Yoseob POV     They're all inside, with Junhyung, and I'm here, pushing him away. You'll think that I'm selfish, but this is the best for him.       I pull up my sleeve, scars. Faded scars. Yes. Scars. You should know what scars.       You'll ask me why? Because of the hate. I get the most hate in the group, and of course, Doojoon doesn't know. If Doojoon knows, I'll die. Although I want to die, I can't. Although I get lots and lots of hate, I still have "fans". Fans. I chuckled. Fans? I'm sure fans won't judge you if you're sick and your voice isn't perfect, right? Most of my fans are like that. Judging, no matter how much I try. I can't be perfect. I straighten my hair, dye it back to black because "fans" ask me to. When I dye it black, people ask me to dye it to other colors.     I deleted my twitter, because I get too much hate. People call me fat, I try to eat lesser. I work out, I try my best, but they're still asking for more. People compare me with Dongwoon, DooJoon, Kikwang, Hyunseung, Junhyung. Dongwoon vs. Yoseob, who should be the main vocalist? Dongwoon. DooJoon vs. Yoseob, who has more fans? DooJoon. Kikwang vs. Yoseob, who has more muscles? Kikwang. Hyunseung vs. Yoseob, who can dance better? Hyunseung. Junhyung vs Yoseob, who can rap better? Junhyung, of course.     People say that I should quit B2ST. People ask Cube why they'll let me be in B2ST.       I know, I'm not perfect. Not even near perfect, but I'm trying. Do you think it;s easy? Working all day, having nightmares, waking up at 3am just to check the charts, and then the cycle goes on. I'm tired.     If I'm gone, will anyone notice? Will "fans" care? Will haters regret what they say? Should I just..end all this? At this point, tears were streaming down my cheeks, no one cares anyway. I just hope Junhyung will be fine. Maybe he shouldn't block that bullet f