Have you ever thought of Suicide?

Suicide, The act or an instance of intentionally killing oneself.

The Next Morning

I woke up to find some awfully heavy on my left side. I turn to my left and find Luhan sleeping like a little child.

Has he always been this cute?

I try to move my left arm since it was kind of getting squished by Luhan, " Mggfd. Seokiee stop moving. "

I freeze at the sound of his voice. Luhan seemed surprised at what he had just said.

We both scramble out of bed and get ready for school.

After getting dressed and ready we both met downstairs to eat some cereal. Yess Captain Crunch my favorite! I secretly applaud

" Soo.... "

Oh my, it's so awkward! I hope he doesn't think of me like a creep or anything. Last night was a huge embarrassment. Plus I'm starting to feel the after affects now. >w<

" We should go now.... "

" Yeah we should.." We grab our backpacks and walk through the door.

During the long walk I get dizzy and I feel so nauseous.

" Seokie are you okay? You look like you're ab-"

" Yah! Minseok ah! "

I fell to the floor holding my head.

" Ughh. I'm fine. "

" Yah! Did you take your meds?? " Luhan had such a worried look plastered on his face.

Look what you did Minseok. You're just making Luhan look worried. You selfish brat. You're just trying to get his attention.

" Yeah I did. Maybe it's like an after affect or something. " I get up with alot of work.

I didn't have any problems after that. I actually don't even know what just happened. Maybe it is cause of the medication after affects.

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LAWL. IM SO SORRRY. YET I KNOW IT'S SO BAD. >W<

IT'LL GET BETTER SOON!!!!! :3