You are my destiny
A litle bit of changehe gave me his hand like the gentleman he was and helped me out of the car and during this whole process I just couldn’t get my eyes off of him, he looked ridiculously good in that black tuxedo, he didn’t say a word thought, he kept pulling on that stupid creepy smile of his looking like he won the goddamn lottery. We went inside, the place was gorgeous, lights everywhere, chandeliers, candles, roses, servants, there was a nicely decorated table in the middle of all this luxurious stuff. He guided me straight there , and I suddenly felt guilty, you can say that I snapped out of the moment, ,nari I stopped walking and since he was holding my hand he stopped as well and looked at me
‘’’ what is it? Are you hurt?’’ ugghh stop looking at me like I’m the most precious thing in the world
‘’ this is wrong, we can’t do this, this is cheating, we can’t cheat, I won’t be able to deal with guilt I’’
He putted his finger on my lip, gooooooooood, and said’’ shush, there is no cheating and there is definitely no guilt, I broke up with nari, we’re not together anymore’’ I was just going to reply when he did it again that stupid finger of yours’’ I did not break up with her because of you, well I did, but only because I can’t keep lying to her and give her false hope for any type of commitment so I call this doing her a favor, now can we please enjoy our date, I really don’t want to ruin this, let’s get caught up in the moment , shall we?’’
I shamefully nodded and kept walking.
Now that nari’s guilt is out of the way, I can enjoy the way he’s treating me and enjoy my feelings for him as well.
He pulled a chair for me such a gentlemen, I sat down and thanked him , he took his seat as well and our dear awkward silence took control, not that chan yeol stopped smiling or anything, and it suited him the best, being happy and pumped up and everything.
We ate dinner, and while waiting for the desert, he pulled out blue box, a ring fleeping box, and said
‘’ so this is the part where I confess and ask u to be mine’ he then frowned and said’’ sorry, this so blunt I shouldn’t have said it that way, I mean I prepared a speech and everything and then I saw you looking all gorgeous and breathtaking like some Maxime model and I lost my words and I couldn’t remember my speech…’’ he kept blabbering and stuttering cute ‘’chan yeolie “” ‘’ – and now I can’t give the proper confession and proposal that you deserve and now I’m breaking down
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