''Dae, I know we have known each other only like for three weeks but I really enjoyed our time together,like really........ enjoyed it..''

''Stop it ,you look extra silly playing with your fingers like that,I enjoyed it too if that is what you want to hear ,''

Daesung chuckled while playfully shoved the latter's body aside.

''I'm just wondering if...you know....we take this to something official?,''

Seunghyun's palm was sweating a lake and he is so damn sure that his ears is all red now.Mentally cursing himself for not man enough to do this in more appropriate way ,he is aware how he hates getting into this kind of situation.Confessing is just what he didnt born for .

''What?? You want to get us in a Penguin Club or make a matching friendship bracelet? Seunghyun,seriously.....,''

Daesung's laugh is getting louder after his statement and if Seunghyun is not too caught in his own nervousness,he would had joined the circle of joy that he loved so much.Seunghyun settled his now slimy hands outside his jeans covered thigh,dragging it againt the fabrics a few times ,hoping that the it would be absorbent enough to hide his liquified trace of failure.

''I like you....,''

One second flying,two,three..... Seunghyun would be lying if he didn't notice the glimpe of horror that comes in package with Daesung's widen eyes over his previous words and he would have been damned if he didn't move his hand quick enough to hold Daesung's wrist because he swear the latter would have been at least three miles away,running from him now if he didn't do so.

''I really terribly like you.....I love you,''

Slowly like handling a fragile object,Daesung untie his grip around his wrist and move a few feets away from him.He stopped almost an arm distance from him and Seunghyun had already regretting his act.The sudden gap between them felt like a river flowing lava,its burning Seunghyun's heart and it makes him want to cry.

''I...I can't do this,I'm so sorry, I have to go.....,'

'Daesung leaves and this time Seunghyun is not even concious enough to chase after the boy.Watching the back of Daesung walking further in rush steps away from him, he dragged his body using the remaining power he had  to sit himself on the nearby stool.The metallic stool leave him a cool stinging feel when it touches his palm and he chuckled wondering whether the pain he mentally felt had taking toll to him physically.

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Its three days after and here is Seunghyun , in front of Daesung's house ,looking absolutely mess up and hopeless.He raises his knuckle but them lower it down and to make the record , he had been doing that at least five times since he came .This whole situation is making him crazy as Daesung had totally shut him out from his life .The latter had been ignoring all his phone calls and messages which Seunghyun can't even form any words to expressed how frustrated he felt out of that.Daesung also had taking a sudden leave from his work which he hates so much doing before because of how he love his patient more than himself.Seunghyun is desperate, he missed the younger so much , hell, he didn't even recall how many times he had to take a deep breath when the feeling had bundled up inside him,clogging his vessels to the point that its hard for him to breathe.

The clinging sound of the door startled Seunghyun as a middle age women he recognize by heart popped out her head first through the slit of the door.That woman looked at him in the eyes and sighed.Opening the door wider, she rest her hand on top of Seunghun's shoulder,urging the boy to get into the house.Seunghyun melted into her brief touch and follow her steps into the house to settle at one of her couch while the woman took a spot in another couch in front of him.

''Daesung is not here, he had return to London yesterday ,didn't even tell me when will he came back....haishhh,that kid..,''

Seunghyun breath stucked in his throat,the corner of his eyes twiching slowly form a pool of tears .The woman drop his eyes to the ground.Its not like her carpet look more interesting at that moment but she didn't dare to watch the crumbling state of the boy.This is not her first time dealing with Daesung's mess that he had left behind and she couldn't even remember how many times she had to explain the same rules over and over again to different people in favor of her son.Daesung should have put some notes behind his head about how he hates love each time he wants to make friend because she had began to feel tired doing all the cleaning works.

''When will he came back? Does he have any business trip there? or ..or did he ever mention anything about me? about us?,''

Seunghyun's tears had already strolled down his pale cheeks and  the woman noticed how the colour had become paler from the last time she saw him.Seunghyun swept the tears with the back of his arm but when the trail didn't even bother to stop he gave up and cried his lung out with his face in his palms.Daesung's mother moves to his side and slowly wrapped him in his embrace while caressing his back.Among the other guys that have ever been in Seunghyun's position, Seunghyun have taken her heart the most.The boy had been everything except bad to both her and her son.She almost thought Daesung would finally consider Seunghyun but how false she can't be.

The sweet boy feel asleep on her couch and she let him there.She took a few moment to understand the struggle the boy had been through before she stood to make a phonecall.

''Dae...''

''Mom...,''

''Stop running,come home,now,''Her voice is stern.She had too.

''Mom,u know the situation,did he come to our house?,''

''He is Seunghyun,Daesung! Don't u just called him like a piece of toy in your collection , he likes you, he even cried in my arms like his life depends on you so get your together and settled everything with him here !,'' She heard from the other side his son is struggling to find his words.

''Why are you being different to him? ,'' 

''That is my fault before, I should have treat Jiyong,Youngbae,Seungri and Onew like him ! I don't want to know your excuse ,I'm tired , so come home or ...,''

''Mom, I'm your son! ,'' 

''or I will give your address to him ! ,''

With that she hang the call, afraid if she did pursue , she will let him pass again.Now she just have to wait for her door to be knocked in a familiar style and she is expecting it before tomorrow.