Siwon:

I don't know why I felt a sudden pang in my heart right now. I thought everything was doing well between us but in just a blink of an eye, everything just went to a blur.

"Oppa, you have to think rationally. Please. This is something that has to be talked about properly, when both of you are calm and not emotionally driven by anger." Jiwon said while hugging me from behind

"Jiwonah, I wish it was just that easy" I said in dismay as I closed my eyes and sighed remembering Anna's words

Flashback:

"Babe, I don't think I can make it to dinner. I got a call from my friend, I'm badly needed to be there. I'll make it up to you, promise. I love you!" says her sms

I can't help but keep reading that message again and again and try to count the times she used THAT FRIEND as an excuse to skip whatever plans we made. I heard someone punching in my passcode for the door and gently saw her silhouette walking inside my appartment

"I was here the whole night, Anna. What happened to you?" I said with a faint expression, still sitting weakly on the couch

"I'm so sorry, babe. I got caught up, my friend needed me." She said as she weakly sat beside me in the sofa "We can have dinner tonight, I can make it up to you" she said smiling weakly trying to cup my face

"Which friend are you talking about?" I asked coldly brushing off her hand away from my cheeks

"Why are you mad?" she asked irritatingly "and what's with your inquisitive tone?" she added

I smirked in sarcasm as I remembered the photographs that was sent to me last night

"Is that the same friend you had to fly to New York for? The one who suddenly 'badly needed' you??" I added in aggravation "How badly did that friend needed it this time that you had to stand me out last night for the nth time?" I declared

"Where is this all coming from?!" She suddenly said in frustrarion "Are you suspecting me for cheating on you??" she declared

"You're the one who said that!" I stood up in frustration "Finally, you said it!!" I declared "How was last night? Was it as good as the one that you both had in New York? I guess you just coulndn't hold back anymore and needed IT" I added with a sarcastic smirk as I felt a slap on my cheek

"How dare you accuse me of something I would never even dare think of doing" she roughly said while staring straight in at me with tears forming around her eyes "Is that what you take me for? Some ?!" she started crying while sitting down the couch

I don't know what got into me that I just threw out the photographs I've been receiving lately in front of her

"What are these then, Anna. Tell me" I said with a faint challenging tone "WHAT ARE THOSE????" I hysterically said

She looked at the photographs one by one crying and shaking her head

"You can't say anything? How about try explaining to me now why all of those were taken right outside Nate's appartment?" I added. I feel so victimized right now, I want to punch something and keep screaming but I'm still trying to control my anger

"You're having me followed?" she finally spoke after so much crying "Siwon, you're putting up a tail on me everywhere I go? You don't trust me?" she added and started crying again

I was crying in anger as well when I had the urge to ask again "Were you with him last night? IS HE THE FRIEND YOU KEEP RUNNING TO AND LEAVING ME BEHIND FOR??" I finally asked faintly and angrily at the same time

She looked at me, frustrated, angry, "Yes. We had a great ing time. We even ed all night." she said as she stood up and walked out of my appartment

End of flashback

"Oppa, I don't think Anna can do something like that" Jiwon declared confidently "The girl can't even bare talking or hearing about the lives of other people" she added and laughed gently "She couldn't even kiss you without jolting first" she declared

I remained in my couch while closing my eyes trying to recall everything that I've been hearing from our friends who know about our current situation

"Dude, you're an . How can you just rashly accuse her for cheating on you with just mere photographs? Photographs that you do not even know who sent you" Donghae pointed out "What are you gonna do now?" he added

"It's been a month Wonah. Aren't you going to talk to her?" Dara asked "She's so heartbroken" she added

"Jiwon, what made you so sure that there's nothing going on?" I asked my sister who is now busy making dinner for both of us

"I just know" she declared "How could you doubt the person you say you love? You didn't even dig out the truth from her side" she reminded

"Have you seen her lately?" I asked

"Aniyo. She wouldn't pick up any of our calls. She's not in her appartment as well. I called her office again today for the nth time and have been told that she goes there everyday and leaves right after work hours" she narrated

The doorbell rang catching both of our attention

"I'll get it" I told my sister weakly

I opened the door only to find Nate in front of me

"We need to talk" he declared, eyeing me strongly

"Not here" I said while signalling the presence of my sister "Wait for me in the rooftop" I added

"Who was that, oppa?" Jiwon asked

"I just have to step out for a bit, okay? I'll be back" I declared as I got my coat and took off

I walked towards where he was standing, staring blankly into space

"What do you want" I said without looking at him, still feeling mad and clenching my jaws

"You took something really precious away from me, you know that?" he faced me, clenching his jaws as well and staring at me strongly

"How dare you come here and speak to me in that tone" I answered back

He didn't budge nor wink, he laughed weakly and shook his head, still staring at me

"What do you want" I asked again coldly "Don't waste my time being patient and decent, I don't know how much longer can I hold my fist from landing in your face" 

"I'm dying, Siwon" he said without blinking an eye "I have this lump in my head that I can't take out, and I only have a few months left" he smiled bitterly, tears b in his eyes as he clenched his chiseled jaws again in frustration 

"And you're telling me this because?" I added "You want Anna back? Go ahead have her. You've been having her behind my back an---"

I felt a strong punch in my face and found m