Junsu stood tears filling his eyes and looking at his baby in his hands, he shivered from head to toe, he wanted to wake up, to open his eyes and find that this was a dream, a nightmare, but it wasn't, it was all real and it made his heart shiver with horror as he stood there

Clenching tighter on his baby boy, smelling him and looking at him as if it would be the last day he would be allowed to see him, holding the boy tighter to his chest junsu knew that soon it would end, soon he won't be able to hold his baby, look at him and touch him, soon he will be dead, he will die, yoochun must kill him

Junsu, who had holding his baby in his hands and talking to him about yoochun to his baby and asking him when his daddy will come back, was shocked to hear yoochun's voice echo in the room as if coming from the walls, he heard every word he told his father and couldn't believe his ears

The door opened, kangin and yoochun both walked in, looking up at them junsu backed away and wiped his tears, yoochun noticed, junsu saw yoochun's eyes widen and he saw him open his mouth, about to say something, but he didn't and closed his mouth again

'Is… is everything alright?' kangin asked softly, he too looked worried

Junsu didn't answer, he looked down on his baby, Minho was looking at him too, looking, not crying, not laughing, not doing a thing, just looking, as if he too wanted to look at his mother for as much as he could now, before it was all over

'Su…' yoochun spoke, voice dripping with worry

Junsu didn't answer, he looked away and once again he had tears in his eyes, he just couldn't help it

'Su honey' yoochun rushed to junsu trying to hold him, trying to touch him, seeing his wife cry in front on him drove him crazy, he couldn't take that, it was too much for him

Junsu didn't react, he allowed yoochun to hug him, to wipe his tears and try to calm him, but the second yoochun tried to take Minho out of his hands and hand him to kangin so he could hug him better junsu hugged his son tighter and refused to allow yoochun to take him away

'NO!!' junsu yelled rushing away from yoochun, sobbing helplessly now

Yoochun froze, he didn't move, shocked by the react he got from his wife

Suddenly, the door opened and leeteuk walked in, he looked worried as he rushed to junsu at once holding him in his hands and allowing him to cry on his shoulder like a loving mother

'Honey, what happened?' leeteuk whispered softly

'My baby…' junsu sobbed ' no…don't take him away… I… my baby…all the time I still have… I want my baby…' junsu cried

'I… what?' leeteuk blinked, yoochun and kangin froze, both of them

'I…' junsu broke into tears and hugged Minho tighter, leeteuk blinked and turned to face yoochun wanting to ask, however, seeing the tears trailing down yoochun's face he froze and knew something was so wrong

'How…?' yoochun managed, barely

'I… I was asking Minho when daddy will come already…and…and he… made me hear…I… su must…' junsu cried more, shivering with fear

Yoochun broke down; he rushed to junsu and hugged him tightly crying:' I won't… I can't do it, I never will… trust me baby, I won't…'

'No' junsu shook his head, he took a while to calm down before he whispered again:' must die… I must die so order…so order will…'

'NO!!!' yoochun roared ' I WON'T KILL YOU!! I CAN'T DO IT!! I WON'T!!'

'Must… I must…' junsu whispered, reaching his hand to touch yoochun's face softly, realization hitting him suddenly, the first shock over, or maybe he was in a state beyond fear and worry now, he just accepted it, junsu just accepted the simple fact that he must leave his son and husband behind and die, be killed by his husband's sword

'I must die' junsu whispered again and yoochun shivered shaking his head

'Hear me out, both of you… let's not think about it till we have no other choice, no other option, we will try all our might to kill the thing, to contain it and get rid of it, I'm sure it will be alright, I won't allow you to be killed, I won't allow yoochun to kill you, my grandson will have both his parents' kangin decided

'There is no other option' junsu whispered ' chunie said it, and baby knows it, that's why he made me hear, he knew I must know' junsu whispered

'B…' yoochun kneeled down on the floor, normally he wouldn't beg for anything, but now he was, he was begging junsu not to do this to him, he was begging him to not use that against him

'Chunie told me before, on my birthday, he promised me… he said he will do anything I want… I know I will have to die… now or later I must die… I… I want chunie to do it…' junsu whispered

'No…please…no…' yoochun cried helplessly ' don't… I beg you don't…'

'Chunie swore he will do anything, he swore to me' junsu repeated

'I…' yoochun went speechless

'Chunie will do it, chunie must' junsu whispered, kneeling down to be level with yoochun and looking at him in the eyes, he smiled at him weakly and lent in to place his head on his shoulder, yoochun hugged him tightly kissing his hair, sniffing his smell and feeling his warmness

'W…what…' leeteuk whispered to his husband, now that he rushed to him, he was completely lost

Kangin held on leeteuk's hand and smiled weakly, he pulled him out and left the two alone

'I'll find a way… I swear I will find a way, I just need time' yoochun swore

'It's my destiny' junsu smiled weakly
'We make our own destiny, I will make ours, you will be there to raise our baby, to give him brothers and sisters, to watch them grow, we will grow old together love, you're stuck with me for a long time, I won't allow you to leave, never' yoochun shook his head ' I just need some time, the old book I hid, the one I used to translate the scroll, I'm sure I can find something in it, all the books, I will search everything and everywhere and I'll find out the truth' yoochun promised

Junsu smiled weakly and nodded, he looked into yoochun's eyes and saw the pleading hope in them, he couldn't refuse him, he couldn't refuse this plea, the idea of making their own destiny, of living happily together, it was all so tempting, all so good, but all so fancy and unreal, junsu knew that deep down inside of him, yet he didn't say anything, he was going to trust yoochun, to allow him to try, but if he failed and there was no other option then he'll be ready, he'll live every day as his last, he'll live every moment as his last

Minho cried, startled, both yoochun and junsu looked at their son, he was pointing out of the window and crying, yoochun held him too, placing his hands around junsu's so they both will hold him and he felt it as junsu did, their baby wanted, needed them to get out to the garden, now

'Let's go' yoochun knew better than not to obey what his baby wants, he could feel it was something big, he knew it's important and he hoped it would save junsu's life, the baby will want to save his mommy for sure so yoochun counted on that and he helped junsu, together they walked out of the room to the garden

Walking to where the baby wanted to lead them they found jaejoong sitting alone, under the stars, looking at the sky and pouting a little

'Jaejoong?' yoochun blinked

'Oh sorry, I was feeling…odd, so i came here, I needed some fresh air… yunie is busy with his stupid training again' jaejoong bowed a little pouting some more

Minho cried some more reaching out his hands toward jaejoong, jaejoong blinked and reached to hold the baby, junsu allowed him to hold him this time and as he did Minho kept on hitting jaejoong's belly with his hand, his tiny hand, as if pointing at it

Everyone blinked, what did the baby mean? Minho always said important stuff; he always tried to tell them something important

'What are you trying to tell us baby?' yoochun whispered to his son, hoping to get an answer, anything to save his wife

Minho hit jaejoong's belly soft again and cried some more, how he wished he was not born yet, inside junsu he could influence his mother but now he had been delivered to this world he lost this connection with his mother, he got frustrated…