Jongin's POV    What just happened? One minute, I was hiding in the bathroom, then I hear Kyungsoo singing, then I'm kissing him! Why is this happening?! Why did Kyungsoo leave? Damn you, Jongin! You're such an idiot! I paced around the bathroom.    "What do I do? He's obviously upset with me." I asked no one in particular. What I didn't suspect was a voice coming from the trashcan.    "Oppa, tell him you love him back." I jumped as a head popped out of the rubbish bin.    "Have you been here the whole time?" She shook her head.    "That's not important. What's important is that YOU need to confess to Kyungsoo oppa." She poked my chest.    "Do you think I don't want to? I just don't know how. I've never loved anyone as much as I love Kyungsoo."    "So tell him! If you really loved him, telling him should make you happy, not a nervous wreck!" She reached her arm out and slapped me over the head.    "You don't understand! He... does things to me! Like... Ugh! I can't explain!" She softened.    "Why don't you try?"    I sighed. "Okay. First, he makes me feel happy. So happy, you wouldn't even know. When I'm with him, I feel like I'm on top of the world. I have this need to protect him at all times and make sure only I keep him away from danger. When he kissed me, my heart skipped a beat. I didn't know what to feel. I liked it, way more than I should have. It felt nice. It felt... normal. It was like we were already a couple. That's how I wanted it to be." I stopped and frowned.    The trashcan fangirl told me to continue. "Because I felt that way, I distanced myself. If I was anywhere near him, I would lose it. I didn't want him to think of me as some kind of mutt. And then, he came here. He started to sing. I mean, did you hear him? It was mind-blowing!"    "That's not the only thing you'd like him to blow." She muttered.    "What?"    "What?" I looked at her weirdly.    "Anyways, that's why I didn't respond or chase after him. The only person in my entire life, that I love, said he loved me. He loves me. ME. How was I supposed to react? This was too much for me to handle. I'm not experienced in these lovey-dovey type things. It's not like I wanted him to run away. Like hell, I did. I just... I couldn't respond. And I hate myself so much because of that!"    "Oppa, don't be so hard on yourself. Love makes you do things like this. Kyungsoo oppa just needs time. He just confessed his love to you. Don't you think that it's making him crazy, too? When he first met you, he thought you were the cockiest bastard on Earth. That you we