oo.. okay.. let me be honest.. i didnt check my story for second time. just bite your knuckled for many mistake i made in every chapter. 

and.. the title is absolutely hard to make since my story is kind of random part. sorry. 

info: sangjangnim is lee sooman.

enjoy>>>>

I look at the television. Actually I am sleepy, but tonight I just want to sit there watching it. It a cold night. Me in my sweater hugging my own body with a thick comforter.

Taeyeon hug me tight. Snuggle more close to me. “oppa..” she whine cutely. I look down a bit to look at her. Her lip pale due to the coldness we been through now.

“humph.. wae?” I her shoulder a few time, may giving her more warm by the friction. “too cold?” I am worried. She was sick for these two days. She been stay at home and me, upsetly had to go to the office. I want to stay, but she keep push me. I know it been a while but surely, my wife is often get flu, sick, headache. I am worry but she keep saying she is good. Nothing to worry.

“oppa.. you should learn how to cook by yourself. Know how to manage you drawer, able to packing your own clothes from now on.” She said with a cute tone.

“wae? You feel burden doing it for me?” I ask in guilt. I mean, before marry I always did it myself but, after marry I completely not doing that. When I had to go someway else, taeyeon will take care of my luggage.

“no.. I love taking care of my husband. I just worry if without me, can you do all by yourself. I am worry” I kiss her cheek. Chuckled a little. found my pessimist wife is too much now.

“you sound like leaving me soon.”

“I am.” Her answer make me shock a bit. A thousand fear been attack me. She look serious. “taeyeon aw.. did I do something..” she laugh hard.

“I am going to japan for our reunion concert next week.” I let a release a relieve air. “I will never leave you.” She stare at me. I don’t know but, this is the first time I saw that weird feeling of stare. “you know that right?” she ask me as I am keep silent. 

“yes.. I know. You will never leave me, and I won’t too.” I hug her tightly. I am already missing her. “how long?”

“maybe 1 week?” I feel bitter with that news. Since we married for 7 years now, the longest she left me is 3 days. It already death for me. “why so long?” I can’t hide my feel.

“not even long.. just a week oppa. I will be back in no time” she try to persuade me. I am being like kid again.

“a week is not a no time like you saying. What about taewon? What about siyeon? Our son and daughter need you. Siyeon only two if you remember?” I try to bait her with our beloved child.

“hehehe.. taewon is 5 years old, and he already agree when I ask him to went for 1 week. if I buy him the jelly from there. Our siyeon is good when, she when to your mother for 2 week since we had busy schedule last month. Erm… did I have another big baby boy who had problem with my absent?” she cupped my face then wriggle her brows with her dimple smile.

“jagi ahh.. 7 days? It too long… how can I live then?” I am try to melt her with my pleading eye and whiny voice. “who will help to wake me up in morning? My clothes, who will pick it. Before work, who will prepare breakfast? who will make dinner for me if you are not here?” I gave all excuses that I can give. She silently and nodded to something I said. “and two of our child? They never heard me well.”

“I will call you every morning to wake you up, I will pick your clothes for a week before I go, breakfast and dinner I will make some kimchi and left some a few your favorite restaurant number at the ice box. And.. hayeon is on holiday next week, she may baby sit her niece and nephew as she agreed last night” I pout.

“cheater.. you already did everything without asking me” I sulk more hard this time. I feel unfair as she able to solve every excuses I give.

I feel a very cold lips on mine. It very soft and very sweet. Her plump lips is taste even more tasty than any food and drink in this whole world. Still able to make me calm everytime she use it to sooth my feeling. Our smooth kiss continue until she pull away.

“if you don’t want me to go then I will cancel it. I will call fany tomorrow” she smile to me. Damn it.. even I know she not really happy with my stubbornness but she still with her calm smile. Hiding it well from me.

“hmpphhh. When you will call her? Tomorrow?” I ask her. She nodded a little. “why don’t you call her now?” I asked. Pull my phone and gave it to her.

“it 2 am if you aware?” she look disbelieve at my request. “chincha?” she ask me when I nodded to her.

“you know they are no different from us.” She look confuse. But still not calling fany. “we always sleep late so we able to had some time with only two of us like this. Both of them too.”

“oppa.. and you know what we end our midnight dating?” she blush. Well, no need to tell. “ we may end up disturbing their night activity” we look to each other then laugh together.

“my byun wife is so aware about something like that” I . She gave me her sting pinch.

“yahh.. don’t you remember how pissed is fany when we call last time this happen, hehehe.. aigoo.. I am so embarrass to see her.” She hug me, hide her face at my chest.

