I'm saying sorry in advanced okay? But this has to be done. Just so you know, I don't think of them this way normally.. only when i'm writing. lol :)

Guess who turned 20 last Sunday. argh. >__<

Taeyeon can’t even begin to explain the emotions she was feeling right now. She and Sooyoung were now at the bus headed home where the taller girl was leaning on her shoulders fast asleep. She didn’t even know how her girlfriend managed to fall asleep in that position but she’s not complaining. Taeyeon was cuddling the dookong stuffed toy Sooyoung gave her and her other hand was intertwined with the sleeping girl.

She heard her girlfriend moan softly in her sleep which made her giggle and she couldn’t help but find the situation adorable. She was overflowing with happiness being like this with Sooyoung. The love she feels for this girl sleeping beside her can’t be put into words. Silently, she hoped that she was able to reciprocate the love Sooyoung was giving her.

All of a sudden, she felt her shoulders lighten and Sooyoung was finally awake. “Ugh… where are we?” She mumbled incoherently.

Taeyeon smiled at her girlfriend sweetly and said, “We’re almost there baby.”

Sooyoung also smiled at the endearment. “Wow. I’m so glad I brought you to the theme park.”

“Why?” Taeyeon asked, puzzled.

“Coz you’re getting more comfortable calling me pet names.” The taller girl said happily as she looked out the window to check if their stop was near.

When the bus halted, both of them got into their feet and unbounded the vehicle. It was around 6 pm so the weather totally dropped down. Every breath they make elicits a white smoke from their noses and mouths.

Taeyeon hugged the stuffed toy closely to bring warmth to herself. Sooyoung noticed and pulled the girl into the covered area of the bus stop. Taeyeon looked on, curious of what her girlfriend is up to now. The taller girl took the dookong out of her arms and placed it at the bus stop’s bench. She then fumbled to her pockets and pulled out some kind of cloth Taeyeon recognized as gloves.

Sooyoung then grabbed Taeyeon’s left hand and slipped the thick gloves into it. Warmth automatically coated Taeyeon’s hands as the taller girl did the same with her right hand.

“You sure are prepared.” Taeyeon said teasingly. Sooyoung smiled and said, “Of course. You are high maintenance.”

“What does that even mean?” asked the Soshi leader. Sooyoung just shrugged as she unwrapped her scarf from her neck. She then motioned to wrap it around Taeyeon’s neck but the shorter girl stopped her.

“Syoung, you need it.”

But the taller girl stubbornly ignored what Taeyeon said and didn’t give it up. “No. You’re always the one who catches a cold often so please, don’t resist.” Sooyoung saw the worry in her girlfriend’s eyes so she said, “Don’t worry about me. I’m fine. And besides, it’s just a short walk to the dorm.”

So Taeyeon let her girlfriend envelop her neck in the warm cloth. Gently, Sooyoung tucked the scarf in Taeyeon’s neck, securing it in place. “There, nice and cozy.” She said, proud of her work.

“C’mon let’s go.” Sooyoung grabbed the shorter girl’s hand and the dookong on the bench.

The two girls arrived at the front door of their dorm. Before Sooyoung could enter, she felt a tug in her sleeve. She then faced her girlfriend who looked shy for some reason, head down and slightly fidgeting in place. Sooyoung watched amusedly, waiting for her Taeyeon to say something.

“Thanks for such an amazing day. I won’t ever forget it.” Taeyeon said almost in a whisper. Sooyoung pulled her girlfriend into a hug and muttered, “Me too. I had so much fun. Thank you Taeng.”

Sooyoung then placed a lingering kiss in Taeyeon’s soft lips. They both closed their eyes to the warm feeling and the butterflies they felt in their stomachs. The couple smiled at one another after breaking the kiss.

“So what did you wish for?” Sooyoung asked suddenly.

“Huh?”

“Earlier in the fountain… I saw you making a wish.” The taller girl said, determined to get an answer from the other girl.

Taeyeon smirked evilly and said, “No. I won’t tell. It might not come true.”

“Awww… C’mon!” Sooyoung whined. Taeyeon chuckled but gave her girlfriend a warning look which made the taller girl pout.

“Alright, I won’t push it.” The shikshin said defeated.

“Good.” Taeyeon said but rewarded her lover a kiss on the cheek for letting the matter go. “Now C’mon let’s get inside.”

They both entered the dorm which was unusually pitch-black. The two girls walked around slowly, both sensitive to the quietness, and anticipating a sign of movement. Sooyoung thought the others were playing a prank on them so she said. “Okay guys, come out! I already caught you!”

