Sitting all together around some hot tea mugs jaejoong was covering his belly, he didn’t do anything much, he just sat there and looked at them, even when yunho came and tried to kiss him, wanting to go on a little bit more jaejoong stopped him saying he was still tired, he didn't allow him to go on and yunho didn't like it, he didn't like this coldness in jaejoong's touch

Junsu looked at everyone, somehow he felt a little bit warm now, somehow sitting here with leeteuk and the rest made him feel good and happy, almost as happy as when he was with yoochun, almost, and he didn't know why, he just knew he liked this feeling so much, he loved it

They all wanted to talk already, convince junsu to come back with them to their world as yoochun wanted, but leeteuk had already forbid them to talk about it with the boy, him and only him was to talk about this subject but up to this point he didn't, and yunho was losing his patience now, how long did he have to wait for? They were leaving tomorrow damn it!

'Mother… I think… about… it's time we…' yunho began

'Yunho, jaejoong seems tired, talk him to bed and let him sleep' leeteuk ordered, his voice seemed strong and ordering, he was using his authority as a queen and as a mother. Yunho had no chance against him now

Nodding his head yunho didn’t like this, he reached to carry jaejoong in his hands and walked upstairs, this night didn't go as planned, he couldn't have his lover and his mother forbid him to talk to the boy about going back to their world, frowning he just walked to his bedroom deciding to forget about it all and just sleep, maybe tomorrow would be better

Soon enough both leeteuk and junsu walked into the bedroom, showered and got into the bed and all this time junsu felt like there is talk in leeteuk's eyes, he felt like there's something hidden in them and he didn't like that idea that much, he feared what it would be about, he didn’t want to know

'Today was fun' leeteuk finally spoke ' thank you for showing me a part of my son's life'

Junsu didn't answer but bowed a little and didn’t move, his hands around his belly and his lips forming a pout, he didn't do anything but listened

'I… tell me, you showed me your favorite places today, telling me what it meant to both you and yoochun…' leeteuk paused dramatically ' but you never told or showed me anything about yourself, what about you want to do, the places you love and things from your past'

Junsu froze, he didn't like to talk about his past, only yoochun knew about it, he hid it from all the rest, no one else knew anything about him, and he didn't like to talk about it at all

'Won't you tell me?' leeteuk whispered softly and junsu didn't speak

'Please, won't you tell me?' leeteuk frowned, looking at junsu he knew something was wrong in the boy's past, he knew it since yoochun told him how junsu didn’t have it all easy and how he hated when someone yelled at him

'I…' junsu hesitated to talk, somehow he saw a mother in leeteuk, he was wise, caring and sweet, he was so gentle with him now and he just felt like opening up to him, he felt like telling him everything he wanted to know

'I… before meeting chunie… I didn't have a family… they died when I was young, I lived in the streets… I… tried to beg for money, work for money and all but people would always yell at me, calling me names and saying that I'm stupid and good for nothing…' junsu paused allowing leeteuk to hug him and wipe a single tear away off his cheek before he carried on talking ' I worked hard, I saved a lot of money and finally I bought this place… it was small and not so pretty… chunie worked hard and made it pretty, chunie told me no to work but to stay at home… to cook him a nice meal and be a good wife while he works out and brings the meat to the table'

'And what did he work with?' leeteuk wondered, what could a magical prince work as?

'He was a psychologist, he worked with kids and helped them… he was a good one' junsu whispered remembering yoochun and how much he liked his work

Leeteuk nodded a little, he had no idea what a psychologist meant, but helping little kids out seemed like something yoochun will do for sure, he always liked to help the kids in need back before running away, he has a good, strong personality that makes anyone trust him and tell him his darkest secret

'Chunie worked for five years, he was the best' junsu smiled a little more

Leeteuk nodded hugging junsu a little more tightly

'And now? What will you do? When we leave I mean' leeteuk finally asked and junsu blinked

'What will you do without yoochun around you, what will you do without him in your life, will you be able to raise the baby alone and explain to him why he won't be able to have a father?' leeteuk whispered sadly

'W…what do you mean?' junsu frowned, he totally didn't like this, he didn't!

'I mean, without you beside him yoochun won't be strong enough, he will be so sad and depressed and he won't be able to get his body back, plus, he won't be able to come here and that… that thing, what if it didn’t leave him alone? It tried to kill him before and it will try again, without you and the baby yoochun won't fight to protect himself, he won't care to stay alive because he got nothing to live for, you'll take his family away from him'

Junsu didn't speak, he was just too afraid, too confused and too hesitating, he didn't want to leave home, why couldn't he and yoochun go back to live here once again like before, with their baby, they'll be happy once again

'Yoochun said… he wanted to take this whole place to the other world, have it in the castle's garden and you two could live with your baby there, you'll have a home there' leeteuk tried

Junsu didn't look at him still; he didn't want to leave here

'Look at me son, all those places you showed me today, they were all about you and yoochun, they were all about you two, what will it feel like to stay alone here, to go to them over and over again but without yoochun with you, to go alone and watch time pass by, to go and wonder what's yoochun doing in the other world, how'll it feel to lose yoochun forever?' leeteuk whispered and junsu widened his eyes

'I…' junsu couldn't believe this, giving up yoochun? Just thinking about it made him feel so broken, the world have gone black around him, no more happiness existed in it, and the baby inside of him seemed to think the same, he seemed not to like that idea too because he began to give junsu pain in the belly, it was obvious he wanted his daddy, junsu wanted him too, but did it really have to mean he won't be able to live here anymore

'Sleep now dear, it's getting late' leeteuk smiled, gave junsu a goodnight kiss on the forehead, a soft, quick one just like the ones he used to give yunho and yoochun when they were babies, he turned off the light and watched junsu laying still on his side of the bed, he wasn't even moving and leeteuk knew he was thinking about it

'I…' junsu finally spoke around midnight

'I love it here… I love this world' junsu whispered and leeteuk listened carefully ' but I love chunie more, much more… and so does baby' junsu hugged his belly and whispered, tears glittering in his eyes as he did

'Honey, look at me' leeteuk reached out to hug junsu softly, he reached to look at junsu in the eyes smiling softly, just like a mother holding her little baby boy and assuring him everything will be alight

'Living in the other world, being there on a daily basis doesn't mean you can't come back here, when yoochun gets his body back, when the baby is born and when everything is over yoochun'll be able to open some portals and we all will come back here, we can always come back to spend the day and even the night sometimes, it won't be goodbye for good, you now'

'Come back?' junsu blinked, they'll be able to come back?

'Of course dear, you know I like it here too' leeteuk smiled ' sometimes it's good to escape the queen's title and just live as a mother and a normal man, not royal or anything, it was a good change'

Junsu smiled and nodded his head a little

'And plus, no one said you can't have two homes, one here and the other in our world'

'Two homes?' blinked junsu, pouting a little, he didn't think about considering the other world as a home, never, but maybe he could try

'So, when yoochun opens the portal for us tomorrow to go back you're coming with us?' smiled leeteuk, he knew this plan will work, using the boy's love against him, showing him how gray this world would be without yoochun in it, he knew junsu was in love with yoochun enough to give up his world for his lover and he was right

'I… will go to chunie… but… I want to take some things with me' junsu pouted

'Anything dear, we will have changmin, heechul, siwon and yunho carry them for you' leeteuk smiled evilly and junsu couldn't help but giggle a little…