“well, she did that to us for many time too.” I said. Reply the hug. “ we should pay back. Hehehe” she shook her head. “you sure a good best friend” I said and both of us deep into laugh again. We been talking for a few moment then down to dreamland.

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I cook for her a breakfast the next day. It western of cause. It a sandwich, I mean, sandwiches.. many of sandwich. She eat it well, enough to make me  grinning until my first child taewon spit it out just a second the food get into his mouth.

“he must be get the wrong sandwich. I got the delicious one” she said when I am look at her with guilty. She then go and wear the apron, making some fried rice for us. “well, sandwiches is not our family taste in the morning. Well..let breakfast with some fried rice.” She serve it and my son gladly cheer, getting his real breakfast. I can’t hide my frustration. It always her to take care of me and my heart.

“bye omma, bye appa. Don’t be sad appa, I am bring your special taste sandwich to class to give to some bullies at my school” the mother and son is laughing to the plan, while me.. pinch the child.

“your behavior is completely naughty like your omma” I said. And he just laugh at it. He must be heard it for hundred time already. Not just attitude, his face is more to taeyeon than me. “like mother like son” I said as my son stick out his tongue to me after he success release himself from me.

“oppa, he same with you” she sudden statement make me curious.

“from what view?” I saw her teasing smile.

“my both man had same taste when making sandwich. Hehehehe” she giggled and quickly run from me.

“YAHHHH!!” I call her. “it not..” I deny. How can we make the same taste of sandwich. I remember when taewon made some sandwiches for taeyeon on her birthday. Taeyeon keep eating by herself, completely not give it to me even a bite and even keep praising how good is the food. I running into her, hold her from back.

“and I can say this about it, like father like son.” She laugh at my frown. “come one oppa, its tasty okay”

“but taewon said oppositely.”

“well, what to say.. child never lie” she said. “he just never taste his fany or sica sandwich, so he never really know about delicious or tasty.” She is too good with word. “oppa, you better ready for work.” She push me to the bedroom.

“but I take a leave for today.”

“wae?”

“well, you still had a little fever.” I touch her for head with mine, and steal a little kiss. “and I want to had sometime with you before missing you for a week meanie.” I said to her. She digest my words a little.

A smile crept at her lips. “ so you letting me go?” her eyes is shining. I regret my selfishness last night. I nodded. “kyaa… you are the most wonderful husband in this world.” She jump into me. “ I am so lucky to have you oppa. my oppa is the best”

“you sure know how to flatter me back.”

“I am the smart wife you know”

“hehe.. of course I know. Now call fany, then we going for a walk with siyeon” she quickly run to call her bestie.

I wake up in the middle of the night. I must been fall asleep here. I look around. Feel so alone. The dark is choking and drag me into my memory again. “god..”

I walk to the kitchen. Search for some mineral water in the refrigerator. My eyes catch some ice cream there. It all vanilla. “its taeyeon favorite”

I took one of it out and eat the ice cream.

“NO kim taeyeon.” She frown. Sulking as I am prevent her from having her favourite snack. Her beloved ice cream. “your are sick. It a N.O. until you get well” I sternly look at my big baby girl. The pleading look change into no emotion face. She is mad. But I had to prevent her for having this things. She walk passing me. Left me in distress.

“taeyeon…” I pull her hand so she will look at me. Her body can’t fight my force but her face is avoiding me. “baby…” I call her softly. She still ignoring me.

We having a silent date. Again. I repeat again. Humph.. she been visiting my house as she having a little break. Snsd been busy lately. They made a comeback early in 2013 and the song gain so many critics. Well, she bit or really love the song actually. But, the changes in their song make everyone being grumpy. Critic is all over the internet. Well, I don’t really care about it. For me, the worse is.. she been sick since last week, taking her vitamin regularly to make her sick body look fresh and act up like she was okay make me hurt. Her pale lip she keep put lipstick to cover her condition.

I continue to hug her with both of us watching her spongebob cartoon since the evening. I put my chin on her forehead. What the….

“yahh… you are hot!” I accidently yell at her.

“yes? Oo.. okay… thanks for the compliment” she said almost same tone with me. Must be she annoyed by my interruption.

“taeyeon aa… you temperature is enough to burn my chin.” I claim. Putting my hand all over her face. Puch her back to the coach. Too hot.

“who ask you to put your chin on me.” She pull me. “I only like the lips” kissing me lovingly. I want to reject it but, my body system is ignoring my command. I kiss her back. She always use this technique to divert me.  

