Junsu opened his eyes; he was lying on the carpet, the fluffy carpet in his and yoochun's house, gasping a little he shot up at once just to regret it as he felt dizzy and unstable, looking around everything was in its spot, everything was perfect, it looked like everything was just a dream, everything was a fantasy…

Not knowing if what he had been though was a reality or a dream junsu walked to the mirror near the main door, looking at it he knew it was real at once, his belly was bigger, not flat anymore, it was even bigger than when he left, he looked like if he gained some extra pounds or something

Hugging his belly, as if wanting to make sure his baby was still there, junsu walked to the bedroom and sat on the bed, he smiled softly as he held on yoochun's pillow, it still had yoochun's smell on it, junsu liked that

Some time passed before junsu got out of the bed and slowly walked to the kitchen, he looked around and pouted, most of the things were out of date, he needed to go buy some other things to eat, but it was snowing outside, he didn't want to go out in the snow so he settled on a steamy cup of chocolate and some butter cookies

He was happy now, junsu kept smiling softly, it was as if he was waiting for yoochun to walk in through the door any minute now back from work or something, he was watching his Disney movies wrapped in a warm blanket and hugging his belly, it was peaceful and home, he was happy here, he was safe and relaxed, there was no one to yell at him for no reason, there was no one mean to him here

Junsu lay down on the couch, still wrapped in the blanket and closed his eyes, he was going to take a ten minutes nap and then he will bath and go to sleep, he was just a little tired and his eyes felt heavy… things were getting a little blur around him and he blinked, everything was warm and inviting that he closed his eyes and drifted to sleep…

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Yoochun appeared in his bedroom, he was worried, being inside of yunho he knew what happened but he was still tired, he couldn't appear before, now he could, he had enough power to appear now so he did and he just hoped not to see junsu crying, hurt that he was yelled at, he knew how much junsu hated being yelled at, he knew that very well, better than anyone else actually

However, yoochun was so shocked to find no one in the room, there was just a broken vase and some roses thrown here and there around the broken glass, but nothing else, junsu wasn't there and yoochun was worried, he had a bad feeling now that something was way too wrong with his wife

Floating out of the room super-fast yoochun began looking everywhere for junsu, the castle's center, the crown hall, the garden, his parent's bedroom, everywhere, but he couldn't find his lover anywhere

'Yoochun honey' leeteuk smiled softly at his son as he and the rest walked out of the dining hall

'Where is junsu?' yoochun spoke fast looking between them trying to find his lover

'He's in your bedroom, we took him there after we found him wondering in the forbidden area' leeteuk frowned, just thinking about that area made the blood boil in him

'And you all yelled at him!' yoochun almost yelled himself now

'We were all angry yoochun, we may have yelled at him but it'll be fine' kangin spoke, he wasn't that calm yet

'No it won't!! Junsu doesn't know anything about the forbidden area; he doesn't know anything about this world!! He was forced here, his husband is a damn fog, he's pregnant and emotional, he cut off his entire world, he is lonely and sad, and he hates when people yell at him, he can't take it! You can hit him but not yell at him, it'll break him down!!' yoochun yelled now, he couldn't help it anymore

No one spoke; they all felt ashamed with themselves. Now that yoochun explained it that way they all thought they were a little harsh on the boy

'I'll talk to him…' leeteuk began, he wanted to make sure junsu is happy here, maybe then he'll consider this home and will stay here so he won't lose his baby again

'He's missing!! I can't find him anywhere!' yoochun yelled again looking around, hoping junsu will walked from around a corner any second now

'Yunho, order the council to look for him everywhere' kangin ordered and yunho bowed and vanished at once

'Calm down son, I'm sure…' leeteuk began; he saw how worried his son was

'No, I won't!! I can't calm down!! He's my everything! He's my everything and I can't lose him!' yoochun yelled panicking now, he couldn't believe this

Leeteuk was taken aback now, he couldn’t help tear up, he couldn't help it now, to his son nothing mattered but his wife and he just couldn't take it anymore, he had to cry it out, he just couldn't keep it inside anymore

Crying now leeteuk rushed away, blinking everyone rushed him, they followed him to the royal bedroom where they found him on the bed crying and sobbing into the pillow, kangin was so worried as he rushed to his queen kneeling in front of the bed touching him softly, carefully, not wanting hurt him

'Baby, what's wrong?'

