To be honest, I was afraid, afraid of everything. My head constantly say no but my heart keeps saying yes. What should I do? We fall in love when we were young and careless but we still manage to be happy, but does that happiness still exist, now?

“Jong In, give me back my phone! “ I insisted of not giving him the answer he wanted and asking him for my phone.

“Soo Jung, I want an answer.” Jong In stared hard into my eyes, looking for the answer he searched. The phone rings again, and Sehun name pop up from the screen.

“Jong In, my BOYFRIEND is calling me, could you please give me back my phone!  I emphasize the word boyfriend to make him believe that I’m not ready to commit yet. Jong In face turns 180 degree immediately, when I mention Sehun as my boyfriend. He handed me the phone and apologize.

Phone call.

Hey, babe.Why you turned down my first call?  What are you doing?

“I accidently turned down your call, I’m sorry. Well, I’m eating breakfast right now, why?

Nuh, I just worry that you don’t answer my call last night, you are fine right?

“Yeah, I’m fine. My phone’s battery dead last night. Looks babe, we talk later, see you in the office.

Okay, bye babe, love you.

“Love you too”

After the phone call, we both keep quiet and no one dares to start the talk again until suddenly, I was startle by the sound of the spoon falling. It’s his spoon.

“I’m not hungry anymore and if you are done, you can leave.” Jong In sat up from the chair and walked towards his room. Wow, so rude. After I make him breakfast, he didn’t even say thanks. Urghh, you are wasting your time caring about him. I left his house afterwards.

This morning was a worst morning, not