The bell already rang, Kai's heartbeat increases rapidly, he feel nervous. I can do this, he thought to himself. "Krys-" he stopped when Krystal walked away. He chase her, I don't want to lose you. he thought as he chase her. "Krys!" He shout and he grabbed her wrist. "Did I do something wrong? Why are you avoiding me?" He turned Krystal to face him. "Ani, what are you talking about? Hahaha...You're weird, are you sick?" Krystal said as she pulled away her hand and she laughs awkwardly. Kai can't help it anymore, he hold her hands. "Don't. Don't stay away from me..." He said, looking to her eyes. She gulped, she didn't know how to control her feelings. She looked away, "why?" She whispered. "It...it is because...." He stuttered, he didn't know how to say it. She smirked, altough she was hurt. "See, seems like that you have nothing to say, I should leave now" she pulled away her hands and ready to leave, but Kai grabbed her wrist. "Just, just listen to me" he said to her. "I don't know how to say this, but when I first saw you, it's just like...everything changed. I...I became, overprotective about you. I can't get away from you, you're always on my mind, no matter how I busied myself, you're still there, 24/7. I love it when you call me Jongin, i always hate it when people call me with my real name. But when you said it...it's different. Please, let me be the one who share my days with you. Let me be around you every second. Let me be the one who share my shoulders when you need one. Let me be the one who hug you when you're cold. Let me be the one who accompany you when you feel alone. Let me be the one who will make you smile when you dont want to. Let me be the medicine to your sickness. You are my life now, Jung Soojung..." He confessed to her, his eyes is full of hope. Krystal just look at him and tears started to form in her eyes, she look down at her feet. "Mianhae....." She whispered and she walked away

Kai stopped her and turned her to face him. "Wae? Why don't you give me any answers?" He said, his voice are trembling, he's confused, sadness are controlling him. "I...I always lose the one I love" Krystal said. "I always became other people's burden, especially to the closest and the most important for me..." She said, tears started to roll down her cheek. "I guess this is the best. I don't want to be a burden to you, I don't wanna lose you. Mianhae...jeongmal mianhae..." Krystal sobs as she run away. This time Kai didn't stopped her, he just stood there, lifeless. Confused, anger, sadness are controlling him. His tears started to flow, he shouts and he kick every object in the room, he groaned in frustation as he pulled his hair. But why...why can't you see that I....

That I love you, to the moon an back?