Chapter 10

I'm A Little Shy Being By Your Side

You're at the hospital after you get the stitches. You decided you don't want any pain relief because it might harm the baby. It really hurts and you just want to cry but you keep remembering what Gongchan said to you earlier.

 

Sanduel: Have some pain relief would you? It must hurt a lot.

 

You: The baby…

 

Sanduel: A few pain killers aren't going to do much.

 

You: I don't want anything that has any chance at all of harming the baby.

 

Sanduel: *sighs*

 

LATER AT THE APARTMENT-

 

You: Is oppa home yet?

 

Gongchan basically throws himself onto you without warning.

 

Gongchan: Kalie I'm so sorry, I was harsh and I shouldn't have talked to you that way and you should never keep things from me. If your hurt I always want to know so I can help you. It's not only you who should take care of the baby, I should help too. Kalie I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have left, I should have stayed right by your side.

 

You: Oppa… It's okay… I'm fine and our baby is fine too. *laugh a little* Oppa, you were this worried?

 

Gongchan: *holds you away from him a little* What do you mean?! Of course I was! The most important thing in the world to me was hurt! How could I not worry?!

 

You: *hold him tightly* I love you…

 

Gongchan: *calms down and gently smiles* I love you too.

 

CNU: *smiles* Aigo, they're so adorable.

 

Baro: Kalie-ah is cute anyway ^^ I want someone like her.

 

Jinyoung: I think we all do *laughs* She's adorable.

 

Gongchan: She's taken. Come on, let's get you to bed, it's so late already.

 

YOU'RE NOW 7 MONTHS IN- You've been keeping a low profile, still going to work, a lot of questions have been asked but you've just ignored them. The guys are going well and Hyunwoo is happy.

 

You're on your way to work when all of a sudden you're stopped by a great force wrapped around your upper arm.

 

You: Ouch!

 

A group of teenage girls are surrounding you.

 

You: Let me go.

 

Girl: Ha! Look at her, as if oppa would date her, she's so ugly!

 

The girls laugh and push you around a bit.

 

Girl: Look, she's even pregnant *laughing* As if our oppa would be with someone like this! So young and yet she's pregnant.

 

You: Just let me go. *really scared, you dial a number quickly* Oppa… Can you come pick me up… I can't get away from these girls…

 

Baro: What girls?

 

You: I don't know who they are but I just want to get away from here

 

Baro: Where are you, I'll come and get you. You stay put. I won't let them hurt you.

 

You: Close to my work… *almost crying, people are pushing you and your phone smashes on the ground*

 

Girl: She's probably pretending to call someone to scare us off *laughs*

 

A couple of minutes later, a flashy car arrive near by and a handsome figure steps out with a pair of sunnies on.

 

Baro: Yah!

 

The girls make way as he comes through to where you are

 

Baro: *takes his glasses off and a lot of gaps are heard* Touch this girl even once more and I'll make sure whoever is responsible will get what's coming to them. I'm serious, so don't test me. *puts his arm around you and puts you in his car*

 

A lot of pictures have been taken but Baro doesn't care. You and your baby were in danger. Eventually you arrive at the studio where B1A4 is currently at.

 

Gongchan: Omo! What're you doing here? Don't you have work?

 

You just wrap your arms around Gongchan.

 

Baro: I had to go and pick her up… There were a lot of girls there when I arrived… She must have been frightened. You should do something about all of this… It needs to be sorted out soon. You can't let Kalie-ah live this way.

 

Gongchan: The thing is, I have no idea what to do…

 

A few weeks later you've packed your belongings and you've left the B1A4 dorm. You've not left a note or any clues to where you've gone. The only thing that's still there is a box full of photo's. The photo's are Gongchan's that he had been keeping and saving to make photo albums with. There were pictures of you, Hyunwoo, the guys and even ultra sounds of your un born baby. All Gongchan has done for the past 4 days you've been gone is sit in the arm chair you used to share together when watching TV with everyone. He hasn't spoken to anyone nor eaten much more than a few mouthfuls of food.

