Junsu kept crying for a while before he managed to calm down a little and was able look at leeteuk and just relax in his arms

'Now, now calm down and eat something, you did not eat or drink for a long time now' leeteuk tried softly junsu's hair lovingly, he was holding tightly on junsu, the only thing he got left from his son now

'N…not hungry' junsu shook his head looking away, he did not feel like eating

Yunho, kangin and everyone were about to object and speak up but leeteuk beat them to it and whispered softly:' let's make a deal; I will show you yoochun's baby stuff if you eat a full meal now'

Junsu thought about it, yoochun's baby stuff… he liked to see them for sure

'B…but I don't like…chunie knew I… with food I…' how could junsu just tell them he did not like to eat things he did not know?

'Why don't you tell me what do you want to eat and we will bring it to you, just eat something or you will collapse again, please' leeteuk whispered softly and junsu nodded

'P…pasta is good' junsu whispered

'Yunho go tell kibum to fix him this pasta thing' kangin ordered and yunho bowed and rushed out

An hour latter junsu was eating the cream pasta kibum brought him, everyone was eyeing him, this dish was new to them, they did not see or taste it before and so they were all curious about it

Junsu felt uneasy eating; he had spent too much time without food that he was full with only a few bites now

'Chunie's baby stuff now' junsu whispered and leeteuk nodded, he held junsu's hand and they walked out of the room, leeteuk forbidden anyone to follow them as he once again took junsu to the royal bedroom and entered before closing the door

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Junsu laid in yoochun's bed, he had looked through all yoochun's stuff when he was a baby, even his cloth and crib where there, all looked so pretty and cute, lying in bed junsu could not help but sigh and close his eyes, it was not going to do him any good to think about the past again, yoochun will never be gone, he will be in his heart forever so he could not die, he will live on inside of him for sure

Closing his eyes now junsu felt something fogy around him again, something was on top of him, something was looking at him and soon junsu could feel it through his closed eyes

It was weird, junsu could feel the presence but was not afraid of it, he wanted it there somehow, he wanted it to look at him, he did not want it to vanish or leave him alone

The fogy thing came closer to junsu now, it was against junsu's skin, junsu could feel it against his face and neck, he could feel it smelling it and feeling him up and junsu for some reason lolled his head backward allowing the fog more skin to feel up

The feeling junsu was having, it was as if… as if…no, he could not allow himself to think that, that could not be

Junsu felt something against his lips, something soft and fogy, not completely a fog but not solid enough to be a body, it was just something and it was kissing him now, junsu did not hesitate to kiss back, just as if it was him kissing him he kissed back happily wanting more, wanting more of this fog

The fog seemed to understand junsu's desire because somehow it managed to slip the covers off junsu's chest and pull his shirt upward, junsu could feel something on his chest feeling him up, he could feel as if someone was kissing his chest and he was getting , believe it or not, he was getting by a fog, by something he did not know, by someone other than his chunie

But junsu believed it was his chunie, he hoped so, it was the same feeling he was getting now that he would get when he was in bed with yoochun but yoochun was…yoochun was…

Junsu wanted to open his eyes, he wanted to see the fog to make sure of it but he did not dare to, what if it was a dream? An illusion? What if it was not his chunie but something or someone else? Will he be able to take that?

Shivering with guilty pleasure junsu did not know what to do; he did not know how to react now that the fog was going down to his pants, he was so worried and confused now, he felt like he was cheating on his husband with… with his husband?

Open your eyes baby, look at me

Junsu widened his eyes as he heard the whisper, as he looked in front of him he felt unable to breath, there in front of him was a fog, no thinker than a fog but not quite solid but it was for sure his chunie… it was his…

A loud bang outside startled junsu making him blink

As junsu blinked and opened his eyes once again the fog, his chunie vanished as if it never was there, maybe he wasn't there to begin with, maybe junsu as dreaming once again

Thinking about everything being a dream junsu could not take it, he wanted it to be real, he needed it to be real, he wanted yoochun to stay with him even as a fog, a ghost…

Wait, could ghost exist here? Could yoochun have turned into a ghost? The idea lit up a tiny hope in junsu's heart, he pushed the covers farther down and got out of bed, he had to make sure, he must make sure right now

Getting out of the bedroom junsu kind of remembered where to go to, or he hoped he knew, walking down the hallway and climbing up a staircase junsu should be in the floor where the royal bedroom was, walking junsu began to think he was lost when he felt a hand on his shoulder from behind and shocked, afraid, startled, you name it, junsu shivered a little not daring to turn around and look

'Junsu?'

Hearing yunho's voice junsu sighed a little in relief, turning to look at yunho he smiled weakly

'Is there something wrong? What are you doing here?' yunho asked worried looking at the pale junsu

'I…I wanted to ask the queen something, why… why are you here your highness?'

'My room is just down the hallway, I could not sleep, I had a weird feeling so I came out for a walk when I saw you here, can I help you with anything? mother is asleep now for sure'

Junsu hesitated, he did not say it at once but walked to the window and stood in front of it eyeing the night sky, some council members were walking around the castle guarding the place and securing it

Seeing the council members junsu wondered, where they there the night yoochun was attacked? Where they guarding the place? If so, how could the thing that attacked yoochun slip passed them and reach him? How could it they did not feel it at all?

'Junsu?' yunho shook junsu a little bringing him to reality

'I…sorry' junsu sighed

'It's alright, so, what did you want to ask mother?'

'I…I wondered about ghosts? Do they exist or…' junsu pleaded hoping for the best

'Ghosts? What is this? An illness or something?' yunho blinked

'No, ghosts are like…err… the soul of someone dead, it stays behind and forever roams the place or something' junsu tried to explain based on his limited knowledge which he gained from the movies he watched

'I don't think there is such a thing in here, do those ghosts exist in the other world?' yunho frowned

'No… they don't but I… I just thought that because this world is magical and so…maybe…' junsu felt his voice betray him, he felt as if heart being crushed once again, he felt like if he lost yoochun once again

'How… how was hyung like?' yunho whispered softly wanting to know

Junsu looked down and could not but smile sadly to himself:' he was the best, he was strong and muscled, he was a gentlemen who would always rush to help anyone in need, he had a tattoo on his back you know, a huge dragon with a little flower between his claws protecting it, he would always say I was this flower and he will protect me…he…'

'Dragons are wild creatures, however they would always hear and obey the crown prince, the crown prince's symbol is a dragon' yunho smiled weakly

'He always cooked with me and looked after the garden; he loved to raise lilies, white lilies and… and he…' junsu could not go on

Yunho sighed and hugged junsu comforting him

From behind the corner jaejoong began to boil once again, he could not take this, the prince was hurting him over and over again and it was time to do something about it so wiping the tears off his eyes he turned his back and walked away…