a/n: short update. my friends decided that we ride 'the magic circle' and i think i just lost my brain in the process. the ride almost threw me 15 feet up in the air then i was tossed and turned like a doll during the whole ride. i was dead pale and dizzy when we got off. God, i stumbled about five times when we were walking. the feeling was like getting so drunk that you couldn't see straight.

Kris was busy. He was now an international idol. He was known all over the world. He was hoping that you still recognize him if the two of you would ever meet again. He still hasn’t forgotten about you. He still hasn’t lost hope that he would find you. But little did he know that one of the members know you.

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4 months passed and you found yourself in the hospital with a little bundle of joy in your arms. He looked absolutely beautiful. He had Kris’ eyes, nose and lips. He really resembled his father. Your decision was final. You would never let Kris know that that one night resulted into this little miracle in your arms. You kissed your son’s forehead. You would never let Kris know.

“how are you?” Suho asks as he closes the door

“I’m good. I’m very happy” you say and look at your son

“will you tell Kris about this?” he asks

“I won’t.” you say and grab Suho’s hand “please, don’t tell him.” You whisper

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 EXO was at the bar that night when you were there. Suho was there because he had to look over s. Suho saw Kris approach you that night. Actually, Suho was also about to approach you but Kris beat him to it. He just looked from afar, watching his hyung interact with you. He never expected that he would bump into you again. Ever since then, you and Suho would see each other. You told him that you were carrying Kris’ child when your bump was starting to show. You begged Suho not to tell Kris because you were afraid, afraid that Kris might take the child away from you. Suho, being so kind and gentle of him, agreed not to tell Kris of his child and that he will never tell him that he knew you.

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A year passed. You moved to the outskirts of Seoul because you wanted some peace and quiet. You wanted to get away from Kris. You wanted to raise the child alone. Suho would come to visit during his time off. What you didn’t know is that Suho would take pictures of you and your son.

“you know, as time goes by he’s resembling more of Kris. There is no denying that he is Kris’ son.” Suho remarks as he carries your son

“I know” you say and ruffle your son’s hair

“hey. Look. I found something” Suho hands you a photo

“what’s this?” you take the picture

“it’s Kris’ baby picture. See? He really looks like him” Suho then pulls out a photo of your son

“they really look alike” you say and chuckle

Your son gurgles in laughter and points at Kris photo

“yes, honey, that’s your daddy’s baby picture” you say and smile

“dada” your son says

“wow” you were speechless. That was your son’s first word

“Suho, did you hear that? He talked” you say and clap your hands

“yeah, I heard” Suho says and pinches your son’s cheek

“dada!” you son says once again

When your son was starting to doze off, you took him out of Suho’s arms and placed him in his crib

“you know, Kris would find you, eventually” Suho says as you bring him tea.

“not if you tell him” you say as you sit down across from him

“what will you tell him when he grows old enough and asks about Kris?” Suho asks you

“I don’t know” you whisper

“Kris has the right to know about his son. And your child has the right to know about his father” Suho sets down his cup of tea