Chappie 1

“Who is that lonely girl?”
“An anti-social type”
“Seems like a nerd”

Yea, that’s me. After that day, this is me. Being alone everyday, every minutes, and every seconds.

Many years had passed. 3 years are not enough for me to forget that incident. I will never forget every words he said, his expression, what did he wear , every looks that they threw at me, every movement I did that day,  and I will never forget what is the main thing that caused my life to be like this.

The Truth Revealed.

Hey, guys! Here we go again, this our school homepage, as usual, me, Amber Liu,  the one who managed this homepage.

I’m not saying much, just gonna tell you something about this ‘thing’ that called as Kris. You know who is it, right? The most popular guy in school. Behind that cold eyes , face, and popularity. Maybe you don’t know about this, that’s why I’m posting this article for you. He is a jerk! A fool, the most stupid one!

He got a sad life. I mean really sad. Everyone knows that, me, Amber is his bestfriend. But, you wanna know something? I’m just tricking him! Yeay! Bestfriend? Hell, no? You gotta be kidding me! He is just ing fool for believing me. >:D

I’m just using him because of his money. Seems like he is a fool. It’s easy for you to fool him because he is already a fool! As long as you got a sincere smile, there you go, a lot of money for you. He is like a bank that can move. Great, right?

As a ‘friend’, I, Amber Josephine Liu, swear that I am a genius who just tricked the fool Kris. Yeay. That’s a World Record, y’know?

Sincerely, your beloved ‘friend’,

AMBER LIU

Because of this ridiculous article, I quited my job as the school’s homepage manager.

Now, I’m sitting here alone. Everyday are just the same, same routine, all the looks, the smirk, are the same looks, same smirk, and .. the same bad words.

I took out the bread I brought from home. Sweet buns is Kris’ and my favourite bread. Both of us always bought sweet buns infont of the school’s gate after the school hours. But all of that was a long time ago.

I sit under the shady tree beside the field  .. alone. From here, I can see Kris’ with Jessica and his friends are playing and teasing each other happily at the cafeteria. My heart ache every time I see that scene. It is nice to see Kris is happy with all his new friends. But I can’t accept that I’m not ther too. I’m not there with him to , to joke with him, to see his smile.

I can see him from far. Don’t worry, I’m fine. I’m good. Although, it’s kind of hurt, but it’s okay as long as I still can see your smile. I smiles as I watch the scene. It is a beautiful scene with the smiling Kris. I keep on looking at him. He is laughing because of Kai’s joke. All of them are having a great time.

‘I wish I was there ..’ I smiled and continue to eat my sweet bun happily. I’m getting used to it. Enjoying the beautiful scene of the field with a breeze air while enjoying the sweetness of the bun. I enjoyed it.

I looked at the girl that was sitting under that tree. I missed her. I missed her so much.

‘I wish you are here, Amber. Beside me, smiling at me, teasing me, playing with me, tells those jokes.’

I keep on staring at her. Alone.

I don’t like it. I don’t like to see her there, alone. It’s hurt because I can’t accept the fact that I’m not there to tell my jokes, not able to make her smile again, not able to make her happy again.

“Hey, Kris. What are you looking at?” Jessica sit on my lap while caressed  my cheek .

“Nothing.”  I smiled at her.  Then I continue to talk with Kai and Suho. These guys really knows how to make people laugh. I laugh with Kai’s chicken dance with Suho.

“I gotta go to the toilet.” I told Jessica who is sitting on my lap. It is uncomfortable. Now, everybody knows that Jessica and I are dating. Love her? Hell, no. I still don’t like her, even 0.01 percent . But I act like one. Why? I got my own reasons.

Jessica stood up while still looking at what I was looking just now.  As I stood up, I heard Jessica mumbled something sounds like “That girl again ..”

“Did you just say something?” I went back to her.

“Yea? Oh, no. Nothing, honey.” She smiled at me.

“Okay.” I continue my walk to the restroom.

“Okay, class. Good morning. Today, we got a new student. Come in.” Then, a totally handsome guy come in with a bright smile. All the girls are smiling at him, trying to get his attention.

“Hey, everybody. I’m Park Chanyeol, I live in Busan, nice to meet you. Please take a good care of me.” That guy named Chanyeol bowed.

“Okay, Chanyeol, you can sit at that empty sit beside Amber. Amber, can you please be the guide to Chanyeol?” The teacher show him his seat.

“Yes, of course.” I answered with a smile plastered on my face.

“Class, now we start our lesson, open up your English textbook, page 206.” The teacher started our lesson.

“Hey, Your name is Amber, right?” Chanyeol asked me in a whisper tone, afraid if the teacher know that they are having a conversation at the back. Luckily Amber’s seat is at the back of the class.