 

Jinyoung: We have to find her. I'm so worried and I miss her and I know I'm not the only one. Just look t Channie… If we don't get her back soon, I'm scared he'll do something stupid.

 

Baro: But how? We have no clues as to where she might be, she's changed her number and everything…

 

CNU: I've got it!!

 

Baro: Got what?... *sighing*

 

CNU: I know where she might be!

 

Sanduel: Where?! I'll get the keys.

 

CNU: She's not anywhere close by though….

 

Sanduel: Well just tell us and we'll fin a way to get there.

 

CNU: She's probably at Tongyeong in Gyeongsangnam-do. She's well acquainted with an old couple that live there. I remember her talking about it as if the only other place she'd rather be than by Channie's side, was there.

 

Baro: That's like all the way at the bottom of Korea *lets out a big sigh* Just to get to Sacheon would take more than a day by train…

 

Jinyoung: Who said anything about going by train, plane is much faster don't you know? *smiles* I think we deserve a holiday don't you? How about… Hmmm, I don't know… Tongyeong?? Anyone want to come with me?

 

Sanduel: Are you sure we'd be allowed?

 

Jinyoung: *nods* I'll make sure of it. Yah! Channie! Pack your bags! I'm taking you to see Kalie.

 

Gongchan: *looks up* Kalie…? My kalie….?

 

Jinyoung: The one and only *smiles* Let's go before she has this baby okay?

 

Gongchan throws some stuff in a suitcase and  runs back out.

 

Gongchan: I'm ready! Let's go!

 

Jinyoung: Hey, give a hyung some time to get things organised will you?

 

Gongchan: What if she has the baby before I get to see her?

 

Jinyoung: I'm organising a flight for tonight. Everyone get ready, we're leaving to get back our little Kalie-ah.

 

Baro: I'm still annoyed with how she just up and left, she has some explaining to do.

 

Jinyoung: Knowing Kalie, she'd have a good reason.

 

LATER ON THE PLANE-

 

Gongchan: What am I going to say to her? What if she refuses to see us?

 

Jinyoung: *pats Gongchan's shoulder* It's going to be okay, I promise.

 

Later they arrive in Tongyeong. They've not got a clue where to start looking though. They just know that you're most probably in that area. They just walk around with their luggage, trying to not be recognised by anyone. Gongchan who's not watching where he's going, bumps into a small child.

 

Gongchan: Omo, are you okay?

 

Child: *looks up*

 

Gongchan: H..Hyunwoo?

 

Child: *blinks a few times* Channie?

 

Gongchan: *picks him up swiftly and holds him close* I missed you so much!

 

Baro races over.

 

Baro: omo! Hyunwoo!

 

Hyunwoo is happy to see the guys again and is very happy.

 

Jinyoung: Where's your umma?

 

Hyunwoo: She's back at the place we're staying at. I'm out with halaboji and halmoni

 

Gongchan: Hyunwoo, can you tell me where your mummy is?

 

Hyunwoo: Aniyo, umma said that if you and her were to meet again, you'd be hurt. I don't want you to be hurt.

 

Gongchan: I won't be hurt, the only person who is hurt is your umma… She must be in a lot of pain right now.

 

Hyunwoo: Umma is hurting? *sad*

 

Gongchan: That's why you need to tell me where she is so I can fix her and make her happy arasso?

 

Jinyoung: Where are the people you came here with?

 

Hyunwoo: *points over to the fruit stall*

 

Jinyoung walks over and chats with them. Eventually he returns and simply tells the others to follow him with their luggage.

 

Halaboji: So you're very close friends of Kalie's?

 

Baro: *nods* You could say that.

 

Halmoni: And Hyunwoo seems to know you quite well *smiles*

 

Hyunwoo: I lives with them before coming here with umma.

 

Halaboji: From what I know… Chan Sik is closest to her, am I right?

