Siwon:

Things have been busier the moment we got back from Stella's wedding. Supershow Asian leg started and we just finished Osaka today. I was feeling a bit tired because of the schedule that we had but I was happy as well. I've been doing this for a long time already but my heart always flutter everytime I come up on stage and see the faces of the fans who unconditionally support us like family.

"Siwonah" manager hyung smiled as he entered the dressing room

"Neh?" I opened my eyes and sat up from the sofa

He sat beside me and handed me an envelope. A brown letter envelope with stamps on it

"I was meaning to give this but I didn't get to. I guess it's better to give now so you won't feel too tired" he winked and teased

"YAH, Hyung!!!" I got pissed "How long has this been with you??" I got the envelope 

"Relax" he smiled "2 days ago when I went to your place before going here to Osaka" he added

"Oooh" Donghae teased "That's been a consistent thing huh? Aigoooo, I didn't know people still sent letters now" he added

"Aish!!!" I complained as everyone in the room is teasing and laughing

"Why are you even coping up with this??" Heechul hyung asked "You can just email or send her a Kakao message" he added

"It's different" I smiled "She's different, okay!" I added

"Oh yeah" Kyuhyun smiled his evil smile "She's the only girl who didn't tend to sleep with him" he added

"YAH, BYUNTAE!!!!!!" I threw a pillow at his end while everyone pretty much laughed

"Yah" manager hyung calmed us down "Get dressed so we can all go back to the hotel now, arasso?" 

"NEH!" we all said in unison

I took a last look at the envelope I have in my hand and smiled "Damn I miss you" I whispered and placed the envelope in the iside pocket of my jacket

"I miss you too" Heechul hyung whispered beside me batting his eyelashes like an idiot while everyone else were laughing

"YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed for unfair treatment and gotten more laughs at the end

Anna and I have been "getting to know each other" for 5 months now. She refused to Facetime throughout the 5 months and the only way for me to see her face is through her occasional instagram selcas and the photographs she sends me along with the long letters that she wrote. I must say that although I didn't quite get the point at first, I do now. I tend to be more curious about her, to be attentive to things I know I would not attend to if things were very easy for me. I have also discovered that I can actually write long handwritten letters and be all hopeless romantic.

"I admire you, man" Donghae smiled as we were wrapping up dinner at the hotel and preparing to go to our rooms

"Really? For what?" I asked curiously

"For being patien and for being faithful." He placed his arms around me "You really have fallen hard for this girl" he declared "Twice as hard as how you were with your past loves" he added

"Yah, I only had one" I corrected him as we both laughed "But yeah, I really do like her man" I declared "I can't stop thinking about her" I added

"Where is she now?" He asked "Don't you have plans to see her for Christmas?" he teased

"According to the address in this letter, she's in Egypt" I smiled "And it's not like we have our time alone for Christmas" I said sadly

"Bwo?? Egypt?" Donghae shook his head "Last time I heard she's in Amsterdam right?" 

I replied with a nod "Hard to keep up with the girl who has her eye for the world" I laughed

"But you still chose to!" He pointed out

"Because she's worth it" I smiled

"Man, you should go see her. I can see how much of a pain it is to hold everything back. Do you remember that trip to Norway that you missed coz of the sudden schedule?" Donghae sighed "I just want you to be happy for Christmas, man" he smiled

I felt touched with my bestfriend's heart and placed my hand around his neck "I am happy, man. I really am" I assured him "Maybe God is just teaching me to be more patient and prudent when it comes to pursuing a girl" I smiled

"I like how you put it that way, man" he smiled "I know you want to read that letter and be alone for a while so I'll head to the room first, arasso?" 

"Arasso, I'll follow after" I smiled

I walked around the hotel and found a pocket garden with benches on it. I looked around and noticed that there weren't any people there so I decided to sit and read the letter there. Osaka tonight is very breezy and the Christmas lights around the garden just added to the beautiful ambiance tonight. I got my phone and dialled her number.

Five rings after, she picks it up

"Hi" she said lovingly "read my letter?" she asked

"Not yet" I smiled "But I'm holding it now" I added

"Alright, Wonah wait just a sec" she paused as I heard her excuse herself from whoever company she has "Okay, you have me fully now" she said cheerfully

I smiled at her word, it chugged a huge part in my heart and made me smile "That sounds really warm" I confessed

"You sound really cheesy" she joked

"You started it!" I retorted as we both laughed

"What time is it there?" she asked

"Twelve midnight. There?" I replied

"Five pm. We're about to have dinner" she said

"Oh, alr