“hehe.. did my hot body plus my temperature make you double hot for me right?” she giggled after leaving my lips after a while..

“oh.. taeng.. you not going to have any schedule next week if you still having this condition. God.. I swear I am going to met sangjangnim. “ she look at me with serious expression. Disagree with my threat.

“and what? Telling him we back together again? If that what you mean, then this is the last time you met me for two more month” she said. Again with her moody.

“I worry for you. I can’t even taking care of my girl during her hard day. Now, she is rejecting all my effort” I said to her. I am being honest now. after almost two years of break up since end of  2011 to last February she changes like for 360 degree. Well, not 360 I suppose. 180 maybe. She still cute, sometime dork, but.. she did become too much independent, more stubborn and emotional? Her member been telling me how much she been down lately but she never show me about it. I miss the clinging taeyeon to me, she always be my baby. I want to spoil her like before.

“oppa.. I am okay. This fever will okay soon. It always be like this since we are debuting at japan. This temperature is becoming my normal temperature. Don’t worry. No need to worry about it oppa.” she said she caress my face slowly. Different with her head and neck, her hand is super cold.

“once we married, you not going work under SM. I will try to make at father business as my option soon. I can’t let you suffer again for many years.”

“you know us oppa. I can fight them with my way, but the contract never in my reach. Now I even retiring from being so hot head to the upper management, hehe.. fany doing well for me. Hehehe. Sorry if I offence you oppa”

“I just want you to be happy baby”

“you are back to me. And I am happy”

“still more happy from having me. I love you. I know we can’t even show it to the world, no dates, no romantic dinner at the restaurant, no couple picture, I even had to ignore you even I am die to be with you every second.”

“hehehe.. iagoo.. my man is complaining. Ohh come on.. we been spending more time together right?”  now she is even to cheer me up. “we did had couple picture, in our phone” she quickly pull her phone, tapping the smart phone until oppa and me folder..

“look… you remember the picture when we been eating ramyun in car last week?”

“you did take the picture?” I begin to happy soon. “its so dark” I look at the picture. Then both of us looking a few more picture together.

“hehe.. well, when we able to announce one day, or may be on our wedding day, I hope I can share about this to SONE. I kind of hoping I always able to be honest with them but, sometime for good, we need to sacrifice something we want right?”

“yes, and just like you said, you need to sacrifice someday with ice cream fro you own good.” She giggled with my antic example.

“wow.. so good with word.. hehe” I smile.

“I’ll take some medicine and please take it like a good girl.” She nodded cutely.

“if only you promise to me something.”

“what?”

“come to my house. Meet my parent, they been longing to meet you. It been a while”

“they really want? Taeng.. you know how much I want to meet them. Yah.. are you being serious? Oh god… when? What should I wear? Bring my family?” I become panic, and anxiety. She only shake her head in disbelieve.

“my medicine please.. my head hurt” she ignore my over reaction. I walk to kitchen, searching for my kit and mumbling  as I am start to nervous by it. When I go back, she already sit straight waiting for me. “thanks” she took the glass with water and pill. Her eye doesn’t away from me. I can’t hold my lips and cheek. Smiling all the time. Calm choi, calm,.. I pat my chess.

“want to rest a bit?” I ask since she always been sleepy when she eat some medicine. She nodded. I quickly pull her closer and she put her head on my laps. I her hair while she having her silent time. Slowly she gone to her dreamland. When I sure she is deathly sleep, I down myself a little, kiss her lip a little. she better get well soon or I am going to meet sangjangnim. Taeyeon aa.. are you still having problem to trust me? Huhhh..

The ice cream was finish. I go to the sink, brushing my teeth. Having my normal routine before settling myself at bed.  I look at my phone. I look at the picture of taeyeon in it. “the ice cream is not sweet like you say” I hug the picture. Blinking my eye for few time.

I look at the phone. “is this hers?” kangin ask me. I shrug my shoulder. She didn’t inform me anything about opening instagram account.

“are you two okay?”

“what do you mean?”

“if she open it why you didn’t know.”

“here.. she didn’t contact me for a while after our last meeting. I don’t know hyung. If you ask me if we are okay or not… well, it yes.. we are okay.” I kind of sensitive about it. Why she keep it from me.

“opps. I am sorry. Why are you so sensitive?” he sit beside me with concern on his face. I am hurt she didn’t tell me about it. “you two already back together right?” I nodded. Or not? we been close lately. I didn’t ask her formally to be my girlfriend, but aren’t it enough as long as she know I love her and she love me. “maybe she going to tell you when she call you soon” I sigh and nodded to him.

