She put down her tea cup to the table as her ears catch the most awaiting sound.Her eyes turn to the door and back to the man in front of him that seems like getting the same message.She stood from her chair and walked towards the door to see her son in his most dishevelled look locked outside.

''What are you mom,five?,''

''Look at the pot calling the pan black ,''

''Is he still here?,''

''Why don't you figure that yourself? ,''

''Mom, I swear...,''

''Seunghyun, come here.....,''

''Mom!!,''

The called men come and stared down at him.Daesung did the same and manage to get flustered looking at the boy's state .He never imagine this.He never imagine someone would ever cried because of him except his mom when he got chicken pox when he was eleven ,and to think all those wasted tears is based on love,he just stunned.Is this how they all end up before? Did Ji Yong also cried before? Did Seungri's eyebag grew bigger as this before?Did the steel heart Youngbae looking this miserable before? Did they even knew the mean of love more than Daesung before? Is he wrong all this time?  To think that his mom had to deal with this each time he run, he felt so guilthy, to her, to all the boys, to Seunghyun.

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Its now only both of them in his room , locked outside by his mom who insisted that he will run away again , how he regret replicating the key before.The staring battle is intense but more to between Seunghyun's eyes and his forehead.He couldn't even raised his head to face the man and can't even fathom a single word to ease the tension between them.Its like he totally positioning himself in the 'to be blamed side' when he is the one who had been firmly putting himself in the 'innocent group' all this time , hiding behind the fear to experience the bad consequence of being in love,to get dumped and to get hurt.Feeding his soul with all the ugly truth of love from the stories of his other friend that dating before and maybe from some dark love songs, Daesung had been telling himself to close his heart to such feeling called love forever.

''How have you been..,''

''....''

''Dae..hey..how have you been?,''

''not much-wait..how did you do it?,''

''What??,''

''How did you do that? falling in love with me and accepting me after what I have done? didn't it hurt you? ,''

Seunghyun resisting himself hard from chuckling at the pure curious look all over Daesung's face.Daesung's case maybe will be the hardest case for him to handle since three years of him being a counselor and he is working in the police department for God's sake.Dealing with all the highly profile psychotic criminal minds bastards is not even slightest in level to deal with this boy in front of him. What he mean is how would he explain the mean of love to someone with a misleading meaning of it throughout his life? even a seriel killer know what is love.

''Do you really want to know?,''

''Ppfftt, I already know what is love but I just don't understand how you will to undergo all the pain and misery in love..like..like this!,''Daesung pointing his index finger between Seunghyun and himself , to emphasize his words.

''Have you ever dating Dae?,''

''Well,no...but its not that hard to see how all my friends that date like losing their mind when they broke up ,its not like it would make any different to me ,''

Daesung's cheek burn in embarassement.A healthy, 25 years old good looking man with a good prospect never been in a date ever in his life, that is embarassing,at least to him.Seunghyun let out his chuckle this time wondering how a doctor that can treat thousands of disease like Daesung would miss the best medicine to all the disease in the world ,a love.He take Daesung's hand in his, sensing how they got stiff for a few second before Daesung let them rest comfortably in his palm.

''Love Daesung is the most beautiful thing in this world....,''

''There you go again,love is beautiful,blablabla..,''Daesung's hand got stiff again.

''Hey..hey..listen to me first can't you? ,'' Daesung's shoulder slumped and Seunghyun smiled finding the similarity of the situation like dealing with a five years old kid.A really cute kid that he love so much.

''I will cut all the crap , love is like studying,do you remember all the sleepless night you had and how much u hate it when u had to memorize all those body parts and disease name? when you thought you want to give up but looking back at all the excellent test and quizzes result u got, u just can't? and when you had graduated with the first class degree and you feel like everything had paid off and you don't even remember the struggle? that is how love goes..,''

''Whaaa..??,''

''Love Daesung is not just a feeling,its part of life.Even road got bumpy sometimes,so do life and so do love but what matter the most is the happiness you feel when being with someone you love , it will cover all the flaws that ever comes in between.Life is too precious to waste your time worrying over some bad times that you can't avoid so just live with it and makes memories,nice one,perhaps-with me? ,'' Seunghyun let go one of his hand that holding Daesung's hand to hide his blushing face.

''But I didn't know how to ..you know..to love? I'm dumb in this field ,maybe you should find someone else who is less complicated than me..,''Daesung's eyes fell to his lap,sighing.

''I'm willing to teach you! and I love your complexity,it taught me how to tolerate and love your flaw too.How do you think I would still be by your side over our both crazy working schedule and your super childish mind?,'' Daesung giggled and gently shoved Seunghyun's chest making him almost tumbled backward . Seunghyun laugh  harder.

''Is it what we call love when there is this one time I got this important meeting with the medical board members but I slacked and went to your house to take care of you when your arm got casted?,''

'' Honestly, I don't know if at that time you are considering me as a patient or as someone you deeply care but if I take the latter ,that is sacrificing,the highest level of love ,you made it,Dae!,''Daesung smiled shyly.

''Don't you think its too late for me to learn about love?,''

''Dae! you are 25 for God sake ! so young ! and actually love is not time-bounded!,''

''Can you teach me then?,''

''Of course! but with one condition!,''

''Huh??,''

''Be my boyfriend..,''