Ahreum POV

My debut  as  eighth member of T- ara   started  with comeback in  July at Day by Day . T - ara 's comeback success because single Day by Day successfully achieved  all kill in online charts.

 I am a very gregarious person so that I can quickly familiar with all unnie . my first impression  to Hwayoung first of it was that I saw a rather quiet person but sometimes can become active . Somehow I felt hwayoung did not feel comfortable with my presence . I rarely talk to her  because she was quiet .

When the concert in Budoukan I perform the song " Day by Day " for the first time in Japan , Hwayoung just sat singing the rap and have permission to perfom untill concert end . But when the encore came , and all the T - ara members performing on stage . I wonder why she did not show up in the encore when all staff , make-up artists , stylists and dancers also appeared in the encore .

When the concert was over and when Hwayoung back to the hotel , then I know that Hwayoung quietly went to the salon and spending when the concert took place . i wonder why Hwayoung do something such desperate ? the unnie t - ara were arguing  with her because of that problem . I also want to talk to her , but it seems pointless  calling the unnie to hwayoung was rejected .  hwayoung is hardheaded girl when she angry but that is really childish right?

Until the incident at music bank when she refused to perform make consequently she was fired by the agency .I regret very much to  CEO 's decision to fire her , but I was also disappointed with the attitude of Hwayoung . Like she have lost interest in the world of entertainment and have no dedication anymore . An entertainer  who refuses to perform for the fans means she is no longer deserve to be in the entertainment world . When arises  controversy bully rumors I was very disappointed when it rumour have ruined my debut  that I look forward to . Comeback for album mirage delayed  and have to  re-record the songs that previously existed Hwayoung part .

A lot of bad things that happened to T - ara , and it emerged that slander including statement like public and hater wrote comment :

“Lee Ahreum is one of reason that cause Hwayoung fired by CCM.”

Ahreum asked her singing  part got a lot of spare parts and became the main rapper . but Hwayoung  fired against the decision . ahreum also bullying her "

 when i read that news i felt  I want to find and beat up people who spread the word slander . After all the bad news about T - ara is the most searched news . but the most painful was when Soyeon unnie had an accident and the media wrote that the accident was setting up and fake . How could the life of someone who was  almost death are considered as fake and setting up ? even hater says  that so yeon and staff who injury is just die and pretend , anti fans that declared themself as a witness at the hospital . Damn it to a post on the internet anyone can write it as is true .I do however have to be tough with T - ara faced this ordeal .

 I would like to invite unnie T – ara visited  Soyeon unnie visit at hospital , however Soyeon unnie is a good leader , considerate and responsible . I want to give support to all the unnie that collapsed due to the issue of bullying rumors .The next day I called the start of Eunjung . Then Hyomin , Boram , Qri and Jiyeon last . I invite them to come together in building the CCM . My dad told me to bring the car to pick up at their homes .

Since the incident arised, we scared out of the house because it would face taunts and insults from the public .  thanks to me who keep  persuade them,  finally they wanted  come out as well but with wear disguises . After arrived in front of at building of  the CCM , they all rushed into the building when it happened to another building deserted .

Ahreum : “ unnie. what you all know that Soyeon unnie suffered  car accident with manager oppa jung ?”

Eunjung : I also already know but the media and the people are so cruel slander accident was false .

Hyomin : I also read the comments of people who expect death .Jiyeon : I just know now is when you tell it . I did not dare open internet .

Ahreum : “ I am understand your feelings of being screwed at the moment but you must stay strong, unnie .   So you could do is visit Soyeon unnie because she is most suffers not only physically , but also mentally cause many haters and piblic korean wish she died .”

Boram : “ yes , certainly she is most suffer . And I don’t  longer avoid all the problems anymore . i feel my self is coward.”

Qri : whatever happens we are all one . When do we leave ?Ahreum : what if tomorrow morning at 5 when the deserted hospital ?

Jiyeon : let indeed better when the hospital was still quiet .

Hyomin : Let us all a break and stay in the dorm alone . We feel like life back in our dorm early debut .They were all staying in the dorm that night and for the first time they were able to sleep well after a few months of stay at home parents , respectively .

note :

ahreum is new member who is better than hwayoung, she never dissed activity with pretend sick and she still together with t-ara in thick and thin time. even she is out from t-ara but I and Queen's still remember her ever became part of t-ara.