- SUNGGYU POV -

After I brought Sora home I couldn't think straight.

I was sitting in my couch and thought about her.

,,I really kissed her." I said to myself touching my lips.

,,Aish! I kissed the fiance of my friend!" I ruffled angry through my hair.

Then I sighed.

,,How can I still face him after that?"

Suddenly my phone started to ring.

,,Hello?"

,,Mr Kim?" I hear an unfamiliar voice ask.

,,Yes. Thats me." I answered.

,,I'm Doctor Hwang. The personal doctor of your mother."

My eyes widden.

,,M-my mother?" I almost whispered.

,,I think thats not the right time to tell you, but you should pick up the clothes of your mother. She left some here."

,,W-where is she now?" I asked and tried to stay calm.

,,Where? Didn't your father tell you?" The doctor asked surprised.

,,No..."

,,I see. Well, I think its better to tell you when we are face to face. You know the xxx hospital, right?"

,,Yes."

,,Can you come over today?"

,,Yes."

,,Okay, I'll wait for you. When you arrive just ask for Doctor Hwang."

,,Okay."

He hung up.

I was still in daze.

I completely forgot about my mother because of that girl.

How could I forget my mother, who was going to die?

Was she still allive? Was she already dead?

Many questions were in my head, which gave me a headache.

I run out and went to the hospital.

When I reached the office I asked where doctor Hwang is and went to him.

The door was open so he saw me comming.

He stand up and greet me.

,,Good evening Sunggyu-shi." He said. ,,It's okay to call you that, right?"

I nodded and sat down.

,,So where ..." I was scarred to even ask about my mother.

I took a deep breathe and asked.

,,Where is my mother?" I starred at the doctor with hopefull eyes.

I hoped she was fine and she would come back home.

,,I'm sorry to say this, but she died yesterday." The doctor said while looking straight into my eyes.

,,D-died ..."

,,She left some things back. Your father already picked them up. But there was a box she wanted me to give you."

The doctor said while he handed me a box.

I looked at it without showing any facial expression.

I stood up, took the boy and left after bowing.

,,Sunggyu-shi, wait!" I heard him yell after me.

But I didn't care.

I wanted to go home as fast as I could.

I wanted to go to sleep and everything was just a dream.

It still didn't feel real, that my mother died.

I couldn't believe it.

When I finaly reached my home I layed down on my bed and starred on the box.

*What could be inside the box?*

I was curious but scarred to open it.

So I just left it and fell asleep.

The next day I overslept, so I was late at school.

But I didn't care. I didn't care about anything that moment.

It still didn't feel real, that my mother died.

I didn't even cried because it felt like its just a dream.

As soon as I wake up my mother will be standing beside me ...

With this thoughts I entered the class.

I didn't bother to apologize about being late and just sat down on my seat.

While sitting down I noticed Sora talking with Hyosung.

I noticed her look at me but ignored it.

After what happened yesterday I think I couldn't talk right with her.

*But what's with her face?*

I was surprised to see her styled like this.

*Hyosung is just like my father. She thinks she can change everyone for her good. She plays the innocent and nice person, while she is one of the worst. And now she wants Sora to be her friend slave?*

I was getting kinda annoyed because she kept starring at me.

I stared back and she looked away blushing.

*Is she trying to be pretty for Myungsoo? What else could be the reason she starts to wear makeup?*

When the brake started I saw her walking out together with Hyosung.

*Hyosung has a bad influence to Sora.*

I walked to sora and grabbed her arm.

I wanted to talk with her about the yesterday and ... I just wanted to hear her voice.

,,Y-yah!" I heard her yell at me.

I didn't care and just went on.

I went to a place, where not much people were around so we could talk without being disturbed.

When I stopped I turned slowly around to face her and approached her.

,,S-sunggyu-" She stepped back and leaned against the wall.

She looked nervous at me.

I didn't even know what I should say.

While looking into her eyes I felt my heartbeat getting faster.

,,What's that?" I pointed to her face.

