'Hye Pyeong, why happen?' I asked when I saw her frown. /she immediately turn her head away when I try to look at her.'baby, please! Why are you crying?' I try to forcesfully turn her face to me. However, her eyes focus on the ground instead of me. 'Im not crying!' She said. 'Then why you don't want to look at oppa? Am I that horrible to look at?' I jokingly said, hoping I could light up her smile. I failed. She still refuse to held her head up and look at me. 'Im... I'm fine!' She turn away again. I turn her face and lift up her chin slowly this time. Yes! I could tell something is bothering her. 'Tell me!' I feel so hurt when saw her being like this. Then, she force another bitter smile. 'Dont ask oppa~'she turn her back to me and walk to the bed side. 'I'm tired! I want to sleep~ sorry, oppa!' A blanket was pulled harshly by her to over her head. 'Hye Pyeong-' before I could say more, her hand sneak out from the blanket and turn of the light. 

 

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Late night, I can't really sleep due to the problem I'm facing. I don't want to talk with anyone because I don't want to bother them but the problem can't solve by me. Frustration and sadness just don't dissolve. Suddenly, I heard some noise. What is that?! Will it be thief?! Seunghyun went out already now only left me. I simply grab a wood before went down and check it out. Just when I want to hit as I saw the shadow. The music start. The light turn on . 'Seunghyun?' I shouted as I saw my own boyfriend stand in front of me. 'Hye Pyeong, what-'he look shock as he saw my hand raise up while holding a wood, prepare to hit him. I immediately let it down 'what you doing here? I thought you went home?' I asked. He smiled without say anything. He walk back to the DVD player and replay the music. He start to rap along with the rhythm . I smile with relief and sit on the couch. Patiently listening his performance and suddenly the music stopped. He look panic for that and caused me why bad things keep on happening?! So much troubles every day... Now he is trying to make me happy, the above also have to do this to stop me from being happy?! 

 

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Looking at her expression turn from smiling slightly to frown again, I know she being sad. I got an idea! I smirked.

 

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Just when I thought everything bad were aiming on me. He start beat boxing. I look at him and smiling. He come near to me, cupped my face. 'Baby, I don't know what happen in you, but I could tell you're not happy! I can't stand you being like this!' Slowly I could feel his thumb rubbing my cheeks. Our eyes are locked but words just don't come out from me. 'No matter what happen just don't turn away!' He kiss on my lips softly. I can't hide my tears and emotion now. I immediately hugged him tight and buried my head on his chest. I could feel his chuckled 'aigo, my baby girl!' He pat on my head 'its alright now! Everything would be fine! I will by your side every time you're falling! Because I love you! I want you to know! That I love you...'he played my hairs 'I will never let you go, my sweet girl!' His hug get tighter. I feel the warm as he said those words. I enjoying in listening to his sincere heart beat for a while. 'I love you too! I'm sorry!' I push him away slightly as I said. He placed his finger on my lips 'shrrrrr...'he pull me close to him again 'you know what?! I check out your blog before and you said you love to listen my rap and beatbox whenever you being sad/tired. I never thought my rough deep voice could be someone's lullaby! Now let oppa help you to drift to your wonderful dreamland!' He lifted me up with bride style to the room, singing/beat boxing/rap till I fall asleep. He didn't ask a single word about what my doubt is as he know I don't want to talk about it at this moment. Just quietly make me sleep in his embrace