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I love you... Constantly
Jaejoong saw Dada looking at the sea. He smiled. He knows she loved looking at the waves. He goes to the resort as fast as he
can so that he can know what is she doing. Minhyuk was confused on why he is so eager to know where Insung go to. He can’t
explain it to Minhyuk, it would be weird for him. He slowly walked towards her. The breeze was cold yet so refreshing. It is still
winter right? His eyebrow creased when he saw Dada wiping something from her face. She breathing is abnormal. “why is she
crying?” he asked himself. He continued to go forward. “I might as well die Jaejoong? Huh? You wish me to die instead of your
girlfriend. I am nothing to you after all those years. I hate you and I don’t want to see you again!!!” Dada yelled making him
froze. His right foot hanged on air. He didn’t know how long he paused. Dada’s outburst is more shocking than the first time he
saw her crying. It is because of him now. “I wished her dead?” He asked himself. He was confused with all that. He can’t
remember doing that. What on air is she saying? “I don’t want to see you again?” that ringed in his head. He panicked. He needs
to know what is she saying. What was that about? Dada stood up and faced his direction. The faint light coming from the cottage
showed her sad shocked eyes upon seeing him. She froze and took one step backward. The way she looked at him right now is
beyond hurtful. It pains him. Dada is important to him so why? “Dada what are you saying?” He asked.
“what is he doing here? I don’t want to see him” Dada asked herself. Is faith really pissing her off. Dada was startled when
Jaejoong held her on her shoulders. She is not aware that he was this close now. “what are you saying Dada, I am confused.”
Jaejoong said. Dada looked at his eyes. He was looking at her with questioning stare. She asked herself again, “is this true?” “tell
me please” he pleaded. This is now or never Dada thought. She tried to get away from Jaejoong’s hold. “Jae, please, let go of me
first” she says. Jaejoong heaved a sigh and let go. He stepped back a bit and looked at her straight. His hands where on his
sweater pockets. Dada looked at him like it was the last time she can do such thing. Her heart tightens. How long does she love
this guy? 10 years? 11? 12? Actually she doesn’t know really how it started. Tears started rolling down her face. Just by looking
at him it aches so much. “Dada please you know how much I hate seeing you cry” Jaejoong pleaded again. She smiled faintly. “I
know, but you kept on making me crying unknowingly Jaejoong, hundreds of times. The last time is the most hurtful” She said,
her voice broke with a sob that betrayed her composure. Jaejoong tried to walk to her again. “No. stay there” she said. Jaejoong
stopped. “you don’t really know?” she asked. “I swear…I..” “where is your phone?” she asked. “what?” “your phone will tell you
everything” she said. Jaejoong then took out his phone. “read the argument you had with Aya.” She said again. Jaejoong
carefully checked his messages. After a few minutes he gasped and looked at Dada.
“Now you know. I think it’s gonna be the last time I will look in your eyes. Goodbye Jaejoong” Dada was able to give a genuine
smile to him. “Thank you for all those years that you were there as my friend. Thank you for being there always. You don’t know
how much I thank God that I got to know you. God knows how much I love you, I love you” Dada broke down with that final I
love you. Her heart was like exploding. She needed to say everything to him. She needed closure and as she was reminiscing
everyth
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