 

Gongchan: *nods*
 

Baro and the others are walking behind with Hyunwoo, playing etc etc.

 

Halmoni: *smiles* Well it's obvious that Chan Sik is the father. Kalie's description is spot on.

 

Gongchan: She told you about me?

 

Halmoni: She told us about the father and from what I gather, the father is you, right?

 

Gongchan: *nods shyly*

 

Halabojii: Well Kalie will be a little surprised to see you but deep down I know she'll be pleased. You do know why she left right?

 

Gongchan: Aniyo, she never said anything and just left…

 

Halmoni: Aigo, that girl.

 

Halaboji: She thought it'd be easier for you. She wanted you to be able to focus on your work, knowing how important it is to you…. She wanted for you to have an easy life with no worry about what she's doing or how the baby is, just simple and care free. She moved here hoping you could move on and when everything had settled and the time was right, she'd come back to let you see your child if you wanted to. She thinks of herself as a burden to you and to the others.

 

Gongchan: *takes a deep breath* I'd rather a million hard days shared with her than a single care free day without.

 

Halmoni: *smiles*  She's a lucky girl to have such good company.

 

Halaboji: What I want to know… Is your love for her as a friend or as a partner? I know it's very forwards of me to ask but I'm curious.

 

Gongchan: It's fine, I don't have a problem answering these sorts of questions because I have a short and definite answer *smiles* I love Kalie, as a friend and as a partner.

 

Hyunwoo runs up behind Gongchan and wraps his arms around his legs causing everyone to stop in curiosity.

 

Gongchan: *lifts Hyunwoo up into his arms* What's wrong? Did those hyungs bully you? *smiling*

 

Hyunwoo: Aniyo… *looks up to Gongchan with innocent eyes* I'm just really happy to see you. *smiles and rests his head on Gongchan*

 

Halaboji: It makes me happy to see you taking care of Hyunwoo also. He isn't your son, but you sure get along well and he seems to really love you. With Kalie comes Hyunwoo *smiles*

 

Gongchan: I wouldn't have it any other way *smiling*

 

Baro: He grew up without us even realising *dramatic/fake tearing*

 

Jinyoung: *laughs* Our little dongsang really is growing up.

 

Sanduel: How far until we get there? I'm so tired, we've been walking for agessss and it's all up hill *complaining*

 

CNU: *rolls his eyes* Come on, you can put up with a bit more.

 

Baro: It's nice up here, out of the city. *breaths in fresh air*

 

Gongchan: Are we almost there?

 

Halaboji: Not long now.

 

Eventually they all arrive at a modern version of a traditional Korean house.

 

Hyunwoo: This is where I live now *smiling cutely*

 

Jinyoung: It's so beautiful here…

 

Gongchan: And Kalie's in there….?

 

Halmoni: *nods* She'll be in the kitchen. She's been cooking a lot lately. I guess it's been a good distraction for her.

 

Halaboji: Distraction or fun, whatever it is, it sure tastes good ^^

 

Halmoni laughs at her silly husband and opens the front door.

 

Hyunwoo: Umma~ We're back ^^ I bought you home some presents.

 

Hyunwoo walks in to see you on the floor in the middle of the kitchen, crying.

 

Hyunwoo: W...What's wrong? Did I do something bad? Are you hurt?

 

You: *wipe your tears* Aniyo, you're wonderful. *try to smile*

 

Hyunwoo: Maybe my presents will make you happy… *helps you to your feet*

 

You: Maybe *trying hard to keep a smile*

 

Hyunwoo takes you by the hand and leads you to the front of the house.

 

Hyunwoo: Ta-dah! *smiling brightly*

 

You: *can't believe what you're seeing* Ch… Chan Sik…

 

Gongchan: *looks into your miserable eyes with sad but also angry eyes* You left without a saying anything…  *a hint of disappointment can be heard in his voice*

 

As soon as you lay eyes on Gongchan you can't help but start to cry again. Hyunwoo runs over to the hyungs and everyone walks off to the back yard.

