Sora's Insecurity

An Angel's Promise To The Sky

LEETEUK brought Sora to a room at the end of the 4th floor and opened the door for her. Sora went inside but it was too dark to see anything, "Oppa, where are we? What place is this?" Sora then asked, still trying to see within the darkness.

"I know you are going to like this place, yeobo. This is where I usually go when I want to be alone besides being on the rooftop." Leeteuk then said and reached for the light switch of the room,
 
The room was lit by red light and there are a lot of trays and old pictures hanging everywhere, "This is the photo developing room for the school newspaper. I was a writer for the newspaper before when I was in highschool too and I was also frequent here checking the pics that will be published with my articles."
 
"Jinjja? I didn't know that though. Jiyeon-ah didn't tell me before that you also write articles for the newspaper." Sora said and glinted at Leeteuk, "There's something new that I learned about you today, Park-ssi."
 
"That is something that I keep only to myself though and I don't bring school newspapers at home so no one has read my articles back in high school." Leeteuk said while checking the pictures still dipped under developing liquid. "I want you to learn everything about me, Sora-ya. I want to show you everything, not leaving anything behind. I don't want to keep secrets from you. Even the little things like this."
 
"I promise to tell you everything and I won't leave anything from you. I want the two of us to be open to each other." Leeteuk said to Sora while looking straight to her, "There will be a lot of trials that our relationship will go through, yeobo and I want the two of us to be always together whatever that may be."
 
"Oppa, I believe in you and I know that..." Sora started saying but Leeteuk just embraced her and held her head close to him,
 
"You believe in me and in our relationship but you are still afraid of my past with Taeyeon, right?" Leeteuk softly whispered to Sora's ear, "Yeobo-ya, you don't have to be. I have mentioned to you before that she is my past and nothing else. I will give my present and future to you." Leeteuk then said,
 
"How did you know about that, Jungsoo oppa?" Sora asked him, stuttering, after breaking off the embrace, "I - I didn't want you to k-know about it. I - I know that you will be m-mad at me because of that. I - I don't want you to know about what I feel about Taeyeon and you!"
 
"How do I know about that? Of course I know, Sora-ya. You are my wife and I'm sensitive when it comes to your feelings. I also know that you are trying to hide it but I do want you to be open to me, Princess. Tell me how you really feel. I want you to be open to me." Leeteuk then said and smiled softly at Sora,
 
"Oppa, mianhe. When I think about you and Taeyeon, I just can't help but get jealous because I know that she's the one whom you really loved and I don't know how to ..." Sora uttered, still finding the right words to express how she truly feels, but Leeteuk got close to her and bumped his head softly to hers,
 
"Yah, don't frown so much, yeobo. Yes I admit I loved Taeyeon but she's nothing to me now so you don't have to feel insecure about her." Leeteuk then said,
 
"But she did say that she's coming to get you and I don't think she didn't believe me when I told her that I won't let her get you. She's more beautiful now and talented and she's famous as well." Sora then said simultaneously, "Oppa, I don't know what will I do if she does that."
 
"Yeobo-ya, you are also beautiful, talented and famous. You are an actress now and I heard a lot of guys want to be your leading man, which honestly I'm worried about." Leeteuk said and smirked a bit, "And if Taeyeon is trying her best to get me then she can die trying 'coz I will never be hers. Kang Sora-ssi, you got all the qualities that Taeyeon has and you got something that she likes." Leeteuk said and grinned at her, "Me."
 
Sora then smiled at Leeteuk's comment and tapped his chest, "Aren't you becoming conceited because of that, oppa?"
 
"Aniyo. I'm just telling the truth, yeobo-ya. I won't let go of you anymore and I won't go anywhere because I have already found the right girl for me and that's you. I don't want you to feel insecure on anyone. If you want to know something about me, then ask me and I will tell you everything. Arasso?"
 
Sora nodded and Leeteuk told her to wait and went to the other side of the room and when he came back he was holding an old camera and checked if there is a film inside, 
 
"You have to cheer up for me, yeobo-ya and lets take a picture together." Leeteuk said while setting the camera for the take, "Give your best smile for your yeobo and think about me." 
 