But no one replied. Taeyeon decided to turn on the lights because she found the whole thing ridiculous. She knew her members were childish but aren’t they sick and tired of fooling and teasing them around?

When the room was totally lit, the two checked the rooms for any sign of their members but they weren’t there.

“Where do you think they went?” Taeyeon asked her confused girlfriend who’s roaming around the room aimlessly still trying to figure what kind of trick their friends are up to.

“Who knows? Maybe they’re planning something evil…” Sooyoung said nonchalantly. “Whatever.” The taller girl scooted over to her girlfriend’s back and wrapped her long arms around the shorter girl. “At least I get to have you all by myself.” She husked in Taeyeon’s ear.

The Soshi leader shuddered at the gesture and she couldn’t keep the blush away from her milky skin. Sooyoung smirked at Taeyeon’s reaction as she flung herself in the couch. The shorter stood in the middle of the room unmoving as if she was planted there.

A few seconds have gone by but Taeyeon was still standing on the same spot. Sooyoung began to worry. As she was about to stand up to get her girlfriend, the shorter girl faced her with a sad expression in her eyes.

Sooyoung immediately got worried and said, “Baby, what’s the matter? Didn’t you like what I did? I’m so sorry.” Taeyeon shook her head violently as the taller girl related her mini rant.

Taeyeon held both of her girlfriend’s hand and stared intently to her eyes. “Syoung…”

“Yes?”

“Can you feel how much I love you?”

Sooyoung was taken aback by the question. “Of course Taeng. Why’d you ask?” The taller girl felt her heart beat faster, anticipating Taeyeon’s response.

“It’s just that…. I want you to feel…” The Soshi leader hesitated, not sure what she really wanted to say. She glanced up at Sooyoung checking her reaction and she only saw concern and a curious look.

Taeyeon knows that they’re dating for a long time and Sooyoung respected her. The taller girl didn’t pressure her into doing anything she didn’t like. Sure there were moments that they just want to get it on with each other, but she sensed that Sooyoung was hesitant and unsure, like her. So she thought that it’s best to do it maybe in their anniversary or after, but it seems that a month will be too long.

Instead of continuing her sentence, she grabbed Sooyoung’s hands and slowly guided her to Sunny and her’s bedroom. She thought about what Sunny would say if she found out what the Soshi leader was planning to do. But it doesn’t matter now.

Sooyoung was puzzled on how her girlfriend is acting. Although, she’s sensing that there will be something happening soon, which made her nervous but excited at the same time. She was never really in a hurry to do this with Taeyeon but she won’t deny that she hadn’t thought about this. She doesn’t want to do anything that’ll make her girlfriend uncomfortable so she was waiting for the right time. But if Taeyeon would be the one to suggest well, that’s another story.

They were now inside the dark room and Sooyoung heard a click after she sat down the leader’s bed. Taeyeon went straight to the bedside lamp and clicked it open. Sooyoung stared intently at the shorter girl, while she felt her heart racing, and her hands slightly sweating.

Taeyeon stood in front of the taller girl, studying her reactions. The silence was unbearable. Both could only hear the pounding of their hearts and the frustration they had for each other.

Without knowing what happened, they found themselves kissing hungrily, Taeyeon straddling Sooyoung’s lap, while the taller girl supported the other girl’s weight by wrapping her hands securely in her waist.

Tongues fought for dominance and hands roamed in every part it could reach. The moment was getting heavier like it would be wrong to put a stop to it. But eventually, Sooyoung found herself stopping their ministrations and pulled apart from Taeyeon, whose lips were red from the action.

“Are you sure you want to do this babe? Coz if you’re not then it’s okay. I don’t want you to do anything you don’t like.” Sooyoung said sincerely. Although she knew she was mentally killing herself from stopping this super hot moment that who knows when will happen again.

Taeyeon shook her head violently, and said, “I wanna do this. I want to make you feel how much I love you.”

“But I do feel it.” Sooyoung countered and wondered why she said it at the same time. Shouldn’t just she go along with it if Taeyeon wants it? But her love for this girl is so strong that she doesn’t want anything to ruin what they have.

“I know. But I don’t think it’s enough. I just don’t want to lose you.” Taeyeon said with note of sadness in her voice.

“I told you, you won’t Taeng. There’s no one else for me.” Sooyoung said concentrated in her girlfriend’s eyes, trying to pass a secret message to her which the smaller girl got. “I want only you.”

“I want you too.” Taeyeon said, a blush forming in her pale face, although it’s quite unnoticeably because of the room’s lighting.

And with that both of them kissed each other hard, making the other feel how strong their feelings for each other were. The intensity was also added due to the ual frustration that they were unaware was building between them up until this moment.

