Road Trip

Looking for Angels [A Pandine Collaboration]
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... Taking that first step is always the hardest and requires the most faith, but you must take it before you can travel great distances ...


“We're really going, aren't we?” Tiffany asked while watching the streaks of lights pass by on her side window. It was a clear night, and the road was inordinately empty. Bright dots of light lay splattered across the darkened sapphire sky – stars that made a trail overhead in humble opulence. Gracing the heavenly vision were dark stratus clouds that clung to the azure troposphere like Velcro. Tiffany opened the window slightly and breathed in the scent of the boundless night.

“To Gyeonju?” Taeyeon rhetorically asked, her eyes firmly fixed on the road before her, “Yes, we really are.”

With a baffled expression, Tiffany glanced at her best friend and said, “Why?... I mean, I know we're looking for angels... but why the sudden urgency? Why Gyeonju? And why now after so many years of abandoning that idea?”

“I saw Mr.Lee-”

“Mr.Lee? You saw Mr.Lee?” the girl cut in, eyes wide with surprise until it gradually drooped down once their honeyed memories started to drip into her mind. “Gosh, it feels like it was just yesterday we were trespassing in his backyard.” Tiffany voiced before following it with a soft and warm chuckle, “How is he?”

Taeyeon smiled at that as she turned left at an intersection. “He seemed to be doing quite well when I talked to him. A strong one, that.” Heaving a sigh that spoke volumes, the girl turned to look at Tiffany for a brief second before shifting her eyes back on the road. “He told me that there are angels in Gyeonju. I thought he was insane at first, but there was something in his eyes that told me otherwise. You might think I'm crazy, but I believe him.”

Tiffany snorted in response to her words. Shaking her head, she lightly replied “I've always thought you were crazy TaeTae. And no, it's not because you believe that there are angels.... I just think you're crazy in general, but that's what I like about you.”

Taeyeon flashed her a smile that bore all the feelings that were contained in her heart. Feelings of acceptance, gratefulness, hope, and love. “So how about it Fany, you, me, doing this one last quest together?”

“Last huh? I guess this really is it....” the sick girl responded with a reminiscing smile, “our last shot to look for angels.”

“Think of it as a roadtrip, a journey, an adventure.”


Eighteen year old Tiffany stood behind a panel of various people, all dressed in full black, staring down at an engraved concrete plate. The words written upon the stone were the initials of Tiffany's grandmother: Hwang MinSook. Unlike the movies, the sky wasn't crying with her, and dreariness hadn't hovered over the ceremony. No, it was like any typical spring day. The birds chirped their morning song, flowers bloomed in full radiance, and the wind whispered words of renewal.

“Fany, are you alright?” Taeyeon asked from behind her as she placed a hand kindly on her shoulder. She wore a sentimental look, perfectly displaying her aching heart for the poor girl who now had no one but her.

“Yeah TaeTae, I'll be alright” Tiffany weakly replied before wrapping her arms around her best friend as she sought for some form of comfort and strength by the radiating warmth she gave. “...You know, she's the only family I have, and now that she's gone...” Unable to restrain her deep grief over the loss of her grandmother, she let it all out in tears.

“That's not true, you have me” the shorter girl reassured while patting her best friend on the back consolingly. “And my family has always loved you, so you have them as well.”

“I know... it's just that, she's gone and-”

“You shouldn't worry about her. She's off to a better place now. She gets to start over, have a new journey, a new adventure. Grandma Hwang is just taking a very long roadtrip somewhere and she... she can't come back because the trip doesn't allow U-turns. I'm sure she'll miss you, but this is a new quest for her. What if she hears you right now, won't you feel bad? Wanting a stop in her new adventure, now you're just being a kill joy” Taeyeon said, following it with a chuckle. She had hoped her small joke would lift the girl's broken spirit.

Tiffany let out a quiet giggle, “I guess you're right. This is just a new adventure for her”

"I am right. And we've got our own adventure and quest to complete here too. So let's wish grandma Hwang luck on her new adventure, and in turn, she'll wish us luck on ours."


“Well, we got nothing to lose. I'm dying anyways and as long as I'm with my TaeTae, I'm up for anything” Tiffany chimed with a bright smile that complimented the starry night. Looking at the rear view mirror, the girl asked “But won't the hospital be mad that we left?”

“Of course”

“We also stole one of their portable oxygen tanks, and not to mention a wheelchair, and some pain killers.”

“I'll pay them back later. Once you get better and once I take back that job I quit-”

“You didn't have to quit your job for me” Tiffany bluntly cut in.

“I know, but priorities change when you have a best friend who has terminal leukemia. I didn't want to waste my time working when I could be with you. And plus, you've inherited a lot of money to pay for your hospital bills so I really didn't need to be working.”

“Stop mooching off of my grandmother's money” Tiffany playfully teased. “If she knew about this, she might want to cut her trip short and haunt you for the rest of your life.”

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UndefinedCharacter
#1
Chapter 18: Very good description of different forms of love. I so like it! :)
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#2
Chapter 17: Awwww, that was nice. It's a start!
She's gonna have another angel. :)
And the other angels she gained through the journey remains beside her...

This is really a good read.

I purposely read it during this season as a way of reflecting.

It warms my heart.

And it got me a lot of things to think about.

Great story! Thank you dear author, and to you who posted this here. ☺️
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#3
Chapter 15: I'm crying...
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#4
Chapter 14: "Time can't let us change back to who we were before the loss, but rather, allows us to accept the new creature we have become."
I find Taeyeon's situation relatable. I lost someone special to me and I can't really move on. Until now I'm undecided of what to do and how to go on without that person.
I'm glad I decided to read this. Especially this season.
Thanks again for posting it here. :)
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#5
Chapter 14: "Time can't let us change back to who we were before the loss, but rather, allows us to accept the new creature we have become."
I find Taeyeon's situation relatable. I lost someone special to me and I can't really move on. Until now I'm undecided of what to do and how to go on without that person.
I'm glad I decided to read this. Especially this season.
Thanks again for posting it here. :)
UndefinedCharacter
#6
Chapter 13: 'There was nothing more devastating than having nothing to hope for."
It's what makes you go on... :)
Hang in there for a little bit more Tiffany!
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#7
Chapter 11: It was a difficult decision to make...
And it's hard to be rational at that kind of situation. 😔
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#8
Chapter 7: She loves her too... 🥹
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#9
Chapter 6: I'm only on the 5th chapter and my heart is breaking already...
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#10
Chapter 4: Come to think of it, I never thought about that, of how people always talked about seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, but never about reaching it.

Good question. There's a lot of answers going on in my mind. :)

I am a decade late to reading this. This is a good read to reflect on my own life. 😁

Thanks for sharing their story here. 😉