KHJ Pov 

I was looking for Saengie  because suddenly he disappeared so i went out of the club and that bas@#$  was hugging him . I though that if i hide then i would here what they were talking about then i saw him kissing my otter  and i went crazy . It was as if i wasn't myself i just couldn't control myself that's my limit literally . Without me realising it i was already between them and hitting that . I  could keep hitting him non-stop but the only person in the world that could bring me back to normal was there and when he told me to stop , I did . I can't even explain this to myself , when HE says something i have to choice but to do it . It's like i'm hypnotized  or as if HE has put a spell on me  and i do as he says . 

When i saw MY SAENGIE touching his  face and worry about him i felt a sharp  pain in my heart as if it wasn't already shattered . I wanted to cry , to scream and even i don't know what else but i couldn't there was a knot in my throat but all i could do was clench my fists and look at them with ..... with ... with envy and hatred . How could HE ask me to say sorry to that trash but i was weak again and did as he asked me . Of course i didn't  mean it and i wouldn't have said it if it was possible.

I don't think i have been that angry before  . I went inside the club and i couldn't breathe because of the pain , the anger and the frustration . I found Jae he looked worried when he saw me from afar . His eyes widen when he came closer to me and told me 

Hyun what is  going on with you ??? Why are your lips like that ???

YunHo  hit me i said

He did what ?? Jae asked shocked

Well i  hit him first i said

Why ??? What happened ??

It's a long story . I will leave please find an excuse to tell to Tiffanny i said and i was in hurry to go home because i don't know what else i'm going to do if i see them again 

I'll come at your place when the club will be closed and YOU WILL TELL ME EVERYTHING  Jae said  pointing out his last word

Fine fine i said leaving the club

It is a miracle that i didn't have an accident . During all the road when i was coming i kept seeing the same picture everywhere . Young Saeng and YunHo kissing . Again and again and again it was a torture . When i reached home i went to the shower and opened the cold water and placed my head there in order to calm . A few minutes later i went to bed and closed my eyes but this awful image kept coming . When i opened them again  THEY were stand at my door laughing and kissing each other . My mind went blank , i run with fury  and punched the wall . I heard a noise coming from my hand but i didn't pay much attention. Then i found  my cell phone and texted Jae

Please come at my place now i REALLY need you 

He answered me immediately 

I'm on my way

I heard footstep and i was glad that i wasn't alone anymore . Jae opened the door and i don't know how i was looking but i assume pretty bad  because his expression wasn't good when he saw me . He sat by my side and said

Now will tell me why you're acting like crazy and beat YunHo

Don't say his name please i said

Ok that person 

I went out of the club because i was looking for Young Saeng and then i saw IT  i said

You saw what ???? and WHY were you looking for Saengie Hyun you were supposed to leave him alone  Jae said

I was worried about him and when i found them ,  i  saw them UUUUH  UUUUH ( i couldn't breathe well ) 

Oooow  ooooow   relax  breathe slowly . You saw them do what ?? Jae asked

I saw them kissing i whispered and place my hands on my eyes as if i could chase away the image 

O MY GOD  !!!! now that explains everything Jae said

Wait wait  wait What's wrong with your hand ?? Why is it red ?? Jae asked

Maybe it's because i punched the wall before you come i said calmly 

ARE YOU AN IDIOT YAAAAAA Jae screamed 

Jae i can't get the image out of my mind i don't  think that i can stand this  PLEASEEE DO SOMETHING PLEASEE  help me take this pain away i said breaking down  

I don't think that i can do that only  HIM is able to do something like this . But please promise me you won't do anything stupid i want my best friend alive Jae said

I'm not that desperate yet i said

Can you stop saying things like this or i'll kill you  Jae said

Ok . Can you stay with me tonight ?? i asked

I wasn't planning to leave he said and smiled at me 

Ok i'll get the drinks and the bandages you just wait here Jae said 

Arasseo i said

Jae took care of my hand and we were drinking and talking till the  morning . He didn't sleep till he saw me closing my eyes . After  a few minutes i opened and he was sleeping . I laughed and thought how lucky i was to have a friend like him . The exhaustion took me over and i finally slept because i didn't have any more strength to keep my eyes open .

Poor Hyun . If only he had looked closer  3:))))))