Jonghyun's P.O.V

"I lied. Sorry. We're over Kim Jonghyun."

"No Kibummie! Please! I'm begging you. Please don't leave me." Tears started to fall down from my eyes continuously. "You're my everything Kibummie." I yelled. "Please don't go."

"Hyung! Hyung!" I heard a familiar voice called for me from somewhere.

"Hyung! Wake up! Hyung!" the voice which I assumed is Minho's continued and I stared to feel like someone is shaking me.

"HYUNG! WAKE UP!" Minho shouted at me.

I shot my eyes open and saw Minho standing at my bed side. "Oh., Good Morning Minho." I greeted flatly.

"Finally hyung! Finally. Were you having some of those nightmares again?" he asked worriedly.

"Nightmare?" I looked at him curiously. A nightmare again.

Minho nodded.

"D-did I said something again or anything?" I asked swinging my legs to the side sitting up on the bed.

"Well, you were shouting Kibum's name again asking him not to leave." he said softly. "Hyung. Please? It's been a year already since he broke up with you. Can you just move on already?" he told me.

I just looked at him blanky. Yes. It's been already a year. but what can I do? I can't just do that. I can't just forget him.He;s been like the whole world to me. Kibum is my everything.

"Hyung! Don't you get it? He doesn't care anymore. If he did he should have contacted you. Just look at you hyung. Look at yourself. You're a mess. You're in deep despair because of him. You look hopeless. You've spent most of your life the whole ijng year locked in here in this house. This ing room. Drinking and waiting. Waiting for nothing hyung. Nothing. You rarely goes out anymore." Minho told me. I know he just cares about me.

But he's right. I've spent the whole year locked up in here. Just going out when I needed something important. But what if Kibum suddenly comes back here and I'm not home? I know he will come back home here with me someday. I believe.

"Hyung! I know how much you love Kibum. But you really have to move on hyung. Move on. Live your life hyung. Don't waste your time waiting for nothing hyung. You need to live up your life. Go have some fun hyung and learn how to forget." he continued.

I smiled as Minho. "I'm fine Minho. Besides, I still have my work as a composer you know. Don't worr