I didn't see Seohyun for the whole next week. I missed her and today was going to visit her while she was giving a performance on TV. I was going backstage. I made it there and was now talking to a manager and trying to get in. I saw Tiffany and she smiled and told the manager it was okay for me to come in.

"Thanks."

"Your welcome Yoona." She said while smiling and I had to smile back at her. I just love her smile it is angelic. I sat down and saw most of the girls were putting on makeup. I saw Jessica and went up to her and she hugged me and said,

"I missed you Yoonie!" While squeezing me tighter. I hugged back and saw some of the other members smiling at us. Seohyun came up to me and hugged me too. I smiled even wider when she winked at me before leaving. After they all left I saw the Yuri saw still in the room.
"Why aren't you performing?"

"I am feeling sick, I came to see if I would feel better but I feel worse. Can you go tell the manager I want to go home."

"Yeah sure." I said while I did that. After she went home I watched their performance on the television. They were singing How great is your love and it was making me cry.

In your smile that's like a spring day, the whole world gets brighter

It makes me dream again

On the day where the sun sparkles,

I hold your hand and walk in sync with your footsteps

When I sometimes walk ahead and suddenly look back

That face that looks at me is so eye-blinding

When I hear the sound of spring coming, I walk on the path with the bloomed flowers

When the rainy summer comes, I walk as I see the rainbow

When autumn passes and winter comes, with the warmth from our hands

We walk together – how great is your love

I always waited for a love that resembles the sky to be given to me

On the day where the stars twinkle, I walk to the melody of the birds

Your seasons that go round and round, repeating like a secret

In that unchanging love, my eyes are blinded

* repeat

You became a bright light to me, who was exhausted by the world

Even if winter comes at the end of this narrow road we walk together

If you would hold my hand, to me, this rough world will be like spring days

How great is your love

How great is your love

It made me long for the stage, to be up there with them. To smile, laugh, sing, dance with them. Why did this have to happen to me. I continued to cry and it must have been for a while because the group came back in and Seohyun pulled me in for a hug and asked,

"What's wrong?" It just made me cry more and Seohyun took me out of the room leading to rest of the members worried.

"What's wrong Yoona?"

"You wouldn't believe me if I told you."

"Yes I would just tell me." I sighed and told her about how I was in SNSD and how everything had happened that lead up to this. Seohyun's face was shocked and I didn't know if she believed me.

"For some reason I think you are telling the truth Yoona."

"You believe me?"

"I think so." With those words I smiled and hugged her tightly.

"Let's get you home, you had a rough day today." I nodded and got on the bus that drove me home.

The whole next month I didn't see Seohyun or anyone in SNSD in person. It was a bad month. I cried a lot but finally I get to see Seohyun today and I am excited. That is where I am heading at the current moment.

"Yoonie!" I heard and was embraced by a hug.

"Seo." I said hugging back tightly. We smiled at each other and went the movies.
The next months were like this too. SNSD was very busy so I didn't ge. To see Seohyun very often. I missed her so much. I think I might be in love. She Is coming over to me house today and we get to spend more time with each other.

"Yoona I missed you."

"I missed you too."

"Let's go."

"Yeah." We were walking and somehow Seohyun got pushed into the middle of the road and a truck passed by and ran over her. I was screaming and crying when I walking when I went over to her. I saw that she was dead. I cried more and said,

"Why did you have to take her, I am in Love with her!"

And all of a sudden a light flashed and then everything went black and I was back in My dressing room. I saw the lady that had kissed me.

"Don't screw this up?" She said winking and I was confused. She walked away and I saw the door open again and Seohyun came in. What?! I thought she was dead. I got up and ran to her and hugged her tightly. She laughed and looked confused that I was hugging her but hugged me back.
"I am glad you aren't dead!"

"Dead? When did I die!"

"Just a few minutes ago? Wait are you a ghost!" She laughed and shook her head saying,

"Yoona did you get enough sleep? anyway we need to go practice now?"

"Practice what?"

"Our new song duh?"

"I AM IN SNSD?!" Seohyun looked at me like I was crazy then said,

"What happened to you of course you are." I grinned widely and hugged her again. She laughed and pulled me to the stage and I knew everything was back to normal. Maybe my feelings would go away or not. I was glad to be back in SNSD.