I’m checking my phone for umpteenth time. No.. no.. nothing from her. I take breath and palm my face. “this cant be right” I stand up and call my manager. “book a ticket for me to japan and get me snsd tour ticket for tonight.”

I wave to the one that taeyeon love so much hopefully after me. It the biggest girl group fandom SONE. I try to search my seat. Look to the stage with undeniable exciting in my heart. I really jealous for some taenganger keep holding taeyeon are mine. Well.. hallo she is mine. Humph. The music start and I am on my ‘fangirlfriend’ling of mine all the hours. I try hard to calm as I don’t want any people sense anything. I did scream, taeyeon you are hot. My girl is the best. Lucky that I am scream in Korean while the Japanese is just look at me with my words. Hehe.. she look stunning even from a far. She smile and holding her tear during some ballad song. Wow… sa rang hae kim tae yeon!!! I cheer in my heart.

The concert was over. During the encore I already walk passing to the behind stage. Greet all the staff who I know, knowing who am I. sudden pull make jolt and when I knew it, I am infront of three of snsd core manager. Let me introduce you the three strict as hell manager of snsd. SM put the most high endurance and tolerance to this gangster group to prevent bulliest could occur or to reduce the damage tendency that girls could do. 

“hallo choi siwon.” Min ho manager greet me. The voice is stern, sending me in a corner of nervous. “what are you doing here?” he ask me. I just smile.

“well, they did attend our concert before so I am replying it with honor.” I saw minji unnie smile a little. she is the manager too, but among this three she the most not annoying.

“why don’t you wait the Korean concert?” lee jook hyung turn asking.

“cause I am here, having some vacation. Why not I attend it? I paid for the ticket.” I wave the ticket infront them. Show the pink stick I got and clearly hiding that I am  having taeyeon picture where I am stealing for the fan you didn’t realize I take his nicely edit picture of taeyeon.

“I call your manager and he said you did come to japan just for the concert”

“erm.. well, my vacation start tomorrow” i heard chuckled from minji unnie

“oppa.. stop it.. he just come to support his fellow SM company. Welcome siwon ssi. And please, no controversy and any back stage photo leak out. Only officially from SM is allow” she warn me. I knew she knew much more that the two man. This woman is more dangerous actually. She know almost everything about SNSD member. That whats taeyeon said. That why she prefer eunhye unnie to be with her when she in on solo schedule.

“thank you for everything, let continue for tomorrow!” I heard the speaker of SNSD voice. Almost all of them.

“girls, please change and ready to back to dorm. Rest early. Some rehearsal tomorrow morning” minho hyung walk to them and gave some briefing. The girls still didn’t know I am coming since I was hide by the trio manager on the corner.

“you look weirdly nervous oppa” yuri question make me smile. They surely good in observing.

“I am not.” minho quickly walk back to us.

“I warned you choi siwon. Taeyeon been called by upper management quite often this year, and recently she been questioned about instagram account. Don’t make hard for her.” I nodded. O.. I didn’t know about it.

“you can go meet them” the two hyung left me.

“siwon ssi. SNSD is on their peak, the most sensitive place of all. Everything gonna judge by world. Every little thing is under people judgment. Taeyeon been try to meet sangjangnim lately. But upper management kim young min and some of them keeping her from it. You know she always able to gain something when she meet sangjangnim. We afraid, it about her retirement from snsd.” I gulped. No she not.. she is trying to do something else. She never leave SNSD, she love them too much to do that.

“I’ll see.” Minji unnie patted me. I don’t know what the motive she told me about it. She left me and I quickly when to the waiting room of them.

“hallo girls” I wish as soon as I open the door. There are sunny, yuri, yoona, sooyoung and seohyun on the coach with their already off stage cloth.

“oppa..”

“oh.. you come?”

All of them look at me with polite smile. “where is taeyeon?” I ask them. They smile secretly to each other.

“you mean taeyeon? Or your future wife? Hehehe” they make me blush.

“aishh. I am being serious.” I ignore their teasing. Well.. she is my future wife. I smile to myself.

“he is happy with that nickname. Hehehe” all of them laugh at me including hyoyeon and sunny who just come out from their change space behind the curtain.

“oohh.. oppa…” fany hug me a little. “you’ve come. Mean no taeyeon in our 10 minute party tonight.”

“well.. you need to tell me where is her so I can kidnap her from your two step father and..”

“me, your step mother” we all look at minji noona who stand at the door. Folding her both hand on chess and smirk at us. Girls look at each other and look worry. “I found her sleep beside the stage stair. Care to take her now? I bet she prefer her bed than you when she wake up. Time curtain is at 7 morning I guess to take her to the dorm. And, the earliest is at 5 am?” she smile at all of us.

