"Why do people at school must judge and bully? Like isn't school a place where you go to just learn and be educated? I mean that's why I go to school. But I constantly get teased and bullied because of who I am. Why can't the world be more understanding and less judgmental? Can I just be myself and not get bullied for it? I try so hard to ignore the people that bully me, but I always find myself later on, just hurting so much. I don't even talk to anyone, I mean it. Every time I open my mouth to say anything, I have always been beaten up about it. Now, since I don't talk or do anything, people have resorted to calling me mute or stupid girl who can't react or feel anything. Why do they choose to pick on me? I haven't done anything wrong. I admit I'm weird and stick out more than I should. I also admit that I'm not like most girls and that I have hobbies that might sound boring or weird to some people. But it defines who I am. I'm always judged and bullied for everything I do. I always just wonder why do I even try to be strong and have hope when I'm not even capable of being strong and there's no absolute hope."

- Unusual Girl

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Infinitlybana says...

No....Please don't say that... There is hope. There is people that love you for who YOU are. Seriously it seems so hard and hopeless and no one seems so love you? Wrong. God loves you. And you might not know who I am and I might not know who you are.. But, really? It doesn't matter. I love you too. I might not know your whole life story but those people that judge you? They probably have no use in their life. Nothing else better to do. I mean it. I know that is what everyone says and it might sound cliche but it's true there are people who love you for you out there I GUARANTEE it. Don't loose hope. Show them that you are strong and that you are worth everything. Show them you arn't hurt by their digusting words. Show them you are proud to be who you are. It's going to take a lot of work trust me I'm slightly going through it too. There are going to be moments when you just want to bawl your eyes out at night... And it may happen daily... And through that period of time it feels like hell. But in the end it is all worth it. When you start to see the good things in life. The things that make you happy, and you start forgetting about all the other cruel things and you just lean back and relax and become thankful for everything. Everything that you have that others might not. You stop to smell the roses, but then you also notice that every rose has a thorn. But that's okay. Life is difficult. It isn't easy. You arn't the only one going through it. You can P/M me if you want. In the end... Everything will be all right. You just have to be patient.

 

 

b1a4lova says...

Well... infinitybana said everything that I wanted to say. Don't take their dumb opinions too seirously. It's just an opinion. That what I tell myself when someone tells me something negative about me. Those people don't know all the little things you had to endure. What I do is just put on a fake smile and ignore what they say. I sometimes say thank you to them  to show them that I don't care about their opinion. 

I might sound like a student counslor... but I know what you've been through. I got bullied for being a Korean. There was this really racist video on YouTube and it made fun of North Koreans. However, the song also made fun of Koreans in general. One of my best friends (he's a guy) and his group of friends started using that racist video to make fun of me. I barely even know 99% of all of the people that bullied me...

I honestly think bullying is stupid too. It just proves that the bully/bullies have nothing to do. Or it's just that they are not mature enough. 

Unusual girl... Don't be too upset about whats going on in school. There are people that care about you. Even if I don't really know you, I still care about you and hope that your life will become wonderful. 

I'm not sure if you're Christian or not... If you aren't I highly recommend you to try going to church. 

 

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Oh and WE HAVE CHANGED THE RULES. 

You see.....Umm... We made a dumb mistake....XD LOLZ uhh... If you comment that you confessed than everyone knows who confessed...SO.... We've decided that you DONT need to comment :) unless you want to which is fine with us BUT it isnt  a MUST DO. So if you write a confession you don't need to comment thank you for bearing with us :)

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"No more pain. Goodbye. Goodbye.

I'll throw away and win over my weak self.

Bring me back to me.

No more cry. Goodbye. Goodbye.

I will jump over this world, alright.

I'm done.

I don't know of the word quit.

There is no need to rush myself.

I'm breathing for my bigger dreams.

If I fall, I'll just get right back up.

Just enjoy your failures.

That's right.

This world is coming back to my side again."

-'Goodbye' By: B.A.P.