Junsu pushed the plate away a little and frowned, leeteuk noticed at once

'Not liking the food dear? I can order kibum to…'

'No, it's alright, I'm not hungry' junsu pouted, thinking about it some hot chocolate would be perfect right now

'Do you want anything then? Anything at all' leeteuk insisted, the boy not eating was no good thing and he did not like it, his weak body needed food to be strong again

'I…' junsu blushed, he did not even know if they had hot chocolate here but yoochun always made him some hot chocolate every morning so it was like a tradition now

'Come on dear, don't be shy' leeteuk smiled encouraging him to talk more

'Chunie always brought me hot chocolate in the morning…' junsu blushed a little

'Order kibum to bring him that dish!' leeteuk looked at the servant behind him who bowed and rushed out

Kangin frowned a little, they knew the boy was yoochun's wife, according to the other worlds rules, but still he was afraid that leeteuk is spoiling him too much just to fill the emptiness that yoochun's death had created in his heart, and that, was not healthy

Yunho still frowned, he did not like jaejoong not being there, he also could not take his eyes off junsu, he was going crazy now; how could he be in love with two different men at the same time?

Half an hour later the hot chocolate cup was still not ready, leeteuk had sent the council to search for an opened portal so he could go and visit his son's grave, he wanted to move his son's body to this world and keep it next to him, keep it safe while kangin was still working on who killed his son, he wanted revenge for sure

Junsu went to his room to rest as the weird smell of the food was causing him a headache and leeteuk had went to take care of something, yunho was left alone sitting there in the dining hall all alone looking into space, what should he do now?

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Junsu laid down, he was not feeling that great, he kept feeling like about to vomit any minute, soon he really did vomit and the healer not finding anything wrong with him ordered him to sleep and rest

Junsu hated that, all he was doing those day was rest and sleep and he did not feel like doing that any more but the healer had him smell some strange colored water in a little vessel and he did not know how he fell asleep at once

It was warm, junsu could feel someone eyeing him, he could feel some soft hands pulling the blanket up to his chin, they were not normal hands, they were soft and gentle, they were somehow fogy too, and junsu felt his heart so light as he felt the hands his hair softly, who could it be? Who would be there next to him? He wanted nothing more than to open his eyes and look, to see for himself and make sure if it really was his chunie there next to him but somehow, for some reason, his eyes were too heavy and he could not open them, he could not open them no matter how much he tried

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Yunho frowned, for thinking too much he was having a headache, he stood up about to leave when kibum opened the door and bowed holding a tray with a strange looking goblet on it

'What is this?' yunho frowned

'Hot chocolate for junsu shi, I had to send the soldiers to the human village to get it with this mug, your highness' kibum bowed

'I will take it to him' yunho decided and held the tray, kibum bowed and left and yunho walked to junsu's room

Walking and walking to the room yunho could not help feel something strange, he felt so in love, he felt longing to his lover, he felt the need to kiss him and hug him, to protect him and make sure he is alright

Feeling so yunho was breathing hardly, he table nearby by the wall and laid the tray on it, something was telling him to go to junsu's room, something was luring him there

Rushing his steps and almost running yunho reached the room, his brother's old room and without knocking he swung the door open and looked inside, what he saw almost gave him a heart attack

'H…h…h…yung…' yunho froze with his mouth wide open

'Yun' yoochun frowned, it was not one hundred present yoochun, he was somehow strange, not solid yet more than a mere sole, he was as if between

'Hyung… I…we…' yunho did not know what to say, yoochun smiled softly at him inviting him in, which yunho did at once closing the door behind him

'Hyung…how?'

'I will tell you everything, I do need your help after all' yoochun sighed and flew to yunho ' I did not die that night Yun, it was not my body, it was an illusion I left behind, a spell I learned before so the thing that attacked me will think I'm dead'

'But then…'

'I can't be back, Yun, not now. Whatever attacked me was powerful, to be able to live I had to escape, to do so I had to abandon my body, I lost my body Yun!' yoochun paused for a second, casting junsu one last look before he went on talking ' I had to make sure he reaches here, I used a lot of power to bring him here without a body, I used almost all my powers, but he is my everything, I had to make sure he was safe'

'I…' yunho looked ashamed; he was in love with his brother's wife

'It's not like that' yoochun shook his head ' you see, the only way for me to stay here in this world and not vanish completely was to attach my soul to someone, to the one I share the closest blood link to, which is you… I had to attach a reflection of my soul to your heart, what are you feeling for junsu are my feelings, I'm sorry for using your body without telling you and I'm sorry to confuse you so much but you must learn how to separate your feelings from mine'

'Anything for you hyung, at least you're still alive…mother…'

'No Yun, no one shall know about this till the right time' yoochun frowned ' even su can't see me, he feels my presence but I only visit him when he sleeps, he thinks I'm a dream or an illusion' yoochun looked sadly at his wife, he wanted nothing more than to have him with him forever

'S…so now what?' yunho blinked

'Now you will keep my secret, you will help me protect them both, won't you?'

'Them both?' yunho blinked

'He's pregnant Yun, my baby's growing inside of him but still, he doesn't know' yoochun looked even sadder than before

'Until the baby's born you must help me protect him. Yun, when my baby is born I can use his power to find my body and come back, till then I'm stuck like this, floating between the worlds trying to find what did this to me and avenge myself'

'Anything for you hyung' yunho nodded, still not quite over the shock of seeing his brother in front of him

'And Yun… hurting the boy you love that much, he won't forgive you if you keep hurting him' yoochun advised yunho

'You think he won't forgive me?' yunho freaked out, jaejoong won't forgive him?

'Be patient and as he says, in love you can't be the prince, you must be his prince, you must do anything to make him forgive you, and don't lose him Yun, having your lover in your arms is the best feeling ever'

Yunho nodded his head; he always heard and did as yoochun said. He will be a super gentleman until jaejoong forgives him

'I must go now, my powers are growing weak… keep an eye on them for me please' yoochun smiled softly and vanished leaving yunho standing alone there

As yoochun vanished yunho dropped on a chair nearby and eyed junsu, looking at him and thinking deeply yunho tried to separate his feelings from yoochun's and now, after he knew why he was feeling like this, he found it easier to sort his feeling and to decide that yoochun was the one in love with junsu, he was the one in love with jaejoong, he was the one who must seek forgiveness from the boy now

'Hhmm…chunie…' junsu whispered softly while sleeping, as he did yunho felt his heart beat faster, that too was yoochun's, yunho knew, now it was as if there were two hearts inside of him, his and yoochun's and although he could feel what yoochun felt it did not affect him and confuse him like before, now he knew this was not his feeling but his hyung's so it was all better…