“can i?”

“well two oppa is too tired to checking them for tonight. so it my shift until 8 am tomorrow. Hurry up champ.. she still there in a weird box.” She chuckled. “and girls, what with the party? No you cant. Postpone your party. I have no energy to control 8 of girls without taeyeon I mean.” All the girls sigh.

“not fair. Taeyeon got her date and we are forced to sleep early?”

“yes unnie. not fair”

I left them fight with noona. I had something more important things to do. Finding my baby. “I going first” I made a call to my manager to get ma a car to drove off, cause the only date I can have with taeyeon is car date or room date. It will be my house date if we at Korea.

I found her with her with her headphone blasting and amazingly she is sleep dead like log, curling log. Hehe. I take her headphone and  turn off the loud music. Almost like the speaker of the concert. Hehe.. okay I did hyperball it.

“babe…” I shake her a little.

“don’t disturb me.” She whine. She push me with her cue to shush me away.

“wake up and I promise you an ice cream date.” I saw a positive vibe when she try to open her stubborn eyes. “hallo my sunshine” I smile like crazy to it. Hello SONE, I saw her update with the waken up face. Here I am choi siwon is witnessing her cute rubbing eye sleepy act. Not gonna share it to you. Hehe.

“ice cream?” she open her eyes. And hug me as soon as she clearly saw me. “oppa? you are here?” she eye shining, she miss me too.

“yes, I am here. Baby sitting some idol who snoring under the stair.” I . Look around before stealing peak on her. She grinned.

“is the ice cream date is still on?” she asking me, wriggling her brow, pull me as we walk like ordinary friend walk to their changing room.

“if only you gonna explain me about the instagram thingy” she laugh at my words. So, she expecting me to asking her about it. “you enjoying my curiousity aren’t you?” she nodded.

“hye girls!” she chirping her member.

“hye? Meet your partner?”

“yup. He is outside. Didn’t dare to coming in” all of snsd laugh. I heard it okay.. I did some peeping over the door. Did they always laugh our girls generation lover? I had to share this to nickhun and others.

We been strolling using car. Been having a little chatting for the drive according to GPS.

“how I miss eating this ice cream.”

“not missing me but the ice cream?” I ask her in shock.

“yah..missing you is always.. but missing ice cream that I didn’t take like 3 week is like missing you like crazy.” She said dramatically

“you didn’t take ice cream for three week? wow.. who am I you even try to lie to?” I chuckled. It a no way. I shook my head to the not so cool fact to know. Ice cream vs siwon equal to siwon never won.

“yahh.. you not allowed me to eat ice cream on our last date duhhhhh…” she said so sarcasly to me. I look at her after park the car beside. Other car been honking but, did I even care for now.

“ you didn’t take it after I said no?” I ask her again. Face is absolutely proud in it.

“do I need to repeat myself?” she ask me then keep eating her ice cream.

“hahaha… well well well, the stubborn leader of SNSD is obeying my? Over ice cream?” I cupped her face.

“yeah.. and so what?” she did even know how much a m appreciate how I am over her favorite. I kiss her.

“tell me what you want tonight, I will make it happen. If I can may be, not with you animated dream of course” don’t surprise but her 2010 dream is want an kang dong won as her date for one day. Hell I will it to my girlfriend.

“then, I dare you to not having car and room date again with me. Come, we will had walking date tonight” she grin at me. She always want it. But no way to do. “should us not?” she continue as she gain no answer from me.

“okay then. Get ready you woman. Hehe.. if we ever getting caught. Be ready to be my wife soon. Hehe” I chuckled. I am too happy to even care if what I am saying may be going to be true. I drive more further, parking the car.

“please cover yourself a little can you. You are the diva of Korean girl group.” I joke. She laugh. Still taking jacket from me.

“well.. I am so clean from my mask” she reply my joke about her make up.

“even if people don’t know you are snsd leader, but I am sure people will never stop looking pretty girl who look like kim tae yeon.” I reasoning.

“what should I do that I am so beautiful?” she shy after she herself compliment her own.

“cute” I pinch her cheek.

We had some real date I guess after long time.

The sunray make me aware, god.. I am keep reminiscing about it. I should sleep now. a very good morning  sleep tight.

Hallo.. happy labor day? I cant feel the different since I am on my long vacation even it not a public holiday.

An update.

I had superb vacation so I  am quite forgetting the story. Have it. And hope you had you fun holiday too. ^^.