Finally! The day I really wanted to get over with is here! If it wasn’t for love of our fans, I really would have rejected the idea. Then again, I am probably the only girl to fit the lyrics of the song!

Almost as soon as we landed back in Seoul, I was asked by the big man himself to be the lead for Taeyang’s new music video. Which I wouldn’t mind if he wasn’t so childish with me. However, people loved the song so much, they decided to make another video for it. This time a dance special video of the song.

I prepared and took the dance classes necessary, poor Inbok, he was put to sleep without me in the same city. I decided I would stay back to perfect the choreography as quickly as I could to get it over with. My son was waiting for me! 2NE1 still had some recording for our autumn release!

I looked at my skin-tight, little black dress. “This is your second costume. The one you will be dancing in!” My stylist told me as she took the stockings out.

“I can’t possibly pull that off!” I gasped. “Besides, you heard him say that I don’t have such a good figure!” I protested pouting.

“Maybe I can help!” She said as she laid out the outfit onto the chair next to me.

“How?” I asked bewildered.

She turned and rummaged through her bag. My curiosity taking over me as I ambled over to her.

“You can say no if you want to, but it might help boost you a little.” She told me.

“Okay.” I nodded.

“Here it is!” She proclaimed as she took out a folded-up thing. She handed it to me as she placed her back down.

“What is it?” I asked unfolding what appeared to be some kind of shorts.

“A foam pad!” She declared with a smile. “So you wear this, you enhance your S line.” She carried on. “It works like underwear, you wear it underneath the clothes and nobody should notice unless they look under your dress. But you will wear these stockings, so you will put the stocking over it! Because it is foam, it should nicely and naturally make your shape bigger.”

“Wow.” I looked at it, furrowing my eyebrows. Do I keep my pride and perhaps get more comments from Youngbae? Or do I risk it to have a little more prominent S-line shape?

“I’ll wear it!” I nodded.

Having changed into the outfit, I looked myself over in the mirror. I hope it isn’t too noticeable. I probably have guilty written all over my face! I have never worn anything like this!

As I scurried away to the set, I was careful to try make sure nobody would see me. But the few people who I passed didn’t seem to take notice. When I got to the set and cameras I greeted everyone as we waited for Youngbae to come out of wardrobe.

“Wow, Sandara this dress looks very good on you!” Complimented Jihye my dance coach. She was the one who in stages danced my role.

“Kamsahmida.” I blushed thanking her, carefully moving my side fringe out of the way.

“I’m back!” Greeted Youngbae as he came towards us, our Sajangnim following behind us.

“Oh! Anneyonhaseyo!” We all bowed, greeting the boss.

He smiled and greeted us, taking a seat behind the camera and screens, ready for the dance performance.

Handing the reins over to the director, he suggested we go over the dance routine on the set to work out positionings of the camera and the staging