"lets go the space shot next!" Luhan screamed on top of his lungs as the roller coaster dropped from the height "AHHHHH"

Luhan had taken me to an amusement park. Sure i was really uncomfortable since there were so many memories there that i tried hard to forget, but something about luhan made me clam. We had been on more than a dozen rides and he was still the cheerful luhan not once taking that smile off that baby face. Somehow i was forgetting all the memories as i spend time with Luhan. It felt good, to finally be smiling. I couldn't help it. Luhan's smile was contagious and i couldn't help but find myself smiling too. 

I watched Luhan scream at the top of this lungs for the millionth time and couldn't help but chuckle. We were riding on the roller coster that i was once afraid of but someone took away that fear. The thought off that someone send pain through my chest.

Flashback

"C'mon jelly bean! Let's go on the red roller coaster" L.Joe oppa smiled as he grabbed my hand and started running towards the red roller coaster. When we arrived there i saw that the waiting like was huge and i decieded to use that as a excuse. Of course i couldn't tell him i was scared. I didn't mind any other ride but the roller coaster looked too scary. The whole time i had been here i was hearing the screams of people once they got on and i thought i was going to get a heart attack just going near it.

"oppa the line is really big, let's come back another time" I smiled. Of course i wasn't actually planning on coming back. This was the fastest and most scariest  roller coaster here. I was going to die if i go on it

"hmm? Oh its not that long jelly bean, let's go on this one first then we can go where ever you want okay?" Oppa smiled making my heart skip a beat

I slowly nodded and faked a smile trying to hide how scared i was. L.Joe oppa looked like he was having so much fun so i didn't want to be the one to ruin it. Guess I'll just have to ride it for oppa. Anything for oppa.

We waited as the line slowly decreased and in no time we were next. My heart was pounting and i didn't notice i was shaking until i heard oppa call me worridely. "jelly bean are you okay?" I could see the worry in his eyes. Oppa gave my hand a squeeze before continuing "are you scared? You're shaking. If you're scared we can skip this and-"

"no oppa! I'm fine' i flashed a smile 'As long as you're with me, i'll be fine" I could feel my face turn red as i said that. For some reason i felt confident that as long as i was with him nothing bad will happen. Yes i was madly in love with him.

Oppa let out a little laugh before replying "same with me, I love you jelly bean" Oppa said as he slowly pecked my lips

My heart started to beat a million times. This was the boy that made me who i was today. It it wasn't for him i would have still been in depression over my parents sudden and tragic death. I love him more then anyone else in the world and i was willing to do anything for him. Anything.

End Of Flashback

"_________" The soft the worried voice of luhan bringing me back to reality "are you okay?"

I looked at him for a few seconds. Why are you so kind to me? I thought of how similar Luhan and L.Joe were. . Both full of energy and always smiling. That was the reason why i hated talking with people like them because i don't know their true motive behind that smile. Just like i didn't know the reason behind L.Joe's fake smile. Luhan must also have a reason behind that fake smile. I ignored Luhan and noticed that the roller coaster had stopped "let's go" I whispered and got out and started walking away when i felt someone grab my arm and turn me around

"_____-ah" He gave me another worried look "what's wrong?"

I stared at him. He looked soo....sincere like he was actually worried. Just like L.joe used to look at me.

"I'm fine" I was suprised at my sharp tone "I-i'm just thristy" I added softly when i saw Luhan's shocked experssion. 

"Oh, then let's get a drink" Luhan smiled as he grabbed my arm and dragged me to the water park. 

"Sit here" He took me under a tree away from the water and once again smiled "I'll be right back"

I nodded and looked at his retreating figure "Luhan why are you doing this?" I whispered curious of his reason. Everyone has a reason for their actions. What is yours?

I looked around and saw  couples holding hands and smiling at each other as they took a stroll. Littlr kids were chasing each other while some were splashing water at each other. Everyone looked so..happy. How i wish i could be happy like them.

"Here" I looked up and saw Luhan handing me a slurpee. 

"Thanks" I smiled as i took it and looked at it. It was Zilched Mango flavour. Wow what a concidence. Its almost as if Luhan knew that this was my only favorite flavour. 

"like it?" Luhan asked as he sat down beside me taking a sip of his bubble gum flavour slurpee. 

"yes, this is my favourite! Thanks lulu" I beamed as i relaized that the nickname really suited luhan. 

Luhan gave a questioning look 

"From now on I'll call you lulu" I smiled again taking another sip. Okay I knew i shouldn't fall in this trap again but i couldn't help it, luhan just looked so pure and innocent. ________ you shouldn't be doing this. I told myself that many times but i couldn't help it. After so many years someone was doing things for me and it felt..nice. Maybe i was greedy but i wanted luhan to stay nice because it felt too good.

We sat there under the protection of the tree against the sun watching the people around us. Either one of us said anything but it wasn't akaward it felt...nice. The day was perfect not too hot nor cold, just perfect. I looked to my right and saw luhan deep in  thought as he stared ahead. I couldn't help but admire him. His blonde hair falling perfectly on his forehead almost hiding those shiny light brown eyes.  Hs nose which fit him so perfect just like his lips that were slightly apart. He looked so flawless. His face complimenting his figure and-

"________?" I heard my name being called pulling me back to reality 

"huh?" I looked at him and saw that he was still staring ahead. Thank god because if he was looking my way he would have seen my flushed face. _____-ah what are you doing? This all will result in a heart break once again. Though i knew that i couldn't help it. I was being too greedy. I wanted to be loved again

"I like you" Luhan whispered loud enough for me to hear

"WHAT?" My eyes widened as i look at him in disbelief. He was joking right? I mean he doesn't even know anything about me!

Luhan finally turned towards me and repeated "_______, I like you"

I looked into his eyes ther were so...sincere and full of hope

Why was my heart beating like this again? ______ get yourself together. This is another trap.

"I-i" I stuttered. It was like my words were stuck in my throat "luhan-"

Before I could say anything else I felt soft lips against mine. My eyes widneded as i stared at Luhan whose eyes were closed. My heart started beating so fast that i thought it was going to come out of my chest. The kiss felt so familiar yet just so different. For some reason I didn't want it to end so i closed my eyes and pulled him closer.

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