Do I love him?

In love with the mean school kingka

- SORA POV -

Myungsoo pulled me with him in the canteen.

While waiting in the row to get something to eat I thought about what he said earlier.

,,W-were you serious?" I asked a little shy.

,,What do you mean?" He asked and looked at me with a curious gaze.

,,You said that you like me ..." I said looking on the ground and blushed.

,,Yeah. I like you." He said and smiled.

,,Honestly I was against this marriage thing. But now, since I know you, I'm kind of happy."

When I heard this I blushed even more and turned away from him.

*He likes me? He really likes me?*

When turning around I run against someone.

,,S-Sorry." I said and bowed.

When I looked up there was one of the queenkas, Hyosung.

,,Yah! Are you stupid or something?" She asked with furious eyes.

,,Sorry." I repeated which caused her to laugh evily.

,,You're sorry? You think if you say that everything is okay again?" She asked while looking straight into my eyes.

It felt like she was drilling through my body.

,,She said sorry. Isn't that enough?" I heard Myungsoo say, while he stand in front of you.

,,L? Why are you defending her?" Hyosung asked confused.

,,She run against me and now-"

,,And now what? Are you hurt? Is there something wrong with you? Huh?" He asked sarcastically.

I was surprised to see him like this.

*Is he usually like this, or is it just because of me?*

,,I-I'm not hurt ..." Hyosung said and looked embarrassed on the ground.

,,Then don't make such a fuss about nothing." Myungsoo said and turned around again, and so did I.

I couldn't say anything this moment.

He was always so nice to me, even if we didn't know each other that well.

He even defended me, when I first met him at Sunggyus house.

*I'm really lucky to have such a nice guy as my boyfriend.*

When it was our turn we just bought some sandwiches and said on the "kingka table", where Myungsoo always sat with the others.

None of us talked and just ate silenty.

When I finished and looked at him.

,,Thank you." I said whispering but he heard and smiled.

,,From now on I'll always be there for you." He said and held my hand.

I smiled back and slighty blushed.

Suddenly I heard again how some girls screamed.

I looked around and saw that the other kingkas where approaching us.

*What was their name again? I forgot ...*

They sat beside us without saying anything.

Sunggyu was sitting beside me and lay his head on his handpalm.

,,Umm Sora ..." One of the boys said hesitating.

,,We're sorry. We didn't meant to be mean to you."

,,Really?" I asked while raising one eye brow.

,,Of course. It was stupid from us to talk like that about L's girlfriend. We're really sorry." Another boy continued.

,,L?" I asked a little confused.

,,Myungsoo. That's his nickname." He said.

,,Oh I see ..." I was in my thoughts when they interrupted me.

,,Let's start all over. My name is Dongwoo." He then said.

,,I'm Sungyeol. And by the way, I'm the tallest from this boys."

,,My name is Sungjong. I'm the maknae."

,,I'm Woohyun or Namstar. You can call me how you want." He winked.

,,Hoya." The last one said.

*Okay, he doesn't seems, like he enjoys talking.*

,,And you know Sunggyu right? He is like our leader, because he is the oldest.." Myungsoo said.

,,Even if he is just a few months older ..." Woohyun complained.

Sunggyu just gave him a mad look and than stand up.

,,Come on." He said and looked on me.

,,What?" I asked confused.

,,Our performance is staring in 10 minutes."

I looked on the clock and run out of the canteen as fast as I could.

*Aish, now I'm going to be late for my performance!*

I arrived backstage were all my other classmates were still practicing with each other.

I noticed Hyosung and the other queenkas staring at me.

Then they slowly approached me and laughed.

,,What are you doing here?" She asked me and pushed me.

I couldn't help but to fall and looked up to her while sitting on the ground.

,,What was that for?" I asked her brave and stand up again.

,,I just felt like doing that. Get used to it." She turned around and so did the other three girls.

