There  I was. Staring at my mom's bloody nose. She was over the sink shielding the blood with her hand so I couldn't see. Pill's were scattered on the floor and guess where her phone was.

The toilet. "Omma". Was all I could get out. I heard Gna opening the door at the back clutching groceries. I couldn't bother to look. They were already on the ground. Gna ran to my mom and held the medication out. "Wae!!?". She screamed out."How could you do this to us!!?". "How!". Her grip on mom was strong. Almost to strong.

I felt like fainting. Before Gna could rip her arm off I grabbed Gna's wrist."Stop!". I cried out using all of my energy. She pushed me away causing me to fall on the ground.

I quickly got up and darted towards the front and got my shoes putting them back on. I helped up my unconscious mom from my sister's grip proping her up. "We need to take her to the hosiptal". Gna nodded and helped me get her body into the car.

We set mom at the back. Gna drove and I sat in the front. We all knew, we couldn't afford the hospital in Gangnam but we went anyway.

Why do good people suffer so much? My mother is such a good person. I pushed my baby hair behind my ear and mouthed aloud "your going to be okay". Mom was already unconscious. For some reason I felt she could still hear me. We reached the hospital quickly due to no traffic, me and Gna hauled out mom from the back seat. Both of us carrying her weight to the emergency room.  When we got closer to the door, nurses rushed a wheelchair to her immediately. Before we could say goodbye, she was already hauled off to some vacant room.

I sat in the velvet lined waiting room trying my best to wipe away my tears. It was hard being in the waiting room when doctors are pumping your mother's arms. Why did she try to overdose?? I couldn't stop the tears from flowing staining my hot cheeks. You know those tears that just keep coming that it would be pointless to wipe them away? Yeah. It was those kind of tears. The ones that make your heart ache too the point, you feel numb. Not naive tears, or the ones when you shake because your so upset over something. 

I felt a white thing being placed over my head. Covering my vision.  I looked up and took it off of my face. Oh its a tissue. I looked around to see who put it  on me. No one's here. Thats odd.

I used the tissue to wipe the remaining tears away and got up to go to the bathroom to wash my face. I walked towards the hallway to see Junhyung at the corner with his phone out.

I couldn't help but look at him. He looked distant very cold looking. Almost like a cold prince. From his dark colored hair to his plump lips. Lips? Hyuna aish! why are you thinking about his lips?!.

"What are you looking at"?

I shook my head snapping me out of my "fantasy". I bowed and quickly walked past him.

Did he give me the tissue? I couldn't help but smile. He still is a jerk though I reminded myself.  No he couldn't have. I splashed my face with water. Hyuna! snap out of it! I  patted my cheeks and pulled up my worn jeans.

I walked back to the waiting room to see Junhyung sitting where I was. I took out my phone and sat down. Scrolling through the games I could possibly play. Doesn't this hosiptal have wifi? I looked at the settings. Crap! you need a passcode.

Whatever. Clutching my phone in my palm. I looked over to Junhyung.

He looked like he had alot to do on his phone. By the way since when did he have a scar by his eye.  Truth be told he looked manly for a boy with chubby cheeks. Cheeks? for real Hyuna! you have too stop.. I mentally wanted too hit myself.

I looked down at my phone quickly. I don't want him cursing me out just for looking at him.

"So..Why are you here?" Why did I just say that? I felt like covering my mouth. Junhyung glanced at me and sighed. "WHY would I tell a nerd like you?". "I'm not one of your science projects so stop looking at me".

I scoffed how could someone be like this. I didn't know how to stand up for myself so I said the obivious "I wasn't looking at you, I was just looking at the poster behind you..". Wow Hyuna great comeback..

Why am I even focusing on him? I furiously got up and walked to the hosiptal room that mom was in. Gna was outside clenching a tight fist. I wrapped my arms around Gna embracing her. "It's going to be ok sis'. I murmured. It was true we were going to be okay.

Me and Gna spent our childhood alone. Gna was more of a mother to me than mom was. We spent almost every holiday alone. Mom was never home to even buy groceries.

So we had to take up on the cooking. It got to the point where we had to beg our neighbors for food. It wasn't entirely mom's fault she spent most of her time in the hospital. The hospital is like a second home for her. 

Well thats all in the past. I know me and my sister can make it. For some reason I had a newly found confidence. Must be from school. I took off my glasses and stared at them. Maybe I shouldn't wear these anymore.Gna has always had to do everything related to me. For a change I'll be the mother she never had.

 When we get home im going too change. I'm not only going to improve myself for me but for omma and Gna. I have to be strong for our family.

She at leasts has to see me graduate from highschool.

The doctors rolled out omma in a wheelchair she meekly looked at us giving me a weak smile. I hated seeing her like this, even though it wasn't the first time seeing her in a weak state.

The nurses wheeled her into a different room. The doctor smiled at us "Don't be worried she's totally fine just needs some time to rest". "I would suggest enrolling her into a rehab or any other services...I'm afraid to say this but she might have a drug problem". "Due too this drug problem the cancer has spread to various parts of her party". "For now she has to stay in the hospital,  so we help her out of this state".

Gna gapped . I just stood there taking it in. "Gna lets go home". I grabbed her wrist and tugged her all the way out to the hospital parking lot before she can have a tantrum.  I softly spoke because of Gna's temper.

I guess thats why when we were little, people could tell us apart. That and also Gna was alot older.  "Gna.. omma is not going to get better by us yelling at her...lets give her time".

She nodded and opened the door pulling at her seatbelt securing it. I did the same and pulled out my earbuds popping them into my ears.

By tomorrow omma should be fine. I mouthed to myself. I cranked the volume up and shut my eyes. Forcing myself to believe a lie.

(Junhyung pov)

    Aish..Stupid girl. Is she following me? Well I wouldn't blame her. I straightened my posture. Why did I  give her my tissue? Junhyung..don't even think about it. I slumped down against the cement wall,taking out my phone. When a black little figure caught my eye. "Hey". I reached over to the stranded kitty. "Your lost from home aren't you?".

I held the wet kitten close to me and put in my earbuds. Staring into the cold rain.

Hey! guys did you enjoy this chapter?

All I can say is THINGS are about to CHANGE.

For the better or worse?

You'll be the judge of that...

Lol. Again! Sorrryyy a cagillion times for not updating frequently.