'Junsu?' yunho blinked, he did not like the way junsu was standing and staring at the painting, no one did, it was weird

Soon tears began to trail down junsu's face and his entire body begun to shake, he fell onto the ground on his knees and cried more and more, by now everyone had rushed to him asking him what happened and trying to calm him down, all but jaejoong who frowned not liking how close yunho was to the boy

'Junsu… what is it?' yunho repeated again, his heart breaking over and over again seeing the way junsu was crying now

'What happened son?' leeteuk too kneeled beside junsu trying to calm him down

'Chunie…' junsu whispered, too soft for anyone to hear but himself, what everyone could see were his lips moving a little with no voice coming out of them

'Chunie…it's…chunie…' junsu repeated again and again crying so hard he could not see clearly in front of him

'W…what did you just say?' leeteuk who was the closest to junsu could not believe, he must of heard wrong, it could not be, how could it?

'Honey… what is it?' kangin could not stay calm, leeteuk was shivering too now as he looked at junsu, holding his shoulders and shaking him a little wanting, no, demanding an answer at once!

'Mother!' yunho tried to take junsu out of his mother's hands

'Say that again! Please say the name again' leeteuk begged now

'Chunie…its chunie…in the pa…painting' junsu sniffed more

Everyone froze now, they were all listening carefully and they all heard what junsu said and it shocked them to no end

'Chunie? You said chunie? That is…' kangin spoke up softly

'Junsu… this is the crown prince, my hyung… this is…' yunho began

'No! Not true!! This is chunie!! This is my chunie!! My chunie!!' junsu sniffed shaking his head refusing what yunho was saying

'Calm down a little your highness' one of the council members, a pretty boy with a pretty face dressing a black and pink uniform walked to the shivering junsu

'Heechul…' yunho began but heechul smiled assuring him

'Junsu shi… tell me about your chunie… tell us about him' heechul whispered softly

'Chunie…chunie…' junsu began but could not go on, how could he explain to them about chunie? He was his everything so how could he explain? Which words should he use and were there enough words to describe what yoochun was to him?

'How about we go to the center of the castle and talk there, he should be calmer there' another council member, sungmin, spoke softly

'But he said chunie… he said chunie, kangin he said…' leeteuk teared up turning to his husband for support ad falling into kangin's strong hands leeteuk fisted his palms in kangin's cloth, for years now he was dying for any news about his boy and now he got someone who knows him or they think he does so how could he calm down?

'Let me help you' yunho tried to make junsu stand up so they could go to the center of the castle but junsu refused and pushed yunho away

'NO! NO!! I want to stay with chunie!' junsu sobbed

'I will take the painting with us, so come on' ryeowook, another member of the council, suggested and truth enough he held the painting and they all went to the center of the castle, junsu's eyes never left the painting until they reached two huge white doors, as the doors opened and they entered it was like entering another world

It was like a magical garden, a huge garden that was like heaven, waterfalls and a small river in the middle, flowers and trees, a sealing that looked exactly like the sky, a yellow sun and some white clouds, some animals that junsu never saw before all tiny and in the in the size of a kitty, and some amazingly birds flying over their heads

As he entered the garden/hall junsu felt some good energy fill him, he felt himself calm down and relax some more, they walked to a few sofas in a corner of the room beside the waterfall and sat down, junsu had the picture right in front of him

'Ok, now, please tell us about chunie… tell us when you met him and how, tell us everything' kangin spoke us

They were sitting like this, junsu on an armchair, in front of him yunho, jaejoong and the picture beside them right in front of junsu, between them where the sofa where kangin and leeteuk sat, the council stood in half a circle behind the king around them

'Chunie…' junsu began, it was not easy but it was better now, so taking a deep breath he began to talk

'It was five years ago, I found him in a storm, he was sick and weak…I… I don't know why… I took him home… he was bleeding…I… helped him…he…he stayed with me…he was strong… kind, he pushed the bullies away… he helped me around the house…he…he told me he was not from this world… he was from here…' junsu forced himself to talk pausing every now and then to sniff, his eyes never leaving the painting of his husband

Leeteuk heard what junsu was saying, he covered his mouth with his hand and tried to hold back his tears, he was sure this was his baby boy, this was his son, finally after all those years in searching he could hear about him

'Chunie was so sweet… he used to prepare breakfast for me and bring it to the bed to say sorry… he… he always held the grocery bags because they were heavy… he would carry me up the stairs and…and… he would hug me in front of the fireplace and tell me how much he loves me…' junsu paused again wiping some tears now

'Why?' yunho frowned drawing all attention to him ' why are you always saying was and using the past tense?' yunho frowned

'Chunie…' junsu went on choosing to ignore yunho's question because it was simpler 'he said he could never use magic again so they won't find him… that he won't return here… on our wedding he said he will stay with me forever… but he laid!! He left me alone!!' junsu began to cry harder now

'Y…you're wedding? Hyung is your husband? HYUNG IS YOUR DEAD HUSBAND??!!' yunho stood up yelling and junsu exploded with tears

Leeteuk could not take it, all those years of waiting he was hoping, praying, expecting to see his son again and now he knows he is dead? How, how could he take that?

Kangin fisted his hands trying to hold back his tears, he had to be strong, he had to be there for leeteuk now, he could not be weak, he could not

Junsu cried more

'How? How did hyung die?' yunho asked in a broken voice

'Chunie…chunie and I were sitting in the living room, it was a big storm… chunie said something was out to get him, the same…the same thing that attacked him in home five years ago… he said it will break through his defensive shield so we should run… we did… avoiding the veils he said to stay out of the rain…he… he was fighting it...he told me to hide…he…he was hit by…by…by a lightning and…and he…' junsu dropped on the grass crying hard

'I can't believe this! My son is not dead! Kangin, he can't be dead!! He can't' leeteuk cried in his husband's hands

'I want home…' junsu cried ' I want to go home…to see chunie… I want to see chunie…'

Junsu held his belly tightly, as he cried he could feel something uncomfortable there and he did not like it, soon everything went black and he just dropped on the grass fainting again…

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When junsu opened his eyes he found himself in another bed, it was an all-white room too but it was different, the room felt more friendly to him, as if he had some connection to it, around his bed were the king, the queen, yunho and the council all looking at him, all waiting for him

As junsu tried to sit up in bed leeteuk rushed to help him, he placed a pillow behind his back and helped him lean back on it, holding his hand leeteuk could not help but eye junsu hungrily, this boy, this boy was everything he had left from his son, the boy he choose to share his life with, his wife, the one he loved

'W…' junsu wanted to ask but his throat was so dry, he could not speak up now

'It's his room' leeteuk whispered softly, understanding ' I thought you would be better here'

Junsu looked around, that was why the room felt friendlier to him, it was his room

'W…while you slept for three day…' leeteuk whispered again ' we… we did a small test on you, it's like a truth spell that would allow us to see into your memories… please understand, we had to…to make sure…that…it's him…and…you…you loved him so…you made him happy…I…I lost him already…he is…but you…' leeteuk finally could not go on but hugged junsu and cried

'I want home… I want to go to chunie…I miss chunie…' junsu cried into leeteuk's hands begging them