Confessions
A litle bit of changeStill off (4days off) :
‘’kang jun oppa, he’s really wasted, he’s awake AND he’s having a hangover, I don’t know what to do, I don’t even why he went drinking last night, oppa, is something wrong.
‘’ okay ga yeon-a I’ll make it for him and no honey nothing is wrong, I’m sure he’ll tell us when he feels like it, yeol, jae hee go to your rooms and get some rest, it was umm, a looong night for both of ya ‘’
And with that, sung woo took off to the kitchen leaving a embarrassed jae hee, even more embarrassed chan yeol, and a very confused ga yeon
Mean while kang jun woke up having the most horrible hangover and a broken heart, he was all alone so he took the opportunity to think things over and ask himself why did he fall for nana in the first place?
Was it her pretty smile? She have one of the most charming and dazzling smile that I had ever seen in my life. Was it her positive qualities? Her kindness? Her caring self? Her beauty? Her sense of humor? Or was it her confidence? All I ever wanted was a wise, kind, calm confident, good mannered; romantic, , self-aware, intuitive, affectionate, protective, caring, passionate, dependable, mature, understanding, open minded, and nice girl, the bar is high I know but it existed and when I finally found what I wanted it, it slipped right through my fingers ‘I always sit next to the person that means the world to me knowing I mean absolutely nothing to her but still it makes happy and satisfied, if it means that I can be at her side than I’m happy. Looks like even though she broke my heart, I forgave her and here I, still love her with the remaining little pieces. But what am I to her? Where do I stand? Do I matter? Or am I just a toy that she has fun with when she’s bored or needs attention? Am I –
Knock knock.
‘’come in’’ kang jun answered with a tired and low voice that showed he was too tired to talk. He was laying on his bed when chan yeol came
‘’ we need to talk’’ chan yeol’s voice was even lower and he sounded really sick and tired.
‘’ on a second though, I take it back, GET THE HELL OUT’’ he suddenly and out of nowhere got this big strength to shout those words that he wanted to say to chan yeol since the accident. He was always a calm guy that never gets mad easily but then again his pride and his heart are on the line, therefore it’s an exeption.
‘’we really need to talk,’’ he said shaking his head, trying to keep calm ‘’ this is a misunderstanding that needs to be cleared, besides we live In the same house, and we’re in a live TV show, we shouldn’t be giving them a show or something to talk about for the next 5 years’’
‘’ talk about out huh? The fact that u kissed nana fully knowing that I like her? Talk about you betraying after I trusted you with heart? Talk about what exactly? ‘Bout u liking nana noona? Or the fact that she likes you too? Cause from the way you we’re making out last night, I can see that the two of you were enjoying each other’s company, You could’ve told me earlier but instead you let me made a fool out of myself in front of you and the hyungs, you should’ve told me earlier ya know’’
‘’kang jun, I don’t like nana noona’’
‘’ liar’’
‘’just shut up, and let me talk, okay’’ chan yeol reached the breaking point, he had to stop kang jun from saying nonsense and believing it, but nothing seemed right to say, he wanted to tell him the truth, that nana liked him
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