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One chance
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“The chance is now up to you too… are you willing to go through the same path once again? Are you willing to redo it all again?” Gidae then questioned, looking down at Eunhyuk.

At the moment when Eunhyuk looked up to the sky, the sun had already rising up high, but yet too shy to show itself from behind the clouds; the wind was a little colder and the waves start to get a bit rougher. In a soft voice and a tearful set of eyes, he murmured;

“I’m willing… I’m willing to go through my life again. Even for thousand times… because he is the only one for me.” Eunhyuk closes his eyes and inhales deeply, breathing in fresh air.

The boy just smiled warmheartedly. Standing still at his point, he’s now facing back to the ocean again, feeling the slightly cold breeze.  “You remembered him after all.” The boy whispered as the smile still not dead on his face.

“But you know…” Eunhyuk continued.

Gidae turn to look at the slightly older man back. He then takes a sit at where he is; always ready to hear Eunhyuk’s part of story that he had been keeps deep within his heart.

“Every story needs an ending and I guess that is the ending of my story. Even if I’m willing to go through the same path again, but I’m already reached my limit and I can’t do it anymore because my limit… isn’t infinite. I don’t have the courage, I don’t have the strength to go through it again. I’m afraid I would be hurt again and I don’t wanna hurt him too.” Eunhyuk finally open his eyes again, but there are no emotions evident in it. The sparkles and the courage that always there in his eyes suddenly have gone… vanished completely.

“If this love will only hurt both of us, what’s the meaning of keeping this love…? Better let it go before it’s getting deeper to the point where I really can’t let it go anymore.” He said wistful.

“So, you really want to let this love go?” he asked in that peaceful silence.

“That moment when I let him go was the moment when I decided to let this love go. I had promised myself to not let this love to hurt me or him anymore.”

“What if the decision to let this love go will only hurt you more?”

Silent, Eunhyuk’s tongue tied for a moment. 

“It’s hurt…” Eunhyuk clench his hand at the hem of his shirt, “but knowing that I once had owned this love was already enough for me.” The answered came together with the cold breeze. And the clouds are slowly getting darker. The sun that supposed to brighten the sky suddenly disappeared. “I won’t regret of letting him go.”

“If that is your wish, then hyung….” Gidae stood up again, brushed the soft sand off him and ready to leave; knowing the time is over. Now he sure that this will be the end of their time together. Eunhyuk have realized his most important part.

“You should go and really end it properly this time… because the bond that you think had been broken between you and him... are still connected.” Their eyes meets as they both turned to look at each other.

 

 

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Donghae kneeled down in front of the man that had fall down on the ground, the palm of his hand racing across Eunhyuk’s cheek. The latter’s head snapped to the side, face burning from the hit. Standing back up, he paced up and down the floor before stop in front of him again. “YOU’RE A ING NUISANCE. WHY DID YOU DO THIS ?”

 

“No…” His breaths were not his own as he stood there in that total darkness, unable to move. He heard nothing else but his own voice.

 

Donghae had fought the urge to hit Eunhyuk again and simply turned away, running both hands through his hair. “I married you out of ing pity.” He hissed, “And I only ever ed your disgusting, body because I felt bad for your pathetic self. Don’t you ever forget that?” Eunhyuk slowly shakes his head.  

“So, don’t you be all mighty and do whatever you pleased.” Donghae then headed for the door and warned “the next time you step out of this house once again, I’ll bring hell to you!”

 

He then could hear a soft cry in the distance, a very desperately pleading. In the darkness, he tried to walk towards the sound. Until when suddenly he found death was all around, encompassing him, wanting to take him far away.

The death brought with it a feeling of dread more powerful than anything he had ever known. He couldn’t move, he could feel his arms being held down, and he knew he was very broken. His eyes would not open and there was only darkness.

 

“I’m now letting you free!” With a still bright smile, Eunhyuk’s eyes focused on Donghae’s face. “Thank you for everything. Goodbye, Donghae!” He said softly, turned around and leaving.

 

“No! Save me, Eunhyuk! Please, help me!” He fell on his knees and wailing outright as he was alone in that scary darkness.

 

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“Sir! Sir!” Donghae was jolted awake by a voice and by hand on his shoulder shaking him lightly. Donghae’s eyes opened to a total brightness, with a confused head he looked at the woman in front him. He sat up straight and realized that he must have fall asleep while working as he still at his desk in his office.

“All the board members are already here, the meeting will start once you’re ready.” His secretary said. “Err… is it okay to continue the meeting or should I cancel it?” She asked carefully as she saw Donghae is still confused.

“That… that’s okay.” He stands up careful. “Give me 5 minutes to prepare first.”

“Okay, sir.” She

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Rinz1976 #1
I read this multiple times already, but the emotions I have when I first read it is still the same. It pained me so much. I already knew the story still, my heart hurts every time I read it again. I love the story very much. It is heart-wrenching but with a happy ending. Kudos to you authonim.
yoitsrani
#2
Chapter 2: I want to cry. Pain
yoitsrani
#3
Chapter 1: My poor heart can't handle the angst. But I love this story so much, so I'm reading this again
Aidenlee_24 #4
Chapter 12: I cried a lot. Thank you for making the ending beautiful for them both. 💙
yoitsrani
#5
Re-read this heartbreaking and beautiful story again
Wanny0707
#6
Chapter 12: This is my favourite among others haehyuk fanfic that I've ever read, I always comeback here to read this masterpiece again and again ,please don't ever delete this story..
_hazel20 #7
Chapter 12: Your story is way too good. I had to shed so many tears for Hae and Hyuk. Now I’m smiling like an idiot at this chapter. The way you express both’s feelings is really impressive. Thank you for creating this lovely story of Haehyuk.
chinguVIP #8
Chapter 12: ????????????
cynthiasarah
#9
Chapter 12: i am a scriptwriter and also a student in pursuing my course in lecturing i never cried while reading a fic also in the middle of my whole class and my friends started asking me what was wrong with me! I lost the love of my life who was my first love in a car crash as well and i couldn't tell him how much I loved him despite the fact we were dating and it's been 8 whole years and this story reminded me of him so much! To those who are in love and to those who do not fee their love please love and understand that person who loves you so you don't regret yourself when that person is completely gone!
shery_holic
#10
Chapter 12: Thruthfully i'm never read agst because i cant handle it hahaha....but because im read all the comment said this is really beautifull and IT IS!! Hoe you express their emotion its really GOOD!!!!!