HYS Pov 

I was running back at home and i couldn't stop crying  i just could handle it anymore i want to go back to Seoul being here is not good for me not anymore. When i reached home i slammed the door and Kyu was shocked 

Wae ????? what's going on you scared me Kyu said with a worry face

Why are you crying did something bad happened ?? he kept 

I really tried to talk but i couldn't i was out of breath i couldn't speak and Kyu seemed really worried i run at me room and closed the door . I didn't want to make him worried . As soon as i closed the door  i started crying as hard as i could because i wanted to get rid of these feeling . I just can live feeliing like this i will never and i'm never going to come back here NEVER!!!.

KKJ Pov 

i was sitting at the sofa waiting for Saengie or YunHo to come back and suddenly someone bangged  the door and it was Saengie. When i looked at his face i was shocked and  terrified his face had exactly the same expression as when i first found him. The pain and sorrow in his eyes could any hear. I don't know if he is strong enough to go through this again . I kept asking him what happened but he didn't say anything he just kept crying and went to his room. He doesn't listen to me i called YunHo 

Please YunHo you have to come back something happened i said

What ???  Did someone get hurt ?? he said 

No , not yet , i don't  know  ,Saengie was out at Yoona's and he suddenly came home crying and he won't speak to me  he is at his room

Why ?? what's wrong ? he asked

I have no idea but he won't speak to me and YunHo he has the same expression  that he had when we first met i'm really worried and that's not good. Please come as fast as you can 

Ok i'll be there in a few minutes

I went back at his door and tried to convince him to come out and talk to me but he never answers and i'm really scared. The only response i got was his crying sounds

Saengie please come out and tell me what happened 

We can help you please get out of there 

Otter for god's sake i'm worried 

Still no answer. I heard noise and it was YunHo , finally he is here . When he saw my face he became worried too. He came closer held my hand and looked at me .

What happened you look terrible ?? he asked

Please YunHo get him out of there he's been crying for even i don't know how many hours i pleaded him

Why ???

I have no idea he went to see Yoona and came back look really badly. I'm realy worried YunHo you have no idea how he was when i first found  him . I said and shivered at the thought 

What do you mean how was he ?? he asked and i hoped he never did

He was like a dead person YunHo i tried to understand how much he was hurt but i don't think that this is possible. He was eating because i was there and always pushed him to but he was as if someone took his heart and his smile away a numb person without feelings.  Sometime he would stare  a wall for hours without speaking or doing anything else  as if he had no reason to live or do anthing . When i suggested to come here he looked better with more emotions more life but now i regret it YunHo i never ment for something like this to happen again i feel so guilty

Relax Kyu it's not your fault . He would have to face this  sooner or later . SSssssssh it's  alright now calme down cause we have to  help him right now don't be like this too YunHo said

Ok i said trying to calm down

Saengie please listen to me for a second. Something bad probably happen again and i can imagine about who this is . I know you're not ready to talk to us but please when you feel ready come out ok ???? he said

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Saengie i'll say this for the last time Kyu is dead worried out here i understand that you may not be ok but GET YOUR AS HERE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE if i am not a goodd enough reason for you to come out do it for Kyu YOUR FRIEND i hope he is a good reason for you. If you don't want to talk and agree just knock the door once and come out when you feel ready 

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Ok we will be down stairs at the living room waiting for you Y

We went to the living i kept feeling unease  i looked at YunHo and he was looking the same .

YunHo i can't wait anymore it's all my fault we should have never come here i said and started crying

No no no don't say this . He would have come here himself don't think like this he said 

If something happens to him ......

No stop he is fine he just needs some time YunHo said cutting what i was about to say

Suddenly we heard the door from upstairs open. We both stand up . His steps sound heavier and i was really affraid. When he finally came down stairs and i saw him i almost had a heart attack .

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