you really dont remember?
Never Forgotten - Sequel to My First Love
" I'm sorry but who are you?" everyone looked at me wide eyed as I looked around Seunghyun and Yoseob were the most shocked.
" Should I know who you are?"I looked at the guys face he looked like he just got stabbed serval times but wouldn't let out his tears.
" Eun Mi you don't know who I am are you kidding me?! After everything we've been through, how can you forget" I flinched a little when he started to raise his voice
"That's why I'm asking who you are!"
"Eun Miah you don't remember Kikwang?" I nodded my head a bit fustrated ad annoyed how a person I don't know started yelling at me.
" Kikwang I'll tell you about it later just don't ask any more it'll make matters worse.
" Oh I almost forgot!" I wet up to Jung Hyung and gave him a hug surprising him just a little, " Gomawo for helping me out the other night. I wanted I thank you again." Everyone looked at me a bit confused but the guy you yelled at me earlier seemed he was going to lose it soon.
" No problem. Anytime you need help or if that happens again call me and I'll be there ok." Junghyung gave me a warm smile making me smile in return.
"what's going on?" Doojoon asked on behalf of everyone else that didnt know .
Thinking that he meant no harm I answered normally, " I was working the other night and a drunk guy tried to assault jiyong here and I helped her out so she could get some help first so I took cared of the guy, but in the meantime he was being you could say difficult and that when Junghyung helped me."
They all didnt say anything but not long after the guy named Kikwang stormed out if the room I couldn't help but feel partly responsible so I followed him outside I felt like I needed to tell him but before I knew what to say my body moved by itself and followed him to wherever it was he was going.
I followed him down to the cafe that was down the road I remembered that I went here a few times but when he stopped and turned around it was like he already knew that I was going to follow him, he gave me a desperate yet sad expression. He walked up to me and grabbed me by the hand and forcing me to sit at one of the tablesI couldn't help but feel that this was familuar as he sat in the seat in front of me witha serious look as he looked me up and down.
" Eun Miah do you really not remember me cause if you do and this is a joke you need to stop its not funny." He must have calmed himself down from the walk he was no longer yelling but was speaking softly but at the ssame time sounding serious.
"Neh, I'm sorry I don't remember you but should I?" He gave a deep sigh before he answered as calmly as he could.
" Well, maybe its for the best that you don't remember for now but can I ask why it is that you don't remember?"
" I was in an accident not to long ago but I don't know much of the details but I'm sure that since you apparently know me either Yoseob or Seunghyun can tell you."
" Arasso, Eun Mi why did you come after me if you don't know me? I thought that you would know me for sure if your able to follow me." I could see sadness filling in his eyes with every word me spoke as he looked me directly.
" I only followed you, because I had this feeling that it was all my fault and I had to explain it to you and that was it."
" Oh, well I guess thats it then. You should go back to the others I swear if anything happens to you while your with me I won't hear the end of it from Yoseob, he can have a loud mouth when he wants to."
I was about to say something but before I could he pushed me away towards the house telling me to hurry back. I started walking off without him but when I turned around I was almost hoping that he was either not looking or was walking the opposite direction but instead he was walking the same way but at a far away distance when he noticed that I was looking at him he smiled back. Seeing that he wasn't mad or anything I continued walking home to the others without a worry.
Kikwang POV
After I pushed her so she could get home ahead of me I waited a few moments before following behind her all the while constantly thinking what was happening. I wanted to know so many things like, 'Was the accident that bad?' 'Will she ever regain her memories of me?' 'What was the real reason why she followed me earlier?' 'Why is she back home after so many years?' 'Who were those other guys with her?' and 'Is she going out with one of them?'. The main question was does she still feel the same way towards me like she did only a few years ago, it was still possible that she might have but feeling can change over the course of 5 years. I had to at least admit to myself that I thouht that when she moved away right after we finally admitted to eachother that we love one another that she was out of her mind but I only wanted what was best for her and let her go. It was painful without her it took me weeks to get over her, I couldn't sleep and I refused eating anything. It was only almost 3 months later that I slowly began to start acting like myself with teh help of Yoseob's constant visits saying that when she's ready to return she will, and that I should know better than to blame everything on her after what I put through. I was so caught up in my throughts that when I looked up for a moment to check if she was fine in fact she was looking back at me with a surprised look, I couldn't control my feeling taht I automatically smiled back at her then she turned around and walked off without glancing back the whole way home to the others.
I watched her walk, its been so long since the last time I saw her and it still felt like it was a dream, when we finally arrived back at the house the young girl that came with her came running and gave her a hug, whoever she was I knew that she cared alot for Eun Mi but when one of the guys came out and watched them from the door I could feel a rush of jealousy I had no idea who he was, who he was smiling warmly at and why. It just fustrated me and I knew now that she was always happy even if she wasn't with me. I walked past them and headed into the kitchen to get a drink Yoseob was in there with a tall guy who had a gummy smile, before I could get a glass Yoseob dragged me over to him and introduced us.
"Kikwang! Come here meet Yongguk he's from a group called BAP and the two of us are preforming a song together. He's been watching and looking after Eun Mi for us while she was gone." I could tell from his voice and the slight jumping up and down that Yoseob was happy. I looked at the guy he didn't seem like a bad person but i still felt uneasy about something.
" Hi thanks for looking after her." The guy named Yongguk gave a gummy smile before he started talking.
" No she was more than welcome to stay with us, she was going to a hard time when we found her at work and well Jiyong, the young girl thats always with her, insisted she stay with us."
" Who's the guy thats near the both of them?" I couldn't resist I needed to know whta he was to Eun Mi.
" Daehyun? Daehyun is Jiyong's boyfriend. He's always around Eun Mi because he can't bear not being around Jiyong after her accident." I looked at him a bit confused.
" Accident?" I questioned.
" Neh, just like Eun Mi Jiyong was in an accident but had different side effects. Thats why both Eun Mi and Jiyong are so close because they have gone through similar situations. You know she was actually really excited to come see everyone again, she was that estatic that she couldn't sleep at all last night but pretty much slept the whole travel here. Yosoeb I can see why you deeply care for her she is cute in her own way, so much that she is like a younger sister to me."
" She is more than cute - " I mummbled under my breathe
" I know she is Kikwang, I'm guessing you like her?" my eyes widen, did he hear me? I can feel my face going red now no one was suppose ot hear me say that.
" a-anniyo. I lost the feeling I had for her years go there's no way I could still like her besides she doesn't even remember me. It would surprise me if she has someone she likes."
I was so embarassed that before either Yoseob or Yongguk answered I was already out the door. When I walked out it seemed that everyone was getting along fine Seunghyun and Doojoon were with tall guy that looked about there age talking about something while Junghyung and Dongwoon with the the two younger kids. I walked past them to the back door and just stood there for a few moments thinking to myself 'could I still like her?' Its been years I have moved on I'm not with anyone but I have regular blind dates that occassionally go well and I think the one that I have been seeing lately I have grown to like her for some reason.
I walked around to the front of the house and poked my head around the corner of the building she was still with the two of them talking and laughing, you'd think she would go inside now since its getting dark but I guess she has always been like that. I stayed there watching her from a distance and when she stood up the light reflected off her face it looked as if she was shinning I could have sworn that at that moment my heart temporarily stopped.
Is it possble that I still like her?
hi everyone sorry for the really late update, did you see this coming? This chapter is probably really short so I apologise and I'l try make it a bit longer in the next chapter.
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