*The others didn't even say something. Are they like her slaves?*

I chuckled and turned around to see Sunggyu staying behing me.

,,Woa- you scared me!" I almost yelled and tried to calm down again.

He just smirked.

,,Do they often do that to you?" He suddenly asked with a serious voice.

,,Do you mean the queenkas? I think they like teasing me..." I stayed quiet after saying that and looked on the ground.

,,It's our turn." He said and went on the stage while I followed him.

I looked around the room and there were a lot of people staring at us both.

*Omg I'm so nervous. I didn't ever sing in front of that much people.*

I couldn't breathe properly and started to sweat.

*I didn't even thing about, how it would be, if I go on the stage. I can't do this ...*

I was about to turn around and leave when I heard Myungsoo and the other Infinite members cheering for Sunggyu and me.

I looked nervously and scared to Sunggyu.

Then he started to sing and so did I.

I just closed my eyes and concentrated on my and Sunggyus voice.

Somehow his voice calmed me down.

After we where done I opened my eyes and heard all people clapping.

A big smile formed on my lips and I looked happy at Sunggyu.

He just shruged and left the stage.

,,That was so amazing! I was so nervous but they really liked it!" I jumped happy around when I was backstage and Sunggyu just looked at me like I'm some crazy person.

He smirked.

,,Of course they liked it. I'm the best singer on this school." He said and was about to leave.

,,Yah. You mean I can't sing?" I asked him pouting.

Without answering he left.

I was a little mad but forgot about him when I feld someone hugging me from behind.

I startled turned around and saw Myungsoo.

My face was getting red.

,,W-what are you doing!?" I asked squeaky.

He laughed.

,,You was amazing! I didn't know you can sing like this!"

,,Thank you." I said and smiled.

,,How about going somewhere and celebrate your successfull persormance?" Myungsoo asked and smirked at me.

I nodded and we went together out of the school.

After we ate something and went to karaoke he brought me home.

,,Thank you Myungsoo."

,,Oppa."

,,What?"

,,Call me Oppa. I'm older than you."

I smiled widely. ,,Thank you, Oppa."

,,Then ... see you on monday." He said and kissed me on my cheek.

I blushed and run in the house.

When I entered I closed the door and leaned against it.

*I can't believe that I'm going to marry this amazing boy.*

I smiled to myself when I opened my eyes in shock.

,,Oh no, I forgot my bag at school!" I run to school as fast as I could.

Unfortunately it was already really late and dark outside.

When I reached the school I entered.

It wasn't closed yet, because the principal was probably still there.

I heard he is almost always in his office.

I made my way to my class and passed the office of the principal.

,,I told you no!" I heard a familiar voice yell inside.

The door was a gap open.

How curious I am, I looked in and saw the principal argue with Sunggyu.

,,Sunggyu, at least think about it. Your mother is going to die anyway. So you have no choice but to live with me."

,,NO! Now tell me where she is!" Sunggyu's coice cracked.

,,Sunggyu-"

,,Forget it. I'll find out on my own!" He run out before I could hide.

He looked staight in my eyes.

,,You-" He wanted to say something but run away without saying anything.

The principal looked surprised at me.

,,What are you doing here?" He asked angry.

,,I-I forgot-"

,,I don't care. Leave." He said.

,,B-but I-"

,,LEAVE!" He yelled and I startled.

I turned around to leave.

,,If you say someone what you heard right now, I'll kick you from the school." He said.

Then I left and searched for Sunggyu.

I didn't have to search for long, since I knew he would be in the school garden.

And just as I thought, he was sitting there on the cold ground.

Crying.

I slowly approached him and sat beside him.

Without saying anything I hugged him.

I don't know why, but I just had to hug him at that moment.

To my surprise he didn't even push me away, but just cried silently while I his head.

 

- SUNGGYU POV -

After my and Sora's performance was over I left the school.

I was going around the city and then entered a coffee shop.

