Why am i here  ?? i said and i sharp headache hit me

You passed out last don't you remember ?? Kyu said 

No.. Ouch my head i said holding it 

Of course you stupid Otter . I almost had a heart attack i can't leave you alone for 2 minutes  he said

You're over-reacting . Where is he ?? and Why am i here ?? i said 

You had to see  his face when you fainted he was dead worried and he was screaming  like a beast oooo my feeings Kyu said

Well i don't care i want to leave NOW  i said and stand up 

SIT DOWN NOW  someone said behind the door

And then i saw him it was Hyun Joong and he brought food for me.I felt so happy because he cares about me enough to to bring me to his home and makke me food . When i was about to smile and thank him for what he had done for me , i  heard another voice .

Joongie baby  don't force Saengie he knows himself better than you Tiffany said and came into the room 

My blood was boiling was it necessary for him to bring her  here and now ?? I can't stand this whole situation i have to leave . I looked at Kyu and he understood immediately what was on my mind .

It's better if we leave now because  here we are too many people and Otter needs rest he will feel more comfortable at his place after having a shower Kyu said he is my guardian angel what can i say 

No he can stay here Hyun Joong said ( and to tell the truth i wanted to saty here too )

I want to go home i said 

I tried to stand up but i felt dizzy again and i almost fall i felt two pairs of  hand holding me . Kyu was holding my waist and Hyun Joong my hands. Tiffany's eyes were filled with with anger. I shoved his hands away and held Kyu's  shoulder .

Thank you for everything you did for me  i said and squeezed Kyu's hand 

We walked  outside the house and Kyu called a taxi . When we reached home i took and shower and as i was enjoying the freshness of the water i touched my lips and then i remembered something starnge when i was having  my dream the kiss felt so real at that time . Maybe i have gone crazy or i'm too dizzy from the alcohol. When i went out i asked Kyu 

When i was at Hyun Joong's house were you with me all the time ???

Yes apart from the time when the doctor came to examine you i was with you all the time why ??

Cause i had a weird dream . Never mind then i said

Well i was sleeping when i suddelny heared you sobbing in your sleep and then i woke you up 

Where was he ?? i said

Now that you mention it i think it's strange he did like a maniac when you fainted but i didn't see him in his rrom at all at least when i was AWAKE 

OOOOO MY IT HAD TO BE REAL i said with joy HE STILL CARES ABOUT ME , HE STILL WANTS TO PROTECY ME I THOUGHT i thought

What is real ??? Yaaaa help a little bit here i can't understand you i'll never let you drink alcohol again Kyu said with a frustrated tone 

I quickly dried my hair , wore a pair of jeans and a t-shirt and rushed at his house . The was open which was sort of strange i opened the door and then heard Tiffany say 

Hyun Joong told me that he was happy this otther person didn't show up at his place 2 years ago .He said that having me by his side is the luckiest thing in the world .

My was breaking into pieces HE WAS HAPPY ????? WHAT WAS I SOME SORT OF MISTAKE ???? SOMETHING FUN TO SPENT HIS TIME .Everything till now was a lie , a little game to play with my feelings. He wanted to make a fool out of me and have his fun . I didn't realize my tears falling till i heard a voice.

Joongie  baby are you home ??? Tiffany said waking up from my nightmare.

I rushed outside the house and started walking without going somewhere in specific and then i realised i was at out place Hyun Joong's and mine . A place at the beach with rocks on the left and right side and in the middle a small space with sand . Our private  beach . I couldn't help my feelings and started crying .... crying ... crying....  the pain filling my heart  and taking my breath away making it unberable to breathe .Can somebody tell me how can a broken hurt still beat after being hurt so much ?