Leeteuk shook his head, he didn't look up, he couldn't face his son. He couldn't look at him in the eyes and not cry more, he just couldn't

'Leeteuk talk to me, talk to me or I swear I'll tear this castle upside down to know why you're crying! We've been together for more than twenty five years and I never saw you cry before unless when we thought yoochun is dead'

'He's dead' leeteuk whispered softly

Everyone was startled, yoochun flew to his mother wanting to talk but leeteuk spoke again:' all he cares about is his wife, it's like we don't care anymore, he doesn't care about us, he left us to think he's dead for five years without even caring to send a news about him, now he showed himself just because of his wife and all he talks about is going home, his home with his wife, their world, their life and everything, he casted us away and he doesn't care anymore, he doesn't care about anything in this world, he'll get his body back and he'll leave, and once again he'll be like dead to us' leeteuk cried and yoochun was totally shocked, he couldn't believe this was happening, he couldn’t believe how much pain he had made his mother go through

Rushing to leeteuk yoochun spoke softly, begging his mother with his tone:' I tried it once you know. When I was first attacked, I tried to send you a massage, in your dream, I tried to tell you I was alive remember? But then the thing came again, it was still after me and I knew it was too much of a risk to use magic again; it was going to find me and junsu with me, he helped me and took me in, I couldn’t get him killed for that…but not a day passed without me thinking about you, I never wanted to come back and leave junsu no, I decided to leave everything for him yes, but not you, not my mother, I always wanted you in my life, you're my family and I do love you, I always thought that maybe in the future when it's not after me anymore then I'll be able to contact you again, tell you about everything but it found me first… lately I'm worried and stressed, junsu is a nerve wrack and he's pregnant, I'm stuck like this and this thing is still out there after us… I'm sorry if I made you hurt in any way, you know I love you and I'll always do, it's just that junsu… he didn't have it easy mom, he had been through a lot of pain in his life and I don't want to cause him more pain, he had been through enough' yoochun explained softly ' but of course I want you in my life, in my baby's life, of course I want him to know about you all, to have you around him… that's why I had been thinking about something to please both sides' yoochun smiled softly and leeteuk blinked

'I thought that father could help us a little and I maybe, maybe…err… we'll be able to transfer the entire house here, have it in the garden or something, then su will be home and we'll all be together' yoochun tried and leeteuk grinned nodding his head, he would love that, having his son and grandson around him, even his son in law, having them around would mean everything to him

'Okay, now that's settled, we need to find your wife, he's nowhere in the castle' kangin frowned a little, helping his wife off the bed and hugging him, wiping his tears away and kissing his palm

Nowhere in the castle

The worlds made yoochun widen his fogy eyes, he looked startled, it just hit him…

'He's home!! Su is at home!!'

Everyone looked startled, they all turned to look at yoochun, kangin spoke first:' but you didn't open a portal, portals don't open by themselves in this castle, there're protection spells against that'

'It didn't open by itself for sure' yoochun mumbled thinking hard

'Junsu can't open it' yunho frowned

'He can't, but my baby can' yoochun stated

'He's just a fetal' leeteuk shook his head ' if he had enough magic to open portals then he should be born yet, but he isn't, and only you could control the portals, how could he do that?'

'I don't know, maybe because of this whole thing, I don't have my body back yet so maybe that was it. I don't know, all I know is I'm sure my baby opened a portal for him and his mother, maybe he felt how sad junsu was, how broken he was and so he decided to make him happy again, to take him home' yoochun frowned, this was the only thing that made sense to him now

'So he's in another world, unprotected and alone while that thing is still out there loose' free kangin concluded, this was bad

'We must go there, we must bring him back' yunho frowned ' but how?'

'I can open a portal, it'll take me a lot of energy to do it, you can go through but I must rest for three days at least before I open another and get you back, I won't be able to go with you, I must stay here…but, you…' yoochun began

'I'll go too, I'll bring him back for sure, I'll bring both of them back safely'