When I bought a coffee and was about to go out again, I saw Myungsoo sitting there with a girl.

*Sora?*

I took a closer look and it was really Sora.

They were both talking and laughing.

Suddenly I had a weird feeling, I nevr had before.

I somehow felt mad. But why?

I just left the shop without thinking more about it.

After I wandered around a while I remembered that I forgot my phone in the classroom.

So I went back to school and searched for it.

When I finaly found it, it was already dark outside.

I wanted to leave the school when I passed the pffice of my "father".

I overheard him talking with someone on the phone.

,,How much time is left untill she dies?" He asked someone.

*Die??*

,,Ah I see. That's very unfortunate ... yeah we have a son ... of course he will live with me ... Thank you for your help. Goodbye."

My eyes widdened.

*He isn't talking about mum, right!?*

Without thinking about it I entered the office.

,,Who was that?" I asked without any emotions.

,,Oh Sunggyu! It's good youre here. I have bad news for you. Your mother is dying."

I was startled.

I couldn't move at all and just looked and him in shock.

,,W-what?" I asked and tried not to collapse.

,,Yeah. It seems like she drunk to much alcohol. Now she has just like two days left. It's really a pity isn't it?" But it's okay, because-"

,,WHAT!? Are you kidding me? Where is she now !?"

,,She is at the hospital."

,,Which hospital!? Tell me!"

,,I won't tell you. It's better for you not to see her again. Come to my house and live with me. After she is dead you will have no other choice but to live with me."

,,No! Tell me where she is!"

,,Look Sunggyu, you can't just-"

,,I told you no!"

,,Sunggyu, at least think about it. Your mother is going to die anyway. So you have no choice but to live with me."

,,NO! Now tell me where she is!"

,,Sunggyu-"

,,Forget it. I'll find out on my own."

I couldn't talk with that emotionless monster anymore.

I run out and bumped into someone.

*Sora? Did she hear?*

,,You-" I wanted to say something but decided not to, because I couldn't hold my tears back.

I just run away and stopped when I reached the school garden.

Without me knowing I collapsed and already was sitting on the ground, crying.

My mother was going to die. I couldn't even see her again. I didn't have anyone but her.

Suddenly I felt someone hugging me.

I immediately knew it was Sora.

*Why is she always there, when I have problems? Why?*

Hugging her back, I keept on crying.

Somehow I felt save. I felt like my mother was hugging me.

That's why I didn't do anything.

After a while I heard her sob.

I let go of the hug and looked at her.

She was crying. But why?

,,Why are you crying?" I asked her with a silent voice.

,,I don't know." She answered and looked on the ground.

,,Forget everything." I said and left her.

*Shouldn't it be embarrassing for me to cry in front of her? But somehow I don't feel like that.*

 

- SORA POV -

While I hugged Sunggyu, I couldn't but cry too.

I don't know why, but my heart was suffering.

*It really hurts to see him like that.

But why am I always caring about him? Why am I suffering with him? Why am I crying, just because he does?

And why is my heart beating like crazy right now? Am I possibly ... in love with him?*

 

 

 

 

 

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Kpopkpoppop #1
Chapter 19: update? plez
namurah
#2
Good job!!!
Thiyi_123 #3
Chapter 18: Lol sunggyu was spying.... :333 update?
gyurain #4
Chapter 18: Hahaha they went all to spy in her?
myungiejoe
#5
Chapter 18: Lmao, Sunggyu spying on her??
Kpopiseverything #6
Chapter 18: Sunggyu is.........!!!
Kpopiseverything #7
Chapter 17: Update soon I love your story!!!
Kpopiseverything #8
Chapter 16: What's inside the box???thats okay same with me too.update soon I love your story!!
ninakim0428_inspirit
#9
Chapter 15: Please update soon ^^ I like the story :D
xBabyElfx
#10
Chapter 15: Exciting chapter can't wait for more :) Thank you for updating :) keep it up