She never knew that that one night would change her life forever. She never knew that a single word would scare the daylights out of her. She almost dropped the stick that she was holding. She sat down the couch to compose herself. She couldn’t believe this. I was just one night. She should have been careful. But hey, what did she know? She didn’t expect that to happen. She wasn’t taking pills or anything because she never had with someone before. She placed her head on her palms.

POSITIVE

She had never been more scared in her whole life. She was pregnant and it was all because of that night. That night that she wanted to forget, that night when she met Kris. She wanted to cry. Where will she ever find Kris? She only remembers his face and name, nothing more. And as if her prayer was being answered she picked up the remote and the television. And there he is. Kris was smiling for the camera. He was in a variety show with his group mates.

“so Kris, is there someone special in your life?” the interviewer asks

“yes there is.” Kris says with a megawatt smile “she’s the most beautiful girl I have ever seen”

You wanted to cry. Kris is in a relationship. How the hell will you tell him you’re pregnant?

You doubt he would remember you

Fear and doubt took over your decision. You decided that you were going to raise this child alone.

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Kris is in the China for an interview with EXO-M. He was nervous. He was hoping to see her there as he scanned the crowd. He was disappointed. She was not there. Just hoping that she might have followed him in China after he debuted

“so Kris, is there someone special in your life?” the interviewer asks him

“yes there is.” Kris says with a megawatt smile “she’s the most beautiful girl I have ever seen”

The one girl I spent the night with. Her. She’s the one I want.

Kris then smile again at the host.

After the interview, Kris was not in the mood. He wanted to sulk. Will he ever find her?

Where could she be? I wish I got her number. I wish I knew her full name that would help me to look for her easily. I want her. I need her. I love her.

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2 months have passed. Kris just tucked away your memory in his mind. He would occasionally look for you. He even hired an investigator just to look for you once he got back from China. He wasn’t ready to give up. He wanted you in his life. He would never let you go the next time he sees you. He was willing to give up this life he had now just to be with you. If he could turn back time, he would, just to be with you. If he could rewrite the part where the two of you met, he would. He would get your name, your number, take you home with him and court you. He would never let you leave that morning. He would keep you in his life.

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She just wanted to heal her broken heart that night but what she got was heartache, again. This time, this heartache was her fault. Fear of rejection got to her first that she decided to leave Kris that morning. She never believed in love at first sight but she fell in love with Kris. It was as if her world suddenly spun into the right axis. And now, she was crying her heart out because of happiness, regret and fear. Happiness, because she was going to have a baby with Kris. Regret, because she will never be able to reach Kris because he was already an idol and because she will never tell him about their child. Fear, because what if Kris knew? Will he be happy? Will he ask for an abortion? What if he didn’t recognize you? A lot of questions started to circle around your mind. Your vision also spinning as you were walking around Seoul. Before you hit the pavement, hands suddenly wrapped around your waist

“oh, be careful” a man says

“thank you” you say as you try to stand up straight

“I’m Joon Myun by the way” he says and smiles

You smile back.

Joon Myun asks you to have coffee him and you agree. In the coffee shop, you didn’t know that Joon Myun took a photo of you with his camera

“thank you for catching me, Joon Myun” you say as you sip your coffee

“please call me Suho” he says