The first article of clothing had come off which was from Taeyeon and they both hitched a breath at the feeling of more exposed skin. Yes they were ridiculously short clothes when they perform but that doesn’t count. Sooyoung never did take advantage of Taeyeon coz she knew it was wrong but now is not the moment to think about morals.

The shikshin felt a tugging motion under her top so she raised her hands so Taeyeon would be able to lift up her clothes. The undressing broke their heated kiss for a while but they lounged at each other immediately after the offending piece of clothing was discarded.

Taeyeon pulled back from the kiss and stared at her almost topless girlfriend in front of her and she couldn’t help but feel all hot and aroused inside. She never felt like this before. Though SNSD’s image was wholesome, of course they were still normal people who do unspeakable stuff when they were alone. The leader would never forget that time when the other members made her watch an movie and from that time on, she wondered how it feels like to be in that situation.

And now she knows.

“You’re so beautiful.” Taeyeon managed to say between jagged breaths. Sooyoung smirked ily at her and the taller girl started attacking the shorter girl’s neck. Taeyeon moaned softly and turned her head to the side so her girlfriend would have more access to the soft skin there.

Sooyoung kissed, nipped, , and bit at her girlfriend’s neck but she didn’t because it might leave a mark that they would have to explain to their manager and the members. Even though she’s so right now, she wants none of that awkward conversation.

Since the shorter girl was the one who was elevated, Sooyoung had better access to Taeyeon’s body parts. She slowly brought her thin tanned hands to the shorter girls legs and she chuckled lightly which the shorter girl noticed.

“What?” Taeyeon asked rather impatiently.

“It’s just that you have cute legs.” Sooyoung said. She knew that was a sensitive subject so she replaced ‘short’ with ‘cute’ which she hoped her girlfriend didn’t notice. “I love it.” She added to soften the damaged she may have caused.

Taeyeon rolled her eyes and said “Really?” in a voice that Sooyoung can’t decipher if it was a good or a bad sign. So she decided to play it safe and said, “I’m sorry baby. I’m not making fun of you or anything. It’s just that I love every part of you, especially the ones you don’t like.”

Everything she said was true. Sooyoung didn’t say all those words just to get on Taeyeon’s good side. And the shorter girl seemed to notice that as well so she crashed her lips to her girlfriend’s again until they ran out of breaths.

The Soshi members went back home from their impromptu appearance on a promotion for some new show where SM Entertainment would be one of the producers. Their oppas from Super Junior was supposed to go but their flight from some country they’ve been in had been delayed so they were the ones who got the job done.

Although they were short of Taeyeon and Sooyoung, the show went on. But their manager and the company weren’t too happy because they’re not complete.

Tiffany, Yuri, and Jessica were glad that they were able to catch up after they’ve been to the amusement park. The members couldn’t reach the SooTae couple because their phones are both off. Well, that was one of their rules when going out. Everyone knows that. But their manager didn’t like the excuse.

“Hey, did we left the lights open?” Hyoyeon asked as the members slowly entered the dorm.

“Uhh.. no. I was the one who switched it off.” YoonA said while she was dropping her bag down the sofa.

“Ugh, I hate impromptu performances. I’m so tired.” Jessica whined which made Tiffany laugh. “That’s because you went somewhere you weren’t supposed to go.” She was talking about the amusement park of course.

“You were there too! And Yuri~! Why aren’t you tired?” The ice princess asked loudly.

“Sssh! Be quiet unnie! They might hear you!” Yuri said shushing the blonde. “Who would hear me? They know we went.” Jessica said.

“Sooyoung and Taeyeon unni! They’re here, see?” Yuri pointed at the winter clothes and bags both were wearing earlier.

Tiffany and Jessica’s eyes widened. “Where are they?” Tiffany suddenly said. Jessica immediately went straight to her and Sooyoung’s room but she sighed in relief when she didn’t find the couple there.

Sunny picked up on what’s happening and her eyes also widened when she realized the sudden panic. She walked over the door of her and Taeyeon’s room and slowly turned the door knob. It was locked.

Sunny stared at the JeTi couple bewildered. It’s a good thing that the other members went straight to their room except for them and SeoHyun who was looking eagerly in the situation.

“Uhhh… JooHyun, can you please go to your room first?” Sunny asked as sweetly as she can. She doesn’t want to offend the maknae but this is an emergency situation.

“Ne. Jaljayo unni-deul.” She said and obediently went to her and Hyoyeon’s room.

After the maknae was gone and all the others were nowhere in sight, Sunny knocked on the door while Jessica and Tiffany looked on.  

Do you want it to happen or not? just tell me how you feel and then i'll adjust.. :D  I don't want any of you to get uncomfortable.

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