to go and have a fresh sound.
He went out sneaking so that nobody would follow. He
open the main door only to meet the rain of air. His lung couldn’t
be more happy them getting the fresh amount of all air.The
lads leg led him to the bench that was away a few meters
from wader. It was the time he could actually think of right.
The brain was so bright even the fact he couldn’t sleep
that night. His face was cold from the breeze that could pass
the soul. He could feel so ready to excavate his brain.
'Why its feel like I’m the only person who could make them
together, its been almost three months but yet there was
no a chance for them to get together. The both suffered from
the breakup which is obvious as a sun. The male problem
is pride while the female is trust. I came to make her mine
with my motivation but it came out she couldn’t forget him.
That’s because i love her and i love him, and when i said love
him i didn’t mean it in romance, i after thinking a lot
realized that i love her personality and the way she talks
and sometimes the way when she looks hopeless and
all when i said that to Luhan that i’ll make her mine than at
that time i blurted out, i was happy because i thought i could
make her happy but now when she said she can’t forget
him... I don’t no what to do but again what’s the story with
Soyeon? Luhan, i never saw him giving Soyeon any attention
other then work so how come he like her and didn’t tell
any of his friends... Should i confirm it. I wanted to do it right
now because i’m curious as hell but should i go in Luhan’s
place then i can’t protect Jiyeon here, wait oh i can call
him right even if he’s asleep i don’t care he needed to answer
my curiosity i’ll call him right now.' He get his phone out
of his pocket and dial Luhan’s number.
The number has been dialed four time but none were
taken by other line. After another five tries he couldn’t think
better then rest. Went home in cold night wearing the pajama
which couldn’t be helped.
Next morning he wakeup earlier then anybody just to make
a use for something. He left the letter infront of the main
door so it couldn’t be left unnoticed. The grandparents wakeup
make breakfast which couldn’t be skipped by Jiyeon.
She did her daily routine before joining her grandparents
in dining room. She could sense something is missing but
didn’t know until it hit it. Her face turned to her grandmother
who’s busy eating her meal.
“Where’s Sehun? Did he wakeup yet?” Her grandmother
smiled and stand from her chair before going to the table
which had a yellow paper on top.
She take it and give it to Jiyeon. The girl who look perplex
now got suspicious. She take the note and read it. 'Good morning,
something important came up. Don’t wait for me, i’ll be late
so have a nice day...'
Jiyeon got curious why would he be busy but then again
his life is always busy when he’s gangster no wonder if the
gang wanted to meet him or whatever.
She put the letter in her pocket, finished her food and
get out of the house even before her grandparents. They
give each other a look and shrugged. She’s growup now and
can take care of herself very well.
She went to the same garden, only to find it fill with
some peoples, she try to find the one she’s looking for but that
one wasn’t here so with a disappointment face, she went
to the town. In her way she checked her pocket, to see if she
had bring enough money to buy gifts for parents and friends,
which include Luhan too.
Maybe she come here to forget him but it wasn’t so easy
to do and when Sehun said he guarantee her that it was misunderstanding
she believed him because that’s what she wanted to believe
from the first place but there was no one to tell her that.
As obvious it is, she never thought that the person who’ll
encourage her would be Sehun because he was over protective
about Luhan.
The whole day past with her being in the mart buying the
gifts for the beloved.
Nothing better could be done then spending her time
in town. She ate lunch there. The truth is she gets everyones
gift in two hours but the one she loved darely doesn’t no
what he likes.
The day end with her roaming around for something
that could be treasured by someone that she couldn’t wait
to meet again yet the nervousness is irritated.
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