It's raining, and I think the weather relates to my mood. It's been a month, since Myung Soo and I didn't see each other. Sun Young said I need to move on with him and open doors for others. Grandma Jin wasn't at home and handling the family's business abroad.  When I go to school, I've been bullied by the three gentlemen's fangirls, they confronted me at the ladies comfort room, they said, they don't care about my family's background but the fact that I go out with Myung Soo and rumors spread that I broke Myung Soo's heart...when I think of that...I'm also heartbroken about it. When I catch a glimpse of the three gentlemen, Myung Soo became quiet again with  plain, dull expression. Min Ho sometimes talks to me about what's happening to them and he said that Jong Suk and Myung Soo doesn't have a good connection right now sometimes Myung Soo decided to go alone and mostly didn't spend much time with them, Min Ho also shared that he didn't where is Hye Ju but he believes she is still in the country. Min Ho asked me if I received hates but I pretend that everything is okay. I thought that it's for the better at least they won't be need to involve with my matters.

Sometimes Jong Suk asked me to go out and grandma Jin told me that I should arrange at a least date with Jong Suk and Min Ho, at first a I declined but I decided to see him so that I can move on with Myung Soo. Jong Suk always invited me to take a dinner sometimes with Min Ho, even though we go on dates, my mind wasn't in that place or even to that moment.

At a restaurant, Jong Suk and I were having a dinner. While I'm taking in my food, Jong Suk said "I think we should stop doing this...and I probably would stop asking you out..." I looked at him and asked why and Jong Suk replied "When we have a date or when we see each other, you don't look seem happy and your always thinking of something." and I said my apologies "I'm sorry...Jong Suk. I'm trying to accept you but my heart won't even change the one that  Iike. I'm so sorry." I feel bad about myself for giving false hope to Jong Suk, and he said "I know Soo Jung all this time you still like him. I think you should talk to him personally. I told you before right?I will be your good friend no matter what decision you will make." Jong Suk smiled at me