Chapter 4: Perhaps, Love
A Leap of Fate
"The song we are going to sing, Sarang in gayo. Why? You don't know that song?" I smiled at him, covering up my embarassment, and my assume.
"Arasseoyo." I replied as I shoo the initial thought of confession.
(Play this song
Perhaps Love by Howl and J
"Eonje yot don geonji, gieok hajin anha..
(Don't remember when it happened)
jakku nae meoriga neoreo wo jiropdeon shijak
(I'd get dizzy just thinking about you)
Handubeonsshik ddeo-oreudeon saenggak
(Because my thoughts kept stretching, my heart was surprised.)
Jakku neureogaseo jogeum tanghwangseureoweon i maeum..."
(I feel anxious as my heart expands towards you)
I start to sing the first line of the girl. I'm used to performing but this is the first time I'm doing a duet with my childhood crush, Mr. Jae Wook. I occassionaly glance at him as he strum the guitar.
"byeoriri anilsu itdago sasohan maeum irago
naega nege jakku mareul haneunge eosaekhangeol..."
(It's nothing.. it's just a little thing
Your words are awkward to me)
From my periphal vision I can see Mr.Jae Wook occassionally look at me while singing his lines. But I didn't met any of his gaze because I might faint on the spot. Aigooo..
"sarangingayo? geudae nawa gatdamyeon shijak ingayo
(Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?)
mami jakku geudael saranghandaeyo
(My heart keeps saying it loves you)
on sesangi deutdorok sorichineyo
(It screams out for the whole world to hear)
wae ijeya deullijyo...
(Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?)
seorol mannagi wihae ijeya sarang chajatdago"
(We've finally met.. finally found love)
As we sang together, I looked at the fox who was busy looking somewhere. Mwoya, I focus myself on his performance awhile ago then when its my turn he wouldn't! Jukneunda nappeun nomiya! Aiisssh!
"saenggakhaebomyeon (saengakhaebomyon)
manheun sungansoge (soge)
eolmana manheun
seolleim isseonneunji
jogeum neujeun geumankeum nan
deo jalhae julkkeyo..."
(When I think about it [when I think about it]
I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled
I’ll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings)
As Mr.Jae Wook and I's duet was about to end, I was startled when he stop strumming the guitar and held my hand. I continued singing despite the butterflies flying in my stomach. What, what's.. What is he doing?! He's killing me, Aigoo. The others were even teasing us. I look at Eun Nel who was red fuming with, jealous? Haha I haven't told you she has a crush on Mr. Jae Wook too.
"hamkke halkkeyo chueogi doel gieongman seonmulhalkkeyo
dasin naegyeoteseo tteonaji mayo
jjarbeun sunganjochado buranhan geollyo
naege meomulleojoeyo oooh-
geudael ireoke manhi (geutorok manhi)
(I’ll be with you, I’ll only give you fond memories
Please don’t ever leave me again
Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy
Please stay by me~)
saranghago isseoyo (geudae yeoyaman) imi..."
I already love you so much (you’re the only one)
When I turn to look at the fox, he was... looking at our hands intently. Then his gaze met mine. I think I saw.. hatred on his eyes. I look away, it suddenly felt humid. The moment we stopped singing I immediately let go of Mr.Jae Wook's hold on my hand. I smiled at him then bowed.
"That was Daebak! Everybody does their part, and you are all very good. I hope we can have more get together like this."
"Mullonijyo Mr. Jae Wook." The Ha Na girl said. I was about to smirk when I saw.. her arms hooked with Jinyoung. WOW, the fox already pick up that girl.
I turn my back as soon as we all finished saying our goodbyes to each other, then rolled my eyes and start to walk home.
"Ya, gidarilkke!" I heard the fox howl. Tch,why would I?
I walked faster, not responding or turning my back to face him. You should walk your girl home you player!
I stopped when I suddenly feel dizzy again. Aissh. My head hurts so much. This is your fault you fox!
"I told you to wait for me, didn't you hear me? Are you daydreaming about your Oppa again?" From behind, he held me by the arm. I blinked my eye repeatedly, hoping the diziness would go away. I didn't even have the power to let go of his grip on my arm.
"Oh, what's the problem you ?" He turn to face me. I held my head, it felt so heavy. I bit my lip, I can't speak.
"Ya, is your head aching again?" That was the last words I heard, then everything else went pitch black.
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