“Yeah.” I smiled. I bet this guy is a good guy.

“Nice to meet you, please take care of me.” That guy bowed.

“Don’t be too formal. It’s awkward.” I laughed at him. He smiled to me. And as expected, he got a bright smile.

I open up my textbook and turn to page 206 as the teacher told us to do. From the other side, I can see Kris’ who is sitting beside Chanyeol, which means Chanyeol is sitting between us, is staring at me and Chanyeol.

Kris stood up and went to the teacher and then he got out of the class. Restroom, maybe.

The bell rang

As usual, under the shady tree, alone, with my sweet bun while looking at the beautiful scenery.

“Hey, can I join you here?” I looked at the guy. It’s Chanyeol.

“Yeah, of course. Why not?” I moved a bit so that Chanyeol can sit beside me. He took out his blueberry bread. That bread, remind me of someone.

“Why are you here?” I asked him while keep on eating my sweet buns.

“I’m not quite familiar with the surrounding. Before I get myself lost, it’s better to have a lunch with you.” He smiled than took a bite of the bread.

“Yea, haha. This school is big. I lost a few times before even though I already in this school for 2 years.” I laughed. That was true. I lost a few times before and someone help me to find my way back to the classroom. That someone … someone that is very special to me.

“Told you so. Whoa, never know this kind of place.” Chanyeol finished up his bread and lie down on the grass. He took out his MP and plucked in the earphone inside his ears. While keep on finishing my sweet buns.

“Hey, wanna hear too?” Chanyeol offered his right earphone to me.

“That would be nice.” I finished up my sweet buns and lie down beside him as I took his earphone and plucked it in my ears and closed my eyes.

“I love this song. It’s Kiss The Rain by Yiruma, right?”  I asked while still closing my eyes. This song … make me remember someone. I miss her. I miss her so much. Why did she left me?

Slowly, my tears flowing out. I’ve tried to hold back, but I just can’t. I wiped my cheeks, and closed my eyes again. And all I can see is her face, I can smell her scent.

“Why are you crying?” Chanyeol looked at me while wiping my tears with his thumb.

“Nothing.” I tried to hold back my tears, but … I can’t. He hugged me, tightly.

“Just let out your tears, let it all out.” Chanyeol whispered while tapping my back. This is my first time crying after a very long time.

“I .. I .. I can’t accept this. Why it have to be me? Why me? Everybody left me. Also my last hope, my mom. She is .. she is .. my last hope. But she also left me! Do they really hate me that much? Why? Why .. ?” I keep on crying on his shoulder.

“Shh.. You will be alright. I will take care of you. I will never left you. If everybody left you, I will be with you. Always be … right by your side.” Chanyeol whispered while tapping my back.

He broke of the hug, and wiped my tears with his thumb. I looked him in his eyes. I really miss this kind of feelings. Feeling of being loved. But will he? Everybody said the same thing to me. I never thought all of that was just lies. They left me .. alone.

Chanyeol stood up “I promised you that I will never ever ever leave you. I, Park Chanyeol, promised myself, that I, will never left you, Amber .. ?” Chanyeol put up his hand, act like he’s swearing, while looked at me with raised-eyebrow. Waiting for me to answer.

“Liu, it’s Liu” I wiped my tears and looked at him.

“Yea, Liu, Amber Liu, even once. I promised that I will be beside you, always, until my death.” Chanyeol put down his hand and sat down beside me. I laughed because of his sudden actions.

“Okay?” He offer me his pinky. Waiting for me to do the pinky-promise.

“Yea, promised. Thank you.” I laughed. He is nice. Will he be the sun and shine bright in my life? Will he be the  bright light to guide my life?  I bet he will.

“That’s my Amber.” He smiled while looking at the smiling me. I know that I should not believe him because he is a new student. But … i really miss the feeling of being loved. It’s not a crime , right?

I bet my life, will never be a lonely world anymore, as long as him … always be by my side.

I pounded the table while looking at the scene. Everybody is looking at me. I closed my eyes,

‘I can’t accept this .’

“What’s wrong with you, Kris?” Jessica hold my arm, trying to comfort me. I took my jacket and quickly go out from the cafeteria. Leaving Jessica, Kai, and Suho behind with the shock expression on their face and went to the restroom.

I washed my face and look at the ‘ me’ through the mirror.

‘Why  Amber? Why , when the time comes, there always someone who is trying to take you away from me? Just why?!’

I punched the wall beside me. I closed my eyes, and try to endure the pain in my heart .

“It’s hurt.” 

Hey, guys! Yeay, new chappie? I think the Chanyeol part is kind of weird, Anyway, hope you like it! ^^ Sorry about my grammar and typos, english is not my first language, and i'm still improving, Hwaiting! 

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