''Hyung...,''

''Hhhmmmm..,''

''I'm scared...,''

''Shhh...I'm here..,''

''I...I can't see u like this..I will do it..,''

''Then u just kill me instead ,its the same thing..!,''Youngbae sighs.He has accidentally raises his voice a bit and he can feel the latter beside him startles.The younger boy shifts his gaze away from him ,lowering his eyelid to cause an intentional limited view of the latter's eyes from looking at his.He slowly takes a breath to calm himself then he brought his palm to cup the younger boy's cheek, trapping the most beautiful face he have ever seen in his hands.With his two shaky fingers, he raises the boy's face by his chin to a slightly higher level,letting his eyes roams around the warm surface hunting for its only prey,Daesung's eyes.He spots the twin at their usual place,looking guilthy as ever ,paying attention to anything but him.That despises him to the brim.Those eyes should only focuses on him.Daesung is his,so do his eyes and so do any of his body parts. 

He tilts the boy's head to the side ,sorting the angle and without removing his eyes from each other,he catchs the boy's lips with his own ,tightning his grasp around the latter's body.Both of them have a thing for kissing.Besides of its significance during the ,it is also resolves as a desperate way for them to express each other emotions and at this moment,Youngbae desperately want Daesung to know how much he loves him.Tongue slowly caressing and coaxing each other as the touching warm lips radiate a soothing mechanism for themselves.Tears leaking from the corners of their eyes as the kiss lasted for like forever before they reluctantly ended it for some air.

''Please don't ever say that again,please don't ever u dare to even think about it..i will be ok as long as you stay by my side...,''

The younger boy kisses the latter's face sweeping all the tears away as his own tears drooling fast from his own eyes.

''Hyung,just look at your self..its hurt for me to walk when I know u can't even move your leg,its killing me to sleep when I know u didn't even have a bed and its hurting me to know we don't even breathe the same air..,''

''Then are you ashamed of me..?,''

''God,what makes u think like that-I will not ashamed of you and never will. You are my everything,there are no others like you.You are the light to my darkness,you complete me,you make me feel alive ,you are pure perfection.I will always love you even when my ashes blown by the wind,even when sun refuse to shine anymore cause I know even when everything are falling apart ,you will always be with me,holding me together,you are my sun."

''Then u should stop worrying cause its your love that all I need.I don't have any other reason to live than to hold your heart and as long as I know your love is always for me,u need to know I have already in heaven...,''

They younger sneaked his hand to reach the others, bringing the hand to his lips kissing them rendering all his heart in the kiss.He entwines their fingers and closes the gap between their forehead.

''Dae..

''Hhm-

''Smile for me.

Daesung gladly obeys.

''Hyung-

''Hhm.

''Sing for me.

''Don’t be sorry,
that makes me more pitiful.
With your pretty red lips
please hurry, kill me and go.
I’m all right.
Look at me one last time
Smile like nothing’s wrong,
so when I miss you I can remember.
So I can draw your face in my mind...

''Well , well , well, lets see what we have here.Two lovebirds that will never be together.So sad.Tsk.who cares???,'' He finally comes no other than to claim something that will never be his .He wins everytime because he had everything,he controls everything,everything except than his pitiful desperative disorder mind.

''Time's up.Chop.Chop.lets go Dae...,'' The younger boy raises himself up,slowly letting other's hand go like usual.He walks lifelessly towards his life destructor , tears damping his delicate cheeks.He fall to his knees out of the blue, startling both Youngbae and the other male .He let his head slams down againsts the cold cement floor. If stooping himself to the lowest can do the deed , he did rather throw away all his pride.So he bows.

''Please let me stay with Youngbae.I really,really love him,I'll always be.We'll never work out,not even if you kill me.I'm begging you ,ple-please let us free.,''Ji Yong gasps.Truth never ceases to hurt him.

''It doesn't matter for me if u don't even love me . Your sole presence is enough for me when you have no idea how important it is for me to see your face and hear your breathing close to me everyday.Its near to unbelievable how that small things makes me feel loved more than anything and please understand me,I can't risk to lose that only little things I have,''Ji Yong smirked to his own words.They leave a pang in his heart. Once again,truth always hurt.He pitied himself to have to crave others love like this especially betraying someone who he used to call his bestfriend but he is desperate.He is cursed with the never ending love towards the blonde used to be bundle of joy that later turn into a pathetic shameless possesion.The younger turns his head to where his lover lays ,whispering word of apologize  before straightening himself to follow the guards who had been waiting outside the door,out from the cell that imprisoned his love life leaving him like always before they will meet again next week in the same time and day.Its almost three years now and the worst part is they don't even know when will this end .

Ji Yong pulls the door and locks it .The transparent-soundproof door finally mark the barrier between him and the man.

It takes him a lot of courage to glance back at his personal prisoner.One foot chained to the ground, fed two times a day,with his right to see the sunlight totally rip away from him so when he did,a strange feeling creeps into his heart urging him to open the door and hugs the man.But of course,the evil part of him,the greedy side cut it out quick,stopping him any further.So there he is,still standing cowardly on the other side of the door and is about to depart..

''We used to be bestfriend,scratch that,we were brothers but look at us now and-and I know there is no use for me to say this but you need to know that I'm really sorry for doing this to you.I swear if there is another option for me , I will do it but-there isn't-.I'm not you.I can't be the Youngbae in the wedding dress song of yours.I just can't.I'm so sorry."

''Ji Yong-ah..

For once Ji Yong lets his eyes fall to the owner of the voice.

''We are bros forever.Bros over hoes,right? Correction! A-hoe''Youngbae laughs while Ji Yong's heart shattered to million pieces.Bringing the hems of his shirt to secretly swept the clear water that starts to cling from the corner of his eyes,he signs one of the guards to come closer to his side.

"End him." He whispers to the guard.

''I'm just so sorry..,''He whispers to himself before he walks away unable to contain himself anymore.

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