Life is like a road, not a bumpy or crowded road, but a road full of holes. You walk through your life, you fall into a hole, but you try to go out and then fill that hole, fill it so you won't face it again and fall because life is about moving forward and if you stayed behind, you'll just stay in one of these holes where you can't be seen and you'll know deep inside that people are passing you by and move forward.

"Mom, I'm leaving to school" a 15 years old kid said, full of energy, ready to start a new day.

"Ok, Chanyeol, be safe" his mother said, he passes the kitchen where his mother in her working suit; making breakfast for his father.

Just like everyday, his life was incredibly normal, the way it has always been, the way he thought it always will be. He just went to his childhood friend house, rang the bell with his wide smile; showing off his good mood for today. Chanyeol was a 15 years old kid with no sense of making right decisions.

"Chanyeol…" the hyperactive childhood friend came out of the house; he screamed his friend's name out loud, before he jump into his arms "Tell me you've done the math homework" Chanyeol accepts his hug happily; giving him a tight hug in return and forgotten about his question.

"Hey! Dude" his friend said, he back off to let Chanyeol go back to his senses.

"You were saying something?" he questions, all that full up his mind this morning that this is going to be a happy day, he just was thinking that it will be the begging of a better days when he confess to his childhood friend and they become in a relationship happily ever after, just like the stories, just like in this kid dreamy thoughts.

"Yes, for god sake pay attention" his friend surrounded his shoulder and began to walk to school, just like a gang boy, just like he has always seen him, his shirt sleeves were always folded and his pants weren't any different, the scent of men perfume he always wears, his short tapered hair, his smile, the fact that they're similar in height, and most importantly the way he always stick to him just like now.

"Math homework, math homework, math homework, math homework…" suddenly Chanyeol woke up from his dreams over his friend repeating 'math homework'

"Math homework," Chanyeol said, in shock, his friend look at him with a wide smile.

"Finally I got your attention" he left his shoulder when they reached the gate and asked "Have you done it?" showing him his hand to give him the note. Chanyeol looked at his hand with a plushy face, he just remembered about the homework when all he thought about last night was confessing to the guy he think of as perfection just because he has feelings for him.

"I'm really sorry, please forgive me" Chanyeol connected his palms together to ask for forgiveness, and he knows one of the thing that he likes about his childhood friend is that he do… forgive.

"Oh my god you haven't done the homework…" his friend said and hold his hand tight to run to the school "We need to find someone who did the homework before the teacher punishes us"

"But I do know the answer, all we need is to reach for the class" Chanyeol said, while they kept running, he saw him turn to him with a smile and say.

"My smartass boy is always a hero," he looked back at the front "Let's go to the class quickly then"

His decision last night was done for good, no one could ever change it that if anyone actually knew about it. The as usual day he has, only raised his expectations and hopes, the feeling of youth, the feeling that everything will go right, that he is going to live forever the way he is now, happy, full of dreams and has faith in people.

"Can we go to buy some fresh juice?" Chanyeol asked, as they were walking out of the school.

"A fresh juice…" his friend gave it a deep thoughts "There is nothing that could be better for a celebration for the credit you had over a homework that was done 5 minutes before class…" he said with a wide smile but then he mentioned "That we're underage, I can't wait till we grow enough to drink whatever we want…" he held Chanyeol's arm and told him "I can't wait to try beer with you for the first time"

"We've done a lot of things together for the first time" Chanyeol said, with happiness "Having a childhood friend can be really special" he happily mentioned, his friend let go of his hand to give him a slight punch on the shoulder and say.

"Having a friend like 'you' as a childhood friend is a special thing"

"Yes, we can do everything together and we can do mistakes, whether to each other nor together and I wish it'll always stay the same"

"It'll always stay the same…" Chayeol's friend walked ahead to face him and walk backwards to face his friend while conversing "You're talking a bit much today, don't you?"

"I reached the point I want anyway…" Chanyeol said, full of confident "You said you're going to be OK with us to make mistakes, do trouble whatever…" Chanyeol's friend began to walk slowly.

"Of course, best thing in doing mistakes now is that we would grow up to laugh about them" he chuckled, wanting to sense it's ok, the subject they're talking about now.

"How about a sin" Chanyeol said, his friend stopped what made him stop the same and wonder why his face expressions turned upside down…

Life is like a road, Chanyeol's life was like any other road, he could walk straight ahead, full of confident and happy about himself, just a teenager, a teenager like any other, he over looked his life just because it was perfect, his vision blocked the hole that was right in front of him…

"A sin," his friend turned serious, he took Chanyeol by surprise when he never thought this would be his reaction.

"I love you" he decided to go along with the script he made.

"We're friends Chanyeol, Childhood friends more over we're boys"

"We already spent a lot of time together, why don't we complete our life as lovers"

"Chanyeol, I told you we're friends" he repeated.

"We slept on the same bed, we took a shower together, and we go to trips, play video games, we do everything together so why not" Chanyeol started to speak louder

"We're friends" his friend said, with thick voice.

"Well, I want us to be more, why don't you love me the same, you're with me all the time, complementing me, sticking beside me, and I believe we can be perfect"

"Chanyeol, don't lose it," his friend said, he pushed him to the ground in order to shut him up and said "If sticking beside you and spending the whole time with you gave you the wrong impression then," he said, backing off after he threw Chanyeol in the first hole that faced him in his life "Make sure to make up your mind before you come toward me again because I swear to god, you're going to regret it the second time I hear you say this"