The hellos reader,

Something has been bothering me for the past months, and it just keeps building up to the point where I don’t know what to do anymore. This post is going to be somewhat similar to my last post about my close friend.

So on my last post, I wrote a little about my frustration about being somewhat replaced as a “best friend”, I suppose. You can read more about it on my last post, it starts with “It was summer and I thought…” Anyways, things are seriously making my mind go crazy and I don’t know what to do.

In case you didn’t know, I’m not a fan of the word “best friends” for a reason, and K knows that it makes me cringe. And of course, K has another best friend, or more like a different best friend in my opinion. When I told her I didn’t like that word, I remember her saying that she didn’t like it either and it would make her cringe too, but recently, she has been using that word all the time with her other best friend. On snapchat, she would write captions like, “when your bff….” or “my bff…”. And I don’t want this to sound weird or anything but it makes me boil inside a little. Like okay yes, I don’t like using that word, but it still kind of hurts? It’s like she doesn’t refer to me as her close friend anymore. We barely talk online except when we have a quick question or want to discuss about k-pop, but other than that, we almost never really talk. She talks to her other best friend, which I will now refer to as W, 24/7. She would post snapchat stories of them talking on facebook and always using the word best friends, and even did a best friend tag together. Even yesterday, she wrote on snapchat with a picture of her and W, “Happy 2.5 years with this annoyin