a/n: hey guys, i'm planning to do this story to be as short as possible. i don't think i can really lenghten this story because of how the story has been going on in my mind. so i hope you understand. i don't think this story will be more than 10 chapters, unless i can think of something.

Three years have passed. Kris was a greater star than he ever was. He had travelled around the world. He dated some girls but none of them was greater than you. Not a day passed that he never thought of you. There were times when he would just stare blankly into space and think of you. Think of how your skin felt against his. How you moaned his name. How you felt in his arms. How he loved you that night. Then, he would suddenly smile but then reality would hit him again, he still haven’t found you. But he hasn’t given up.

Suho would occasionally text or see you. He still hasn’t told Kris about you. He can’t even believe that he has kept this secret for so long. He was still contemplating on whether he would tell Kris or not. But then he thought how would Kris react if he knew that you had a child with Kris? Will he accept the child? What will he do? He needed answers.

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Suho and Kris were at the bar where the two of you first met. The two of them were taking shots of vodka. After about six shots, Suho decides to ask the questions in his mind

“hey Kris, remember the time when we came here before we debuted?” Suho was testing if Kris was already tipsy or drunk

“yeah, I still do” Kris’ voice suddenly goes soft

“I saw a girl that night” Suho started “she had soft brown hair in light curls and was wearing a dress that hugged her curves perfectly. She was sitting here at the counter. She had –”

“her.” Kris suddenly whispers

“who?” Suho tries to test Kris. Kris then tells your name.

“yeah, her.” Suho says

“you know her?” Kris looks at Kris.

“no, but I saw her that night” Suho then takes a shot

“tell me about her” Suho adds

“well…” Kris then starts “I met her that night. She looked so lonely and her friend left her to go to Kai.” Kris then chuckles “she had the most beautiful eyes. She was perfection. She has this angelic voice… and when she laughs it just makes my heart melt. Her skin was –” Kris then stops himself

“what? And then what?” Suho asks

“something happened between us that night” Kris then bows his head

“how did it feel?”

“it was… beautiful. That night that we shared, it’s something that I couldn’t compare to anything.”

“do you love her?”

“Suho, you know I never believed in love at first sight but then I guess I was wrong. I fell in love with her the moment I laid my eyes on her that night. I just… fell head over heels. She was just…” Kris then slumps his head on the counter.

“Kris, what if you found her again? What will you do?”

“I would do everything to have her back. But, I wouldn’t force her to love me if she doesn’t. I’ll be content on whatever place I’ll have in her heart. I would accept anything, even being just her friend. I just don’t want to lose her again. I want her in my life.”

“are you looking for her?”

“Suho, you know I’ve been looking for her for a long time already. I’ve already been looking for her for 4 years. I just couldn’t forget about her.”

“what if she’s just around? But she just hasn’t found the chance to get close to you?”

“I could have seen her… I always look for her in the crowd”

“what if that night resulted to her getting pregnant? Did you use protection?”

Kris almost dropped his shot glass

“no, I didn’t use protection, but if she got pregnant she could have at least seen me.”

“but what if she got pregnant? What will you do?”

“I’ll do the responsible thing. I’ll raise the child with her. We’ll be a family. I’ll marry her.” Kris smiles “you know, if she got pregnant, the child would be three years old now.” Kris chuckles

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You know you didn’t have the right to hide your child from his father. You know that your child had the right to know his father. But how were you supposed to tell him about his father? Chocolate brown eyes stare at you

“mommy, where’s daddy? Why do my classmates have daddys and I don’t?” your son asks and tugs on your jeans.

You picked up your son today from his school. Your son was a bit advanced for his age. You carry him.

“well, daddy had to go someplace far away because he needed to work” you then kiss his cheek

“when will daddy come back?”

“I don’t know, sweetie” you say and put him down as the two of you walk home.

“mommy, what does daddy look like?”

“well, your daddy is a very tall guy, he had orange blond hair when I first met him. He had chocolate brown eyes just like yours. He had smooth, almost pale white skin. He looked a bit mature for his age. Your daddy was perfect” you say and smile

When the two of you got home, you the television as your son started to play in front of it. Suddenly you hear Kris’ voice.

“hello everyone, we are EXO” Kris says in English. You immediately rush to the television

“mommy, why does the guy on the tv look like me?” your son points at Kris

“that is just coincidence, honey”

“why is uncle Suho with him?”

“he and uncle Suho are friends.” You say and carry your son

“come on, it’s time for your bath”