 

Gongchan: No note…. No hint….. I don't really know how you thought it was a good idea but I do know why you did it….

 

You brush past Gongchan swiftly making your way through the front door and run up the hill out of sight. For a pregnant woman you're surprisingly quick. Eventually Gongchan regains his courage and takes off after you.

 

Gongchan finally reaches you and sees you're not coping with all the activity considering your condition. He rushes over to you and lifts you to your feet. He takes hold of your hand and pulls you  back to the house without saying a word.

 

Gongchan: Sit. *places you gently but sternly on the lounge*

 

You: *still have tears slowly streaming down your soft cheeks. You don't make a noise though*

 

Gongchan: *brings you a glass of water* Drink this…. *after you finish, he places the cup down and makes you sit with your feet up*  I want to take care of you. As long as you're with me I will be happy and I'll be at my best but as soon as you leave me I lose all motivation and meaning. There's nothing better for me than to have you by my side. So no matter what it takes, I'll look after you and care for you 24/7, seven days a week, 365 days of the year. I won't miss a beat. You can't just let me in, make me feel like this and then run off. .. I'm happiest when I'm with you.

 

You: *roll over to face the back of the lounge and hide your face*

 

Gongchan: Don't hide from me, it's the last thing I want. *sounding hopeless*

 

Hyunwoo walks in.

 

Hyunwoo: Channie~

 

Gongchan: Mmm, what is it?

 

Hyunwoo: I can't reach the tap and I need a drink. Can you please help?

 

Gongchan gets Hyunwoo a drink and returns to find you gone again.

 

Hyunwoo: Umma is in her room if you were wondering…

 

Gongchan: *smiles* Thanks.

 

Hyunwoo runs off outside to play.

 

Gongchan walks in and sits behind you, rubbing your back gently.

 

You: I just want you to know that it wasn't easy for me either. *takes out a small locket*

 

Gongchan: What's that?

 

You: I wasn't wearing it today because I was out in the garden earlier but it’s a necklace Halmoni gave to me when I arrived… It was after I told her what had happened that she gave it to me really.

 

Gongchan: Why'd she give It to you?

 

You: Because she knew I was missing something important and without this I wouldn't have been able to take care of myself or Hyunwoo.

 

Gongchan: I don't understand… What's the locket to do with me?

 

You open it up and show Gongchan a small image of himself.

 

Gongchan: It's me…

 

Halmoni walks in.

 

Halmoni:*smiles* Our Kalie has held that until she's fallen asleep every night she's been here. The only time she parts with it os when she's helping me in the garden.

 

You: *blush*

 

Gongchan: You did?

 

You: *nod and tear up a little*

 

Halmoni: Aigo silly girl, hurry up and give him a hug!

 

You: *launch yourself and cling to Gongchan, crying softly on his shoulder*

 

Gongchan: *smiles and closes his eyes while he rubs your back again*

 

Halmoni smiles and leaves the room.

 

To Be Continued…. (:

 

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jennifer1801 #1
Chapter 15: Aigoo this is sweet thanks authornim
MJAYNE #2
Chapter 15 will be the last. ^^
jennifer1801 #3
Chapter 14: Update more channie - ah your a grown man now hihihi
MJAYNE #4
More updates tomorrow :D
jennifer1801 #5
Chapter 13: Tnx authornim formthe efforts and updating..l
jennifer1801 #6
Chapter 12: Awww such a cute chapter...i fell inlove more on chansik when i saw a video online helping a fan at the airport...^_^
jennifer1801 #7
Chapter 11: nex chapter please!!!!
ELF_NanaBear
#8
Chapter 10: Aww that was cute
MJAYNE #9
I have no internet at home D:
I have a free at school so I can upload some now!! ^^
Sorry about not updating, I know it can be annoying.
ELF_NanaBear
#10
Chapter 7: Gongchan's baby ^^ the appa does love the umma TT___TT