I'm Going Back

Another Cinderella Story

 

Ina POV

 

''J-Jonghyun?'' I was shocked.''Why are you crying?!'' He immediatly sat next to me,holding my shoulders.I kept crying and he was holding me.''Oppa..'' Jonghyun was the only one I have ever called 'oppa'.

''Tell me what happened!'' He begged me.I explained everything to him while crying.He caressed my cheeks,huffing.''Jebal,Ina...Don't cry...'' He begged me.

I fell in his arms and held his shirt tightly.''Ina,maybe that's not the best time but...I'm sorry,for back then.Everything was...my fault...'' He said huffing.

''It's...alright,oppa...Forget it...'' I tried to smile.''Oppa,I don't want to go back to his house...And I can't return to mine...'' I explained.''Come and stay with me for a while,Ina.'' He suggested.

''C-Can I?'' I asked and he nodded smiling.''Of course,pabo.'' He held my shoulders and began walking to his place.When we got there,I was shocked by his big and awsome house.

''Whoa...'' I said,looking around.''Like it?'' He chuckled and I nodded.Suddenly,I saw an old picture of me and Jonghyun.''Yeah,i still keep our photos...'' He said trying to smile.

I didn't answer,remembering our past.I let the photo down and followed him.''This is your room,okay?'' He showed me a big room.''Whoa,so big?'' I asked.

''That's nothing!'' He answered smiling,making me chuckle.''Are you hungry?'' He asked.''Aniya,I am ok.'' I answered smiling.''Ok,it's late,you should sleep now.'' He said and gave me a blouse of his and some tights.''My mother's!'' He said chuckling.

I wore them and laid down,but I couldn't sleep.I was thinking about JinYoung and that Jinkyung.

I decided to go to Jonghyun,to talk to somebody.''Oppa...'' I slightly opened the door.He half-stood up and looked at me.''Yes?'' He asked.''Can I come in?''

''Of course.'' He answered and I sat next to him on his bed.''Oppa...I feel alone...'' One tear rolled down my cheek.He huffed and wrapped his arms around me.''And why am I here,huh?To keep you company!'' He smiled.

I rested my head on his lap,huffing.''Gomawo...'' I answered.

 

One Week Later

 

JinYoung kept calling me and sending me messages but I was ignoring him.I still lived with Jonghyun,since I didn't want to return back.

One day,Jonghyun gave me an offer.''Ina..'' He said.''What is it?'' I asked.''Look,in a few days I'm...going back at Greece and I can't just leave you alone here...Do you want to come with me?'' My eyes widened.

''Back at Greece?'' I asked.''Only if you want.'' He answered.I  began thinking about it.It would be a good way to forget and change...

''I...will.'' I answered,shocking him.''Really?'' He asked and I nodded.''Then you better begin backing your stuff,we're leaving in two days.'' He informed me.''Araso.'' I answered.

A few hours before leaving,I decided to call the boys.''Yoboseyo?'' I heard Baro's voice.''Baro?'' I asked.''Ina!Where are you?!'' He asked worried.

''Shhh,calm down...No need to tell you...I just called to say goodbye.'' I tried to keep my tears.''G-G-Goodbye?!'' He asked.''Nae...I..am going back at Greece...'' I answered.

''WHAT?!YOU CAN'T DO THAT!'' He shouted.''I'm sorry...'' I hang up and took my suitcase in Jonghyun's car.''Ready?'' He asked.''Ready...'' I answered and he began driving to the airport.

We were about to board on the plain,when I heard a familiar voice.''INA!'' I turned around and saw JinYoung,being followed by the rest of the boys.''J-JinYoung...'' I mumbled.

''ANIYO!DON'T LEAVE!'' He shouted,making me shed a few tears.I was frozen but Jonghyun lightly grabbed my wrist and pulled me in the plain.''INA!'' He shouted before I entered the plain.

I sat down and hid myself in my arms,crying.''It's ok,Ina...Everything's going to be alright...'' He caressed my shoulders,trying to ease my pain.

 

JinYoung POV

 

I couldn't believe she had just left.My heart was tearing apart as I saw the plain flying away.''Aniya...'' I whispered.''It can't be...'' I pulled my hair.''INA!'' I screamed.

The boys began dragging me back to our house.I locked myself in my room,refusing to get out or eat.I was just on my bed with a piece of paper and a pencil.

I was writing my pain.Writing everything down...

B1A4-Tried To Walk

 

English Translation

On my way back from leaving you

I’ll forget you, I’ll erase you, my burnt and blackened love                          

Don’t make that face, this is my last conversation with you

Don’t be disappointed – yes, don’t meet a guy like me now
I’ll be on my way first

I’m getting farther away from you, you’re disappearing
Don’t easily forget me, because it’ll hurt too much

I’m walking on these streets without you
I’m walking on these streets without you

On my way back from leaving you
I’ll forget you, I’ll erase you, my burnt and blackened love

I guess love is leaving – it rides the wind and flies far away
I guess everything is changing – I guess you’re changing just like me

Even though it hurts, I’m relieved
Even this feeling is too burdensome to me
You’re looking at me nervously, like a whining child
Your tears are holding onto my shoulders that have turned away
Saying goodbye is sweet but I’m okay though it hurts
I take my foot out from your shadow
I take off our ring too

I’m getting farther away from you, you’re disappearing
Don’t hate me because it’ll hurt too much babe

I’m walking on these streets without you
I’m walking on these streets without you

It hurts, I miss you so much
I’m going, I’m going, I’m leaving

You probably don’t know yet
You probably can’t know yet
I look at you, who is struggling…

Because it hurts more for me, I’m letting you go like this
Tears are flowing because you and I, we loved so much

I’m walking on these streets without you
I’m walking on these streets without you
I’m walking on these streets without you
I’m walking on these streets without you

 

As the weeks were passing,I was trying to convince myself that I was over her,but in vain.I could never forget the girl that had broken my promise...

 


I would like to thank my very good friend and Unnie,Anna for helping me with this chapter<3

 

 

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twgoh_mirotic #1
Chapter 8: such a sweet story ~
LittleSushi
#2
Chapter 9: awww such a cute ending! I hven't noticed the update because I ws busy :p I went out with my siblings :D but I have a headache now TT TT anyways I ws waiting for this fic! but I wanted it longer u-u anyways I will read Only oneshot and rin sound tonight ;0 wait for my comment! and I think that's all? my cell phone has this annoying sound every time I press a button so I'll stop commenting now ;9 bye
LittleSushi
#3
Chapter 8: SORRY! SORRY AGAIN! SORRY, AND SORRY, and I can dance Sorry Sorry if it's necesary! Sorry again for not commenting but it's just I forgot to suscribe and I just missed you and saw you updting this fic and oh I feel like the worse unnie ever T^T sorry~ Anyways, i like su much the story! I would like to read more about the conflicts in Jinyoung's mind, maybe extend the story more and more details about being the "cinderellah of the "family" because it ended so soon and I feel tht the story was hum talking about other stuff and it doesn't suit the tittle and all… But I still like it and it's very cute! I find Jinyoung really cute xD Well, I hope this long and advertising comment will make up my… that I wasn't reading (I forgot the word ><) As always, love and more love: LittleSushi. <3
LittleSushi
#4
do you really hate yoona? T^T I'm really sick of her being the ____ because she's one of my fav soshis (I like her more than the others because of my past :'| lol) a-and I really think thát the ____ thing doesnt suit her at all. You could use Jessica instead…? hahaha forget it well story seems interesting. Let's see Jinyoung suffer. okno. T^T