I don't understand!

Yubi's POV

I woke up groaning, I really hate my alarm clock! Thankfully, I don't have any taping today, I'll be going to school then after I'll be back to Sment to practice! I change into my uniform and drank a glass of water as my breakfast. Drinking just a glass of water in the morning is an effective diet and I already lose a lot of weight! However it's not enough and I'm always starving... I close all of the lights and step out of my condo unit... I waited for the elevator again, i stood there land my eyes are half closed, until I felt someone's standing beside me... Who is it? You already know, Luhan. I put on my headphones to ignore him. IBut i cannot help to glance at him, he's so handsome today...is he on make-up? Why does it feel so hot? I shook my head and glance on him, he was on phone, scrolling on some photos? playing? or texting? Is this his way of ignoring me? I closed my eyes as the elevator opens, we both step inside and he pushed the close button, he's really good at ignoring and I hate it because his presence really bothers me a lot. I can't help to glance at him, just one peek wouldn't kill me right? I peek on his face and I think he's reading a text message and he's smiling while reading it, he's on a good mood... Whoever text him, maybe that person is really important for him since he/she makes him smile, while me I always make him irritated, I'm definitely a no one to him, I'm just an annoying girl. Why am i even upset on this thing? It's not that I like him right? I don't. 

The elevator stops and we walk on our own paths, I look back and glance at him but he's on his phone smiling... I'm dissapointed that he didn't look back, he didn't even noticed me... I pursed my lips and sniff my mucous back on my nose and hop inside the car. 

"Yubi!!" Someone called, I almost jump off the ground when someone hang her hand around my shoulder

I look at her and laughed.

"Someone's not happy today~" She pouted

"And someone's really happy today!" I said and pinched her cheeks

"Hihihi, come! I have something to tell you!" She said and oulled me into a corridor where no one is...

"Come on, spill it Minah!" I said excited

"I think he likes me~" Minah said her cheeks were tainted with pink color

Upon hearing the word 'he' my heart clenches, i know who is he...

"Luhan?" I asked to confirm, and yes she nodded

"We always text, he asks if I already ate and all!! He also calls me when I'm about to sleep!!" Minah said and jump around, i fake a smile

"Really?...that's g-good" I said but it really hurts

"Do you think he likes me?" She asked, I shrug my shoulders and look at her

"How about your career? I mean if you'll be in relationship then you need to give up your career and so he is" I said

"Luhan and I can keep it a secret though, or I can give up...just for him" Minah said as she look at the sky, her eyes was full of emotions; Affection and love rule over those emotions. I look down and shook my head. Why does this confession hurt me so badly, I felt my knees weaken. 

"Are you okay?" She asked, I faintly nodded

"I'm just tired" I said

"Hello! it's morning!" She said

"I didn't sleep that much so hehe" I said as I scratch my head

"Oh! I remember! Why did you walk out last time? hmmm" She eyed me, I bit my lip and shook my head

"Yah! I already say my secrets to you~ We're friends right? don't worry you're secrets are safe to me" She said as she gesture hand  on like she's zipping it

"Arraseo" I said as we sat down

"Tao asked me my birthday and I really don't want it..." I said

"Huh? Why?" She asked

"I don't celebrate my birthday, I mean when my parents died on that day, I stopped celebrating it..." I said tears trigging on falling, I felt a hand on my back and it moves up and down, my tears fall so i started crying

"I'm sorry to hear..." Minah mumbled

"It's okay" I said as I wipe my tears and smiled

"Don't cry arraseo? You'll be ugly!" She said and wiped my tears, I laughed and nodded

And there I felt she's really my friend perhaps I can even treat her my sister... 

"Retouch and let's go to our room! Jungkook will be there! Aigoo if he'll see you crying he might scold me!!" She said as she help me stand up, I nodded and we both walk on the way to the restrooms

"Did you cry?" Jungkook eyed me, his face is close to mine too!! I pushed his shoulders and shook my head

"I just lack of sleep!" I retaliated

"I don't believe you" Jungkook said, i sighed in defeat

"It's just... I miss them" I said and Jungkook understand so he sit back on his chair

"Let's cut class?" He whispered-shout, I look