Both of them took a lot of pictures together and Leeteuk told her that they will return there to get the pictures in after their shoot of WGM. They were walking back to the shooting location when they were halted by two girls squealing as they approach the two of them,
 
"Annyeong haseyo, Leeteuk oppa. Sora-ssi." the students greeted them and they smiled and greeted back, "Can we take a picture of you and Sora eonnie? We watched the first episode of WGM and we both think you are so cute, oppa. You and Sora eonnie look good together."
 
"Thank you for your support on us. My wife is really beautiful isn't she?" Leeteuk asked the two students and stared at the blushing Sora standing beside him, "She looks really cute with the highschool uniform, isn't she?"
 
"Oppa, do you really like Sora eonnie? Are you going to woo her and be her boyfriend?" one of them asked and smiled at the two of them,
 
"Sora eonnie, if I were you. I will make Leeteuk oppa your boyfriend 'coz you really look good together and I think you really compliment each other. Our Bojogae couple." one of them said and giggled, 
 
"Really? We look good together? But you know, Leeteuk oppa has a lot of girls and I don't think he will look at me and be my boyfriend though." Sora answered the girls and playfully winked at Leeteuk who was smiling while looking at them,
 
"Yah, Leeteuk oppa, don't you like Sora eonnie? She's beautiful, y and tall too. What's not to like?"
 
"That's what I'm telling her though. I told your Sora eonnie that she's beautiful, talented and y too but too bad she doesn't believe her oppa for it." Leeteuk then whined to the girls that made Sora hit his shoulder again, "See, now she's hitting me for telling the truth!"
 
"Waah! Leeteuk oppa you really are cute together. I hope you will end up in a relationship after the WGM though. We will be rooting for you both." the students said while looking at them,
 
"Thank you very much. I hope you watch WGM and watch the two of us." Leeteuk said to the girls who were walking away from them, he held Sora close to him and whispered, "See? You have to be more confident on yourself yeobo and keep in mind that I'll love you forever."
 
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Annyeong haseyo, GnaixNiQ imnida! First of all, I want to say sorry because it really took a long time for me to write again and sorry again for the way I'm writing this today, I haven't written for the past few weeks and when I do I don't get to finish a whole chapter as much as I want. Well, I'm starting to write again and I'll try to write more so that I'll get the hang of it, so bear with me everyone. -_-
 
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connieis1
#1
I cried, I just found out that my fav. person who I meet on Face book and we became friends on there as well as on here has died.My life has sooo many ups and downs that I stop playing on the computer, I am such a bad person, I never new she was taking from us in such a fast way. May god hold you close and may your soul rest in peace as your stories will always be read by us. *hugs* I will miss you and I know you are up there writing your stories.
Vanchintial #2
Chapter 109: It end?? Please continue the story
Vanchintial #3
Chapter 79: I like it.... thanks fo the story and continue to working on it because i am really big fan of lee teuk... thank you
xiaohope #4
Chapter 109: Please continue to update
carlycandybear #5
Chapter 109: Update please <3
huznaaziziah #6
rest in peace author nim~~
clarisaaMorgenstern #7
Chapter 109: Rest in peace authornim. May god bless your soul.
Tikass #8
Please rest in peace, dear one of my fav writers. No matter what, u've been a part of our lifes. I hope u have a more beautiful life there :(
Mugenblue #9
The Fading of Bright Stars

In the years we shared work spaces, seldom did our hours crossed. She worked night shifts, while I move around across different time zones to meet the demands of my profession. She was a luminary; a survivor of countless excisions when the demands of work is lesser than what is required of human resources. And if not for the months-long infirmity last year, she would have endured the most recent culling. She became part of the statistics, only to return when a colleague flew abroad to get married and live with her fiancé.

A fine lady in her early 30's, one would easily mistake her for an East Asian. Her eyes disappear when she smiles, and her porcelain skin is the envy of many. Her gauntly frame, albeit a cause of concern, hardly bothers any. Colleagues would tell she eats nothing but Chippy and Coke. But who are we to forbid her of such pleasures? She delivers, and for all we care, satisfied are we of her job performance.

Talk is an avocation the two of us hardly engage. Reason lies in office hierarchy, but more so, because we respect each other's solitary leanings. But this doesn't mean ambivalence, or hidden disdain. Words may have never articulated what my thoughts were, but I've always regarded her in high esteem.