*Well done sunggyu, that was the best thing you could ask in this situation.*

I slappted myself mentaly.

,,W-what do you mean?" She asked stuttering.

,,What are you trying to do?" I asked her.

*Aish, I would rather know what I AM trying to do!*

,,I-I-" She started to stutter again.

,,Did you already tell Myungsoo about yesterday?" I tried to look as if I wouldn't care.

But the truth was, I was really scared.

Myungsoo was a really good friend of mine.

I was scared he would be mad at me ... well of course he would be mad.

She looked away while her face kept getting red.

,,W-why would I tell him?" She asked.

I didn't like it that she didn't look at me.

So I lifted her head up and our eyes met.

While looking at her I couldn't control myself anymore.

Her beautiful eyes, her cute nose and this ... this irresistable lips.

I leaned closer to her to kiss her again.

I knew it was wrong, but I couldn't hold myself back.

Suddenly she pushed me so that I fell on the ground.

I looked at her in surprise.

,,WHATS WRONG WITH YOU!?" She yelled at me.

I could see tears were forming in her eyes.

,,What are YOU trying to do?" She asked me mad.

,,I mean you are being a total jerk towards me! And then you just stole my first kiss and hugged me ... and then you are a jerk again! I mean really, what are you trying to do? To hurt me? Is it funny for you to see my cry? Even if I always comforted you? Do you enjoy being mean to me? Do you want me to fall in love with you and then brake my heart?"

She started crying while continuing.

,,Congratulations. You already reached your target. I love you. I really love you, okay? But the way you behave towards me is just ... it really hurts."

I didn't know what to say.

She run away and I couldn't do anything against it.

The words she just told me were painful.

I felt like crying but held back my tears.

I didn't want to, but I went to class after the brake.

Maybe it would distract me.

But it didn't.

After school when I was about to enter my house I looked over to Soras house.

*Should I apologize?* I sighed. *I dont even know if she is home....*

Suddenly I saw her walking down the road.

She was about to enter her house when I run to her.

I didn't even thought about it.

 

- SORA POV -

After I yelled at sunggyu i regretted it.

*I just confessed to him ... I'm such a fool!!!*

I facepalmed myself mentaly.

The tears didn't stop to run, so I stopped a park near my home.

After sitting there a while and sobbing I left.

I wanted to go home and lay in my bed as soon as I could.

When I wanted to open the door I heard someone call my name.

,,Sora." He said with a gentle voice.

I turned around to face sunggyu.

My eyes were probably red and swollen, but I didn't care.

,,What do you want?" I asked silently, almost whispering.

He came closer to me.

,,Sora." He said my name again.

Suddenly he hugged me.

I wanted to push him away but my hands didn't move.

My tears started to fall again.

,,Why are you doing this?" I asked sobbing while hitting his chest.

,,I'm sorry sora." He said. ,,I'm really sorry."

I cried even more and hugged him back.

,,You fool!" I hit him again. ,,You jerk! I hate you!"

He didn't even tried to defend hisself.

He just listened to me and let me hit him.

After I calmed down a little we were still standing there.

He my head.

,,Sora?" His voice sounded soft.

,,Yes?"

,,I love you."

My eyes widden. I pushed him gentle away and looked shocked at him.

,,W-what d-did you just say?" I asked thinking I heard wrong.

He leaned closer to my face and looked in my eyes.

,,I love you." He repeated and smiled.

I could see the sincerity in his eyes but still couldn't believe it.

,,W-what? B-but why ..." I asked myself, could this be? Could he really love me? Or is he just playing with me?

,,I understand that you cant believe me. I wouldn't believe me too." He said and chuckled.

,,I was surprised myself but ... I love you. I really love you sora."

,,I-I-I-" I begun to stutter, thinking how I should react. What should I say? Should I believe him?

So many questions were in my head.

,,I'm going now." I said and run in my house.

Before sunggyu could say anything I closed the door.

I leaned against it and stared in the air